always busy

“I stopped telling people because I could see them stop caring I could see them get tired of me I could see them being tired of my emotions”

“Living with depression is like living in an abusive relationship with yourself.”

“Forgive me for doing this in notes. I’m not strong enough to do it in persons. I realize now that I’m attracted to you for the same reason I can’t be with you: you can’t change. And I have no problem with that, but it clearly means I have a problem with myself. I’m sure there’s no perfect version of me. I’m sure I’ll just unify species after species and never really be complete. But I know how it goes with us. I lose who I am and become part of you. Because in a strange way, you’re better at what I do without even trying. - yours, and nobody else’s, Unity”