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skinny girls with thigh gaps and buns in their hair sipping coffee in bed wearing oversized sweaters.

my depression is having my room like fucking a mess because I really don’t feel like cleaning it.

my depression is forgetting to eat, or take a shower, or shave my legs, or even not caring about it.

my depression is failing all my subjects because I can’t grab a book and concentrate why would I get a future I don’t want to be alive to live?

my depression is never wanting to hang out again.

my depression  is crying so much alone at night that I can’t cry anymore later  because there are no tears left.

my depression is not being able to stop cutting.

my depression is having to stand my mom entering to my room, yelling that I’m a selfish, awful daughter. and reminding me everything I suck at and why I should be dead.

My depression is not beautiful. Don’t romanticize my mental illness. because that’s what it is. and illness. and it doesn’t feel beautiful. and I’m really trying. so please.

Abstract Ice Paintings by Cliff Briggie. #Love it!

These wild macrophotography caught our eye recently. Here Photographer Cliffe Briggie combines water, colour and ice to create these complex abstract visuals. Briggie explains “I make photographic images by opening heart and mind to their naturally wakeful state—a vivid, raw, intimate experience.

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