hisnameisthree

Yesterday I heard voices telling me, I'm not good enough, that I'm a slut, a whore, I deserve to die, I should kill myself, my friends don't like me, I slept with five guys I should be ashamed, my friends don't care about me, no one cares about me, I don't care about me, I'm crazy, I hear things no one else does which makes me a freak, it will never stop, they will never leave me, you know this is a demon doing this, you know it can get you, you know it will get you. This is just the beginning of what I went threw yesterday this is how it starts with the voices then stuff exploding or moving, a week ago a lamp floated and exploded. I watched it happen. I'm convinced this thing is after me and it's getting stronger as I grow weaker. These drugs are weakening me and putting me in a state I can't channel this energy away from me.