the past isn’t behind you it coils inside your body that’s why some years you feel closer and more nostalgic for certain ages than others just fyi

sufjan stevens 2021 hater post is azealia banks's instagram story for girls who's um. who's

It’s ok take your time

for girls whose lana del rey is joni mitchell? god i don't fucking know

It’s ok. I love you

Every midwit literary fiction novel from the past 5 years has been called something like The Little Things We Do To Ourselves or Back Then I Didn’t Think So Clearly or I Have Been Trying To Venmo You.

When Mitski said ‘And I was so young when I behaved 25, but now I find I’ve grown into a tall child’, and when MARINA said ‘I can’t open up and cry ‘cause I’ve been silent all my life’ and when Anne Carson said ‘To feel anything deranges you. To be seen feeling anything strips you naked. In the grip of pleasure or pain doesn’t matter’ and when when Lorde ‘What about the kid? It’s time the kid got free’ and Hozier said ‘I need to be youthfully felt ‘cause God, I never felt young’ and Adele said ‘Everybody tells me it’s ‘bout time I moved on, and I need to learn to lighten up and learn how to be young’ and when Benjamin Alira Saenz said ‘I’d been born knowing to hide what I felt’ and then later ‘Summer was supposed to be about freedom and youth and no school and possibilities and adventure and exploration. Summer was a book of hope’ and then also ‘The summer sun was not meant for boys like me. Boys like me belonged to the rain.’ Anyway 

Boot up, Bitch!

MOOD! #2019goals

#BootUp2020

All of us, age 14, severely depressed and at risk for other major mental health problems: I should watch skins

did we all live the same life

i feel attacked

just remembered toads exist and got a burst of serotonin