Black Coffee(n)

I'm sure I'm the wind,

the wind during the setting sun. 

I'm there but you don't feel it, 

colors have your attention spun. 

You can choose to feel me, 

only if you're in for the long run. 

I'm not a flower, but a vase, 

I can't do it, but I'll help you to get it done. 

It's hard to notice something like me, 

I can give out hints, it's hurtful but I'll make it fun. 

See I'm just a wind flowing, 

You're so much like a plushie,

is something I'd always think.

You're too beautiful for me,

too lucky I am for this.

I've loved every moment,

every bit of your touch.

I'm still in shock,

how could something so simple,

mean so so much.

You're too far now,

but it won't hurt to try.

I can still imagine your expressions,

you're nostalgic I know, just try not to cry.

Time moves fast with you,

And now you're already an hour & half past me.

I can live off on pictures by you, of you,

I feel heavy, heavy on the heart.

I'm not half the man I used to be,

the spark has left my eyes.

I don't dream of being the one,

I just want to be held and known.

I can't live up to what I believe,

I just want to be blended with,

I want to be my own

I miss her, no I miss him,

who I used to be.

I left all the will to live,

I'm trying of telling people to try,

when I know I will be the one to flee.

I can't take it much longer,

but I'm scared to end it all at once.

I can go die gradually,

I hate this self.

I hate this self.

'Who are you?'

I lied, I lie.

you don't know me, you'll never be close.

I'm a paradox of all the sad things that make you happy,

I'm all that there isn't but you're glad that it's not.

You'll never be close to knowing who I am,

oh oh oh

oh my love, how I'd love

to wake up, next to you

oh my jaan, how I'd love

to be yours.

Hey cute stuff, pretty pearl or redhead rose,

I'd call you a lot of it just for you to love me.

I'm not looking at no time or place, it's whatever, doesn't matter where,

and yes I'd still admire your sleepy eyes, I'd still kiss you in your messy hair.

I melt,

ah, you take my breath away.

I'd tell you a lot of it,

but oof how much will I bother you,

how much will I say.

And hey again, I'd write a lot but you'll be bored,

just sum up, your the ink that suits my pen,

Hey you cute one,

it's been a while since we clicked for times.

You know I miss it but can't force it through,

I'd admire you still, it doesn't matter if I can't find some rhymes.

You're cute, and I mean it,

might as well say cute is yours, I see you whenever I say it.

It's effortlessly cozy to be with you,

or talk, you got my attention.

I'm not kind of to be so “lowkey”,

but it's easier with you,

or talk, you are what I call to be in an affection.

You're cute I repeat,

I'm sorry if I'm making this bit annoying.

You're beaut, oh oh,

I'm not sorry you are worth looking at a picture & falling and dying.

I'm too interested in you,

tell me about you I wanna know.

I wait and wait even my sleep is due,

tell me about your day not again some words, like you always throw.

Hey hot n spicy one too,

did I mention it?

I'm highly attracted towards you.

If it's too tiring to read, I'm sorry,

but you gotta oof your way through it.

I'm too much, too chalant-cy,

I gotta compete your prettiness,

I saw you across the street again, you'd say I look different.

I melt down in your eyes, I remember you the same, still beautiful stilll indifferent.

I feel all those memories flooding back in, you'd feel some of them too.

I look at you and my eyes speak, let go of them, we'd knew we were perfect too.

Only if you hadn't listened to them but me, only if you gave it another chance.