honestly

i joined a summer soccer rec league and our first game was today . i need to get real indoor shoes but it was fun and people were friendly and i honestly did better than i thought i would . my body remembered how to trap the ball and i made good passes . then i picked up this little fb marketplace shortie half moon table brought it home and set up my altar at the top of the stairs . i have gifted crystals and stones and incense and candles and shells from my travels, ill get fresh flowers tomorrow . i already feel more anchored with it there . then treated all my whites that have mysterious stains and soaked some in vinegar and put them in for a warm wash

now eating a bowl of 'salad' that is basically everything left over in my fridge . homemade chili oil and some farmers market sausages and avocado arugula blue oyster mushrooms fresh grated parmesan a roasted beet , seasoned tilapia filet , and drinking the jamaica / marshmallow root tea i infused overnight that's filled w homemade beef gelatin jellies and honey and chia and goji berries

someone out there wants what you have so bad they deny themselves their own soul to create your creation , to say what you are saying ~ take it as HIGHEST VALIDATION of your potent energy . maybe they have more resources , okay . maybe they go far fast . but they do not have the source , they will run dry . they have to find their own eventually . you are the source . the source is abundant and does not run dry !