I'm 18, male, autistic, and ADHD if you care about that at all. I'm an aspiring artist, and Eagle Scout, who REALLY loves Dark Souls! I live in the USA. The purpose of me telling you this was so you know my timezone if you need me for whatever reason. I'm open to requests, so dm me if you have anything in mind! I'm a lot more active on Reddit, link: https://www.reddit.com/u/Black_Knight_Xander/s/Buyad0dlqK I also have an Artfight profile! link to that here: https://artfight.net/~Black_Knight_Xander
This is a pretty big moment for me! I just got back my commission of Naomi Dectra from @junebuggydrawz
And it's ludicrously magnificent!
It's indescribably beautiful to me, and I absolutely LOVE IT!!!!!! She manages to capture her and do her justice better than I can, and I'M the one who made her!!! They're the best, and I can't thank them enough! 😁
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Okay, just as I said in my last post, here's my game plan now that Artfight is over!
I'll be needing to redraw a few old designs I have, particularly the ones I mentioned in a previous post a few days or so ago. Those designs being Lalaine, Periboia, Annabelle, Alypia, Bell, Styx, and Lenora in that order!
I also want to continue working on the queue for *new* characters that I have built up! This includes these two antagonists for that comic/story thing I've been wanting to make (I'll be making more in the future, the only other idea for an antagonist for that story is a pirate of some kind, and for that story arc it'll most likely focus on Amari some), but that also includes other characters, such as the ones that were shown on the third character sheet for that QnA I've been wanting to set up!
I also need to make designs for all the other members of the compound that Naomi, Minerva, and Burmeister live in too!
I also need to start writing my lore posts again! I've been workshopping political structures for the city of Arthroposi and the land of Primatia and all that, along with dealing with that whole Mantis Civil Rights thing.
Now, another thing I really want to do is make some gift art for the people who've attacked me, but I didn't get to revenge!
Hopefully I can be organized now that Artfight's over, lmao.
This was a rather fun year, and although I only managed to get 11 attacks out, I still had an absolutely wonderful time!
These artists are in order: spacesins, Dewdreamer, seangelzzz, Ashen_Oni_Creations, kuicuu, and Cive_ce!
Of these six, three of them have a Tumblr account that I know of!
Those are @seangelzzz @ashenonicreations and @cive-ce !
That last one, Cive_ce, has actually just recently made a Tumblr account! So by all means, show them some love and support! They've also got some pretty cool bugs! ^u^
I'm super grateful for all of the talented artists who've been generous enough to gift me such wonderful art! I've put each and every one of them in a special folder for easy and quick access to admire each one, I'm extremely appreciative of them all! ^○^
I'll put what I'll be doing now that Artfight is over in a separate post so this doesn't get any longer than it needs to be!
Here's my 11th, and final, attack of Artfight 2026!
This one was super fun to draw, I enjoyed it immensely! From left to right, the characters are Ann Wisk, Ant, Mr. Centipede, Lizfly, Tartar, and Octavia! Mr. Centipede is reading some campfire stories off his phone, which was something that I remember my Scoutmasters doing during my time in Scouts before I made Eagle, so it's a bit nostalgic for me, however odd that is.
I'm especially proud of the background in this one! I had originally planned to make a forest background, but then realized that it might blend with a few of the features of some of the characters, then considered making a night sky after I decided that they would be on a hill, then realized that the blending problem still remained, so I went with a sunset, which I haven't tried before! I'm not the best at it, of course, but I'm still very proud of what I made! ^u^
5 out of 6 of the owners of these characters have a Tumblr account that I know of! These being @sleepyseaslug (Ant), @myriapoda-1306 (Mr. Centipede), @lizziefly (Lizfly), @faketaranza (Tartar), and @heedzhee-art (Octavia)
Ann Wisk belongs to SimplyAwful!
I had so much fun this month, and I'm so glad I learned that something like Artfight even existed in the first place, I got to meet so many cool people and even made some new friends! But now that it's over, I need to figure out what I'm doing next...
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Lmao, I got a revenge from Ashen_Oni_Creations not too long after they saw my attack, and it's of Burmeister! Do check it out, it's really cute! :D
An art gifting game
Big wall of text under a cut so it doesn't clog up my blog!
Going into Artfight I was hoping that each of my roster would receive at least one attack, and I had been a little worried Burmeister wouldn't get any love, but he's received two attacks now and I'm so grateful for it! ^○^
That just leaves Nelly! Unfortunately I think her design is a bit too... intimidating, to say the least, what with her 14 arms and all, but there's still about 5 days left so there's still time! And even if she doesn't get an attack, I'll make some art of her to make it up! :)
Speaking of Nelly, I actually have been wanting to do a mass attack with her where I put all of my choices for the attack in her seafood restaurant, where they would be eating at a table together because I thought that would be cute and sweet, but unfortunately I don't think I'll have the time to get a lot of people. 💔
Maybe I'll do a quick one with just a couple recipients so I can start that tradition, y'know? I think it's a really cute idea and I really want to do it! ^u^
I had also been wanting to make it a tradition, where every year I'll pick several recipients to put in the scene, but what would really help is if anyone who sees this puts the favorite seafood for each of your characters so I know what to draw them eating if you are pulled from the selection pool, that would be VERY helpful actually, so do drop those, I'd appreciate that a lot, especially because I wouldn't have to slyly ask you what their favorite seafood is and tip you off because oh boy, do I love surprising people with my art! :D
But now I have 24 defenses sitting in their own little folder I can admire and appreciate whenever I want and I'm so happy I decided to participate in this event! ^^^^w^^^^
Also, side note, I have come to the realization a couple weeks ago that even if I can't make an attack for you in time, I can always just make gift art. I won't get any points for it, of course, but I really honestly don't care much for the points, I just wanna show my appreciation, y'know? It's making art because I love doing it, not making art for some silly numbers in a website, lmao.
I'm almost done with my next attack, and I'm excited to post it because I haven't shown just how good my cat anthros can look, ESPECIALLY the head, you all will be impressed I think! ^u^
Whenever I post it to this blog, which hopefully will be today, I'll drop both the colored and outline because I'm really proud of the head, like, REALLY proud of the head, and I want the details to be clearer to see! It'll be great, trust! :D
I think it's because I live with three cats and I understand how their head is shaped and proportioned, lmao. I didn't even use a reference pic to draw it, yet it just looks really good imo, you'll see!
I really really wanted to get stuff done today, but unfortunately, it didn't work out the way I wanted it to. I tried a new medication today for my ADHD, and I'm out of the one I usually use and... it doesn't do anything, AT ALL!
I am currently experiencing the same thing I go through if I just don't take any medicine. I hate this so much, why does my entire God damn life hinge on stupid medication? Why do I have to pay so much to function normally? Why can't I just function normally in the first place?
I hate ADHD so much, I hate it. I can't do ANYTHING I enjoy, because I just can't focus hard enough to do it! I hate this stupid mental disability so much!
Rant over, I just needed to get that off my chest, I'm so tired of this bull crap man...
Edit: I ran them thru a wheel, and now I know the order in which I'll redesign each of them. First is Lalaine, then Periboia, then Annabelle, Alypia, Bell, Styx, and last but not least, Lenora! ^u^
Don't worry to anyone who was hoping one of the last ones would be higher up in the order, because since I've already figured out just who each of them are, and their general designs, each one shouldn't take too long to draw again, lmao.
Y'know, I've been constantly thinking about what I'll do DURING Artfight, but I haven't really considered what I'll be doing AFTER...
I think I'll do a redesigned ref sheet for one of my old characters, so that would be:
• Lenora (That Dot-Lined White Moth with the purple and black highlights)
• Annabelle (That Dung Beetle farmer)
• Lalaine (The Firefly that lives on the same farm as Annabelle)
• Styx (The Ebony Boghaunter rescue ranger)
• Bell (The Violet Carpenter Bee royal guard)
• Alypia (the Wasp Mimicking Moth ambassador)
• Periboia (The Rosy Maple Moth diva who's friends with Lenora, Kalla, and Ash)
A lot less than I thought, but then again, a few of my old bugs were just random specimens...
But what I also need to do is something for that Scolopendra Gigantea, my third ever bug, and is a species that is kind of a big deal in Chitisia, considering it's the most dangerous predator in, like, the entire world. I won't go into too much detail here, but I do intend to make a SINGLE specimen an antagonist to a story arc in that story I want to write about the members of that compound I keep mentioning and really really REALLY need to flesh out more, just so you have an idea of how much of a threat they are... but that's for another time.
I also want to make a naturalized specimen at some point, but I have sincerely no idea how I can make it work right now because I decided that every specimen would be piss-off HUGE for the hell of it, lmao.
But I digress... should I make a poll for who I should redesign, a wheel? Idk, but I feel like one of them deserves a glow up after all this time...
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My 9th attack, this time with my friend @lizguy 's oc Limey and my own oc Minerva doing the Jotchua and Gaejook pose! It was a quickie, but enjoyable! ^u^
Now I need to plan more of my revenges, I have this really cool idea for a mass revenge attack, but I gotta plan out how it would look like, it's also pretty involved, lmao.
Yeah, a while ago, I replied to one of your comments saying I reached it (the site counts into the triple digits btw, I'm sitting at 116 right now) and I guess you never saw it (sometimes, usually after a comment chain gets long enough, you'll stop getting notifs that someone replied, so I'm sure that's what happened there.)
While asking my friend Lizguy over Reddit dms about which of my characters he thought would vibe the most with his own character Keith, which was because I had the idea to make an attack with Minerva and his oc Limey, who are both Mantises, as a redraw of that Jotchua and Gaejook meme I'll add under a cut, he said it would probably be Naomi, and after thinking on it for all of about 5 seconds, I realized there was untapped potential...
Y'see, as I mentioned under the cut of the tarot card of her I posted, she doesn't like to wear clothes because it makes her feel "defanged" or "domesticated," like her natural fearsome presence she has as a Black Widow is being "tamed."
Now, Keith is goth, and this is where I realized that untapped potential I mentioned...
Picture this, Naomi with accessories like spiked bracelets, stuff that's usually linked to the goth culture. Essentially, goth Naomi. It was an epiphany, and GOD am I gonna draw that! I'm gonna make it an attack too, Keith and Naomi all fitted up striking a pose! If only I had the time to make a comic where Keith gives her the rundown on how she could feel more "threatening," but what I CAN do with the time I have is good enough for now! ^u^
Oh, and I'm still planning on those revenges, in fact, I have the perfect idea for them, just you wait... >:)
Naomi Dectra, represented by the Thirteenth tarot card: Death!
It's morning time, and that means I got to take the picture I wanted without having to deal with that awful glare obscuring some of the pen lines!
Now, I'm sure you're wondering why out of all 22 major arcana tarot cards that I chose Death in particular, and I'll explain my reasoning, which will contain a bit of Naomi's lore, under a cut, but the symbolism with the king and beggar she's stomping into the ground is Death's indifference to wealth or fame or power or name, it does not discriminate.
Oh, and just as I promised, here is what your work inspired me to make, @bb-mma ! I hope I managed to make you proud! ^u^
So, each major arcana tarot card has two different meanings depending on whether it's upright or reversed, and because of that, I needed to make sure Naomi fit both meanings.
Upright, the card means end of cycle, beginnings, and change. This applies to Naomi because for the longest time she spent her days in the Clicking Greatwood living a more "primitive" life that all feral bugs live, however, her mother was one of those rare cases where a feral bug is a bit more "aware" in a sense, and it rubbed off on her daughter. Whenever Naomi met the human who would become her husband, the implanted within her by her mother drove her to sparing him to observe and learn more, for a lack of better words, and would lead to her learning more about the world, and her old life would end, marking a new beginnings. However, at the beginning of their relationship, she was only really in it for food, shelter, and more... carnal pleasures, because that was all she thought there was, but through him she learned the compassion humans had for others, and what it was like to love and be loved, and to care and be cared for. Also during the beginning of her life in the compound, she did not want anything to do with any of the other members besides her husband, she was adamant that she would never like them, yet over time she began to warm up and eventually care for them too, even if she denies it. She learned language and that there was even more world out there outside her old haunting grounds, and it irreversibly changed her life.
However, reversed the Death card means fear of change, holding on, and decay. In all the progress Naomi has made towards being fully integrated within civil society, she has intentionally held herself back because of her pride. You might have noticed that Naomi does not wear clothes, unlike many of my other bugs, and that's because she feels like being made to wear clothing is an attack on her dignity as a Spider. To her, it's like being "defanged" or "domesticated" and she loathes the idea. She doesn't want to be fully understood, she wants there to be a bit of uncertainty, a bit of fear, she wants to be almost revered in a sense. It's like she doesn't want to he seen as "Naomi" by the common folk, but that she wants to be seen as a "Black Widow Spider," a name that strikes terror in the hearts of many. She's afraid of how people might see a fearsome Black Widow Spider "reduced" to just another random person, so she refuses to let it happen. She knows that in the long run that this isn't a good idea, and that her pride causes those who care about her a great deal of stress, and while she does it not out of malice, but because she just can't help it, she stops short each time, 1 step forwards and two steps back.
This is why I assigned Naomi the Death card, and I intend to assign my other bugs a card in the future too!
I might have to wait till tomorrow to post it, because the sun has set, and I had to use artificial lights to take the photo, and the lights make a glare on the pen lines and make it hard to see some of them...
Maaaaaaannnnnnn, I'm devastated because I spent, how long? How many days has it been at this point? Several, to say the least, and I'm NOT HAPPY AT ALL that I have to wait one more, I'm throughly irritated.
It's finished, but man oh man I want it to look the best it can because of how much time and effort I sank into it...
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Yall ain't ready for that art piece with Naomi I mentioned in the post before my last one, because I found a pen and my line art is going to look soooo much better now! >:)
I'm also getting back on that Artfight grind immediately after this, I've done enough for myself. I've got a few revenges I need to do...
I just hit 20 defenses, which means it's time to drop them all here! I'll, of course, drop their usernames too! ^u^
The usernames, in order from top left to bottom right are as follows: nanibooze, Archenemy404, Let01, shutup-buttercup, Aricade, TDR4003, YourSillyEm0, Ajaxioo, OceanRyusei, and last but not least, buggirl7!
Of these users, some of them have accounts right here on Tumblr! These are, in order, @nanibooze , @archenemy-caughtin4k , @shutup-buttercup , @aricade , @yoursillyem0 , @ajaxisoo , and @oceanryusei
All of these artists are very talented and deserve all the praise they can get, so do check them out!!! ^^^^w^^^^
(Oh, and jsyk Ryusei, I decided to replace my pfp on Reddit with your attack after you gave the go ahead! There's a community centered specifically around anthro bugs, so I thought it would be fitting! ^u^)