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oh…… happy christmas to you too….. :—)

…i cant help but feel a little melancholy around the ghouliday season… at least, i can spend it with other people even……. um……… even though……………………………………

-Maddy (madmewmewofficial)

ive been listening to a lot of ghouliday music… to get into the ghouliday… “spirit”… heh……. this one is always a classic…

when it gets really really cold, i like to go on little strolls…… the snow gets so thick when it falls, i feel like the only person in the whole world…….

recently, shyren, mettaton and i went to see the lights in the city…… they looked so beautiful in the falling snow that i couldnt help but shed a tear…..

um, usually i use fl studio, but… recently, shyren and undyne salvaged an old grand piano from the lake… who knows how it got there, but it still works, somehow………

it’s obviously really broken and fragile, but it makes an interesting sound (heh… relatable.) so… lately ive been sampling some of shyrens playing, and laying a beat over it…

yeah…….. it’s really good for just chilling. sometimes i put it on while i write…. or space out and let the hours pass by…………

heh… heheh….. i helped produce a… “theme song” for someone, once… it was… really challenging to get it exactly the way he wanted. but… in the end, it was rewarding.

when mettaton first debuted on tv……… watching him, it pulled me out of a really bad place……… it was like… a miracle… he refilled the hole in my life that had just……..

sorry… i don’t watch many streamers….. other than mewmew, and……. lofi radio, if that counts.

um……. i did tune in for him and mettatons “catboy hot tub” collab, though…………………………

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mewmew….. she’s….. really cool. i always make time to tune into her streams……..

oh….. haha………. i think it’s a little funny, the way humans think of ghost monsters……. a lot of times, they think we’re scary, but that’s not that different to how monsters think, either……. i’ve gotten used to it.

mettaton puts it this way…. “people fear what they don’t understand”…… i agree with that. so if people wanna know about ghost monsters, i guess i should try to help out.

no…….. you can’t kill a sandwich………. but, you have the right idea, kind of.

everything you eat was once living, right……..? so, plants… and…… animals……….. they can uhh. die. and in certain circumstances….. leave “ghost” imprints behind. and that’s where ingredients come from. i’m not a scientist, but it has something to do with….. “the will to persist”.

a ham sandwich….. on rye.