they locked me up and took my soul

@bloodisguilt . imbecile .

“ there’s tupperware leftover salad for dinner . oh , newsflash , we need to feed ourselves better so we can have better leftovers . what the fuck are we doing with a half eaten piece of chicken , rice from who - knows - when , three cucumbers , and some chickpeas ? i put the last of the pickles to trick us into feeling something close to joy . ” all of this , of course , said from the couch with , effectively , a tupper on her … natural table ( tits ) , and some reality playing already .

bestie it’s tradition

lemme tell all y’all ,     @bloodisguilt is   back    and we’re all damned and #BLESSED .      go follow her t bh !!

        *   //         @gcdspride said we had enough angst ,    i do not agree .

           it’s been a blast ,    needless to say .          like something fell into place ,    finally ,     or perhaps that was just the radiance of two days spent sleeping heavily ,     uninterrupted by nightmares nor panic attacks .            so yeah ,    she has to practice self restraint …         or mercy killing ,    but even that seemed just cruel .            bloodbags or whatever ,     but she could now stir awake and stretch under the covers without being terrified of what she’d seen in her dreams ,    what she’d see again during the day .       what would   be .           it was    gone !                  slowly sitting up ,      she lets her feet dangle off the edge of the bed ,     rubbing her eyes and pushing her tangled hair back ,      a soft humming sound reverberating in her throat .              liam was a matter aside ,     one she was avoiding .                barefoot ,     the newbie vampire walks to the kitchen ,     not paying much attention to her surroundings while ogling her cellphone and yet      knowing .                she knows he’s home ,      though plays the fool and lets sativa hop around her ,       grabbing a nearly empty    oj    carton from the fridge and emptying it out only to leave it on the counter and turn to face      him .        

           that’s not the issue here ,     see .           the issue is whether he’d face her or not .            if he’d still love    her ,     vampirism and all ,     or not .          she sits on the counter ,      fluffy orange and baby blue polkadot socks and one of his oversized t - shirts thrown over her body ,     arms on either side ,     lightly gripping the edge .                          ‘     hey —- ?    ‘

           ---------- WHY IS IT SO HARD TO GET A GOOD POKEMON? liam has been frowning at his phone for the past few days -- and during said few days glares were also coming towards his way via his sister paige and he honestly doesn’t understand why she’s judging him for trying to get a eevee because in his defense, they are adorable - just like your girlfriend lennox ( shh not now i’m trying to concentrate - there’s a pokemon in the neighbors house. )

even though he has been practically ignoring everything -- including -- her -- liam knows that he should probably stop doing that. considering the fact that lennox is within arms reach and he could just - USE HIS WORDS like a grownup would ( ew -- ) and not keep his eyes glued to his phone. ignoring issues and -- things and focusing on distractions is what always gets him into trouble. liam damn near jumped when he heard her voice -- mostly because he wasn’t really expecting her to speak and because he missed hearing it. ‘....hey -- nice -- socks? ‘ ( nailed it. )

half of devon’s things were packed and now her father was both trying to drag her out of the home - and to stop stefan from fighting him to get him away from her. she just wanted her mother - where was damon? WHERE WAS HER MOTHER? 

                 ‘  what the fuck—-  ‘

“You can’t run forever.” Ashley knows far too well that something always has to give- and facing your problems, while sometimes the hardest thing in the world, is the only way to change things. Anticipating a protest she piped up again, “I’m not preaching and certainly don’t want to spew that ‘it gets better’ bullshit but take some responsibility over your issues and you’ll be better prepared to fight them.” She gave a firm nod, “don’t be silly I wouldn’t have offered if I didn’t mean it. Give me a shout and I’m more than happy to help.”

bree looked away shaking her head -- she can’t fault the other for giving the advice in trying to help her -- but if she knew. if she only knew. ‘ you don’t know -- ‘ the young woman whispered, it was the only thing she could say in response -- and now bree had to remind herself to not do anything that could harm herself, so instead she just chewed on her lower lip as a look of conflict appeared on her features. to keep herself concentrated on the conversation and not drift off to her past, bree begin to lightly hit the side of her leg, during that seem to keep her mind focused on the conversation -- even if it wasn’t going a good way. ‘ -- i think a phone call would be better than shouting - you wouldn’t be able to hear me way out here if i shouted your name but yes. when i need the help i will let you know. ‘

                 ‘  dude.  ‘

     ‘ i can’t do that rose -- especially since i live in the woods. so - no?. ‘

Zac looked down and saw she was on her phone and rolled his eyes. she was looking at it like it was the most complicated thing out there. He scoffed and crossed his arms. Of course he knew he was being a pompous ass but he hadn’t had the best month and he didn’t really have to be anywhere important, he just wanted coffee. “I don’t know if you noticed but its a small path and I don’t fancy getting hit by a car thanks” he replied with a sarcastic tone. He smirked “but using my mouth is so much fun” 

bree didn’t understand why he didn’t just go around her - there was enough space for him to quickly maneuver himself from behind to walk in front of her without trouble and the chances of him being hit by a car is very slim. ‘ i don’t know if you noticed but the chances of you being hit by a car in a small town like sutton is slim as most of the shops are within walking bike riding distance - plus you have eyes and ears which you should use to look and listen for cars before walking into a street. but i see common sense is lacking on you because you’re being an asshole for no reason. ‘ all this was said while bree continued to look at her phone, eyebrows narrowing as she continued to flip through things on it. ‘ then use it to stop talking. that’s even more fun. ‘

“Against your religion?” A gentle smile touched her lips, “That was the best you could come up with?”

“Whatever way you’re dealing with things, there’s a solution in there somewhere.” Seeing the young woman’s reaction to the mention of Alexis, she felt a pang of guilt for ever probing into the topic of home, whether it be the actual physical thing or the comfort of loved ones and family. “I’d like to think so,” she added with a hesitant smile. While the two of them have been incredibly close as of late, there was always the fear Ashley might lose her. “That’s a start- and you know, if you ever need anything I’m always around if I can help. Not to intrude but just while you’re finding your feet as it were.” 

  ‘ not for me. the only solution for me has been to -- to run. ‘ it’s all she’s ever known. and it’s all she can do. falling in love with someone is already a slow death on it’s on -- but falling for your close friend -- who’s straight -- is the fastest way to your death.‘ i hope so -- family is important -- ‘ but what would i know about that? the only family i knew -- and returned ashley’s smile with her own small one. ‘ are you sure? i don’t want to bother you when you could have your own things to deal with. but i’ll try--? ‘

            ‘  i really hope it wasn’t because of me – i’m hardly intimidating…  ‘        lennox smiles pleasantly and then casts her gaze down at her feet, pushing a loose strand of hair behind her ear,          ‘  well… it’s not actually here-here, but it’s really close and i have a car and i think you’d really like it ‘cause ——-  artist… art. i- am rambling, i’m sorry.  ‘

     ‘ i’m usually intimidated by girls in general because you’re very pretty -- i mean they - well you too but it - yeah -- girls. ‘ what -- was that, bree?? but seeing the smile from lennox’s made one of her own form on her lips, granted she’s still firmly nervous because -- girls. but maybe it won’t be so bad. ‘ no, no - don’t apologize for rambling. mostly because i do it a lot to so - don’t apologize for it. and yeah i would -- i will. but i’m willing to go if you are? ‘