i beg you to hold me i just want to be i just want to feel

here I can stay forever young and you won’t even know.  

if i could turn back time, i would.

please give me back these feelings. i want to suffer and i want to love, i want to be amazed by your appearance, i want to feel the shiver running down my spine, i want to feel my knees getting so weak that i’m not able to move and instead i just stand there and stare at you. struggling to breathe while my heart is beating a thousand times. suddenly adrenaline’s rushing through my veines and  i feel the urgent need to run to you. just because i’m not scared anymore and you become every reason. you are the art in my life it’s in the middle of the night, and i feel that all my love droped out of my veins, so please inject it into my veins again. basically i feel nothing, just the lack of it.

Leonard Cohen ‘Suzanne’