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Bandung, 06:54 AM.

soooo colorful

Tu seras toujours dans mon coeur. Tu me manques...

and saying I love you.

I meet a lot of boys in my life, and there are so many kind of them. And you know what? You are the hardest. The one who never started the conversations. The cold hearted man who likes to ignoring me. The one who never checking on me. The one who makes my brain thinking every single night. The person who make me cried. I tried to understand what’s on your mind. And I don’t get it. Why are you so hard to get? I hate you, but I do like you. I fall in love wih people I can’t have. I don’t even know why am I even bother you to care when you doesn’t even care about me. I am thinking about giving up on you. I think it’s enough to embrassed myself. You can’t do this to me just because I loved you first.  You know whats sad about love? Its when you happen to know what there’s just no hope for you being together yet you still pray to make it work. It’s when your mind says “let go” but your hearts says “hold on”.

I'm very picky with whom I gave my energy to. I prefer to reserve my time, intensity, and spirit exclusively to those who reflect sincerity. Because, some people are just terrible human beings, and terrible people do terrible things. If you're racking your brain trying to understand it, it just means you're not one of those terrible people. My silence could mean you're not worth the argument.

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