This is completely different from any write up I’ve ever done, and I don’t expect it to get as many notes, but here it is.
People mention D/s and normally your head runs to images of girls trussed up and getting flogged, or dropping to their knees, mouths wide open, covered in spit and tears with make-up smeared all over their faces, drooling down their chin as they take a hard face fucking.
Well that’s all great, but newsflash- there’s more to 24/7 D/s relationship than that.
Over lockdown, I received the devastating news that I had a tumour- which although not cancerous yet, posed a life threatening risk of either rupturing or turning malignant at any moment.
I am almost 2 weeks post surgery, my surgery was so major I had to travel to a hospital 2 hours away, I had to stay in intensive care, and I had to do the whole thing alone with no visitors allowed.
My recovery in hospital afterwards was slow, painful and not productive at all, everything made me feel sick, I couldn’t eat and I slept constantly.
Since coming home however, my recovery is off to a great start.
Coming home to the people I love was indescribable, I was convinced I was going to die (1 in 100 chance) and being alone throughout was torture, yes I had texts and calls and FaceTime- but honestly I barely used any of those, I couldn’t stay awake long enough.
Mister is now with me, and taking great care of me. There’s no sex right now, let alone any kinky play, because of course real life plays a huge part in a 24/7 dynamic.
Our dynamic has shifted massively and it’s all about Mister taking care of me, honestly I can’t even reach over in bed to give him a good morning kiss, it’s quite frustrating.
Mister makes me my 3 daily meals, he makes all my drinks for me, he’s gets me things as I need them. He gets up early so I can have my meds. He washes up. He does laundry. The poor guy even has to pull my hair from the drain (folks with long hair will know this problem) because I just can’t get down there to do it myself. He blowdries my hair for me. He makes me take a nap when I look sleepy. He changes my dressings for me, and cleans my wounds. Im going to need him to shave my legs for me because I can’t even do that. My sense of smell and taste has been thrown out of whack completely and I don’t like the taste of coffee (which is heartbreaking!) Tea I can just about stomach- anyone that knows me will know one of my rules is one sugar only in my hot drinks, he’s bending that rule right now and allowing a little extra sugar because it means it tastes more palatable for me right now, until my taste buds settle again.
We are in a D/s relationship, a 24/7 dynamic- and this is what it looks like, I know people have a rose tinted view of 24/7 meaning sex on tap and submissives on their knees every moment of the day- but it’s just not like that.
A 24/7 dynamic involves care and compassion and love. An ability to change at a moments notice, and to do that willingly and with nothing but love pushing you forwards.
I will get better, it’s a long road for me but for this part- I am not alone. I have Mister right by my side the whole way.
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