Blonde & Maniac

if only…

step 2. jerk off

and im not talking about all the thirsting and calling her hot (she is hot), its the way she gets so wildy mischaracterised BECAUSE shes hot

like ellies a bitch!! and her morals and ideals are fucked and shes losing all empathy and shes going crazy but thats why i love her and thats what makes her such a good and interesting character

but when you take that all away and try to excuse her actions or baby her or god forbid call her a hey mamas masc lesbian bc of how she looks immediately she becomes such an unappealing protagonist

and the double standards of excusing her actions bc she lost her dad and then hating abby bc "she killed joel" ABBYS DAD ALSO DIED???? u just unlocked the whole plot of tlou good job r the pieces making sense yet??

joel miller in every episode of tlou

1x05 kin

shes just our loser girly

shes our anger issues girly

and our super nerdy girly too ☹️🫶🏻

Bulimia isn’t a pretty girl, hanging over the toilet bowl with her hair nicely tied back. It is a swollen face with vomit dripping down the chin and permanent nosebleeds.

Anorexia isn't  a skinny, shy girl that refuses some Food. It is disguisting hair appearing on deadly cold skin. It is the extreme pain from an empty stomach.

Depression isn’t a model with some smudged Mascara, which sadly looks out a window at a sunset. It is lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, because there is no motivation left to close the eyes. It is bitter lonliness.

Selfharm isn’t a beautiful boy, kissing your scars and telling you, you are beautiful anyway. It is the pain when the water in the shower hits the wounds. It is scars that will never disappear.