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Hey Maro.

I know a lot of things, so you’d have to be more specific. I know I only recently ‘woke up’ if that is what you’re asking. I’ve been drowsy and kind of out of it for the past three (i think?) days… I remember the pain in my hands and around my skull. It was like I had an intense muscle spasm. I remember seeing something coming towards me, but that is when it all faded to black. 

I remember what I did to Earl and Quill. I should apologize to them.

I remember seeing Egg after their change in the cafe. I was terrified and felt so betrayed…

I remember my uncle’s expression when he gained the sight for the first time. I shouldn’t have given that to him.

I remember wondering if Egg liked me back, and wondering what my family would think about that. 

I remember thinking I didn’t deserve all of my friends that I had. Thinking back, I was right.

can you see things you couldn’t see before? can you see the truth behind what it is i said?

But I do remember a few things… 

I know I was wrong in a lot of ways, but I do stand by a lot of things. I’m not going to try and force them on others though.

well, egg changed so drastically to save you and you ran from them, refused to believe them. egg, the one we now know you loved.

cicero died in your place, and earl changed the flow of time until no one, including you, had to die (that is, until your place was one that didn’t involve dying). in that process, i was killed two times. it wasn’t pleasant and it went unappreciated. in life, all our deaths went unappreciated by you.

many nights i lay awake thinking about you and the ones you led astray. your friends, your seniors, your uncle. cola, you caused a lot of worry and a lot of grief and a LOT of pain when you were alive.

I am aware that Egg is… different from when I first met them. Change is a hard thing to accept and Hallet’s change was a lot more abrupt then I would have liked. I’m still not entirely sure how to explain what happened to them, but I know that in the end, they still tried to save me. I’m deeply indebted to them, and sincerely wish I could pay it back. I doubt that I could now.

I do understand your fear and accusations. I was a terrible parasite in life, infecting everyone I touched with my poison and leading them to their doom. And now here I am, living beyond death and spreading my filth all over the screens of everyone here. I can’t help but do it. I wish I could just disappear and spare everyone the pain of having to deal with me.

Hey Maro.

I know a lot of things, so you’d have to be more specific. I know I only recently ‘woke up’ if that is what you’re asking. I’ve been drowsy and kind of out of it for the past three (i think?) days… I remember the pain in my hands and around my skull. It was like I had an intense muscle spasm. I remember seeing something coming towards me, but that is when it all faded to black. 

I remember what I did to Earl and Quill. I should apologize to them.

I remember seeing Egg after their change in the cafe. I was terrified and felt so betrayed…

I remember my uncle’s expression when he gained the sight for the first time. I shouldn’t have given that to him.

I remember wondering if Egg liked me back, and wondering what my family would think about that. 

I remember thinking I didn’t deserve all of my friends that I had. Thinking back, I was right.

can you see things you couldn’t see before? can you see the truth behind what it is i said?

But I do remember a few things… 

I know I was wrong in a lot of ways, but I do stand by a lot of things. I’m not going to try and force them on others though.

well, egg changed so drastically to save you and you ran from them, refused to believe them. egg, the one we now know you loved.

cicero died in your place, and earl changed the flow of time until no one, including you, had to die (that is, until your place was one that didn’t involve dying). in that process, i was killed two times. it wasn’t pleasant and it went unappreciated. in life, all our deaths went unappreciated by you.

many nights i lay awake thinking about you and the ones you led astray. your friends, your seniors, your uncle. cola, you caused a lot of worry and a lot of grief and a LOT of pain when you were alive.

I am aware that Egg is… different from when I first met them. Change is a hard thing to accept and Hallet’s change was a lot more abrupt then I would have liked. I’m still not entirely sure how to explain what happened to them, but I know that in the end, they still tried to save me. I’m deeply indebted to them, and sincerely wish I could pay it back. I doubt that I could now.

I do understand your fear and accusations. I was a terrible parasite in life, infecting everyone I touched with my poison and leading them to their doom. And now here I am, living beyond death and spreading my filth all over the screens of everyone here. I can’t help but do it. I wish I could just disappear and spare everyone the pain of having to deal with me.

I deserve this though so I shouldn’t complain.

I deserve this though so I shouldn’t complain.

I deserve this though so I shouldn’t complain.

I deserve this though so I shouldn’t complain.

I deserve this though so I shouldn't complain.

You saved me so many times, and I still failed you.

I'm so very sorry.

I can’t sleep, not anymore. I can’t even leave this area. 

All I can do is sit here and think and wait.

Hey Maro.

I know a lot of things, so you’d have to be more specific. I know I only recently ‘woke up’ if that is what you’re asking. I’ve been drowsy and kind of out of it for the past three (i think?) days… I remember the pain in my hands and around my skull. It was like I had an intense muscle spasm. I remember seeing something coming towards me, but that is when it all faded to black. 

I remember what I did to Earl and Quill. I should apologize to them.

I remember seeing Egg after their change in the cafe. I was terrified and felt so betrayed…

I remember my uncle’s expression when he gained the sight for the first time. I shouldn’t have given that to him.

I remember wondering if Egg liked me back, and wondering what my family would think about that. 

I remember thinking I didn’t deserve all of my friends that I had. Thinking back, I was right.

can you see things you couldn’t see before? can you see the truth behind what it is i said?

But I do remember a few things… 

I know I was wrong in a lot of ways, but I do stand by a lot of things. I’m not going to try and force them on others though.

well, egg changed so drastically to save you and you ran from them, refused to believe them. egg, the one we now know you loved.

cicero died in your place, and earl changed the flow of time until no one, including you, had to die (that is, until your place was one that didn’t involve dying). in that process, i was killed two times. it wasn’t pleasant and it went unappreciated. in life, all our deaths went unappreciated by you.

many nights i lay awake thinking about you and the ones you led astray. your friends, your seniors, your uncle. cola, you caused a lot of worry and a lot of grief and a LOT of pain when you were alive.

I am aware that Egg is... different from when I first met them. Change is a hard thing to accept and Hallet's change was a lot more abrupt then I would have liked. I'm still not entirely sure how to explain what happened to them, but I know that in the end, they still tried to save me. I'm deeply indebted to them, and sincerely wish I could pay it back. I doubt that I could now.

I do understand your fear and accusations. I was a terrible parasite in life, infecting everyone I touched with my poison and leading them to their doom. And now here I am, living beyond death and spreading my filth all over the screens of everyone here. I can't help but do it. I wish I could just disappear and spare everyone the pain of having to deal with me.

I can’t sleep, not anymore. I can’t even leave this area. 

All I can do is sit here and think and wait.

Hey Maro.

I know a lot of things, so you’d have to be more specific. I know I only recently ‘woke up’ if that is what you’re asking. I’ve been drowsy and kind of out of it for the past three (i think?) days… I remember the pain in my hands and around my skull. It was like I had an intense muscle spasm. I remember seeing something coming towards me, but that is when it all faded to black. 

I remember what I did to Earl and Quill. I should apologize to them.

I remember seeing Egg after their change in the cafe. I was terrified and felt so betrayed…

I remember my uncle’s expression when he gained the sight for the first time. I shouldn’t have given that to him.

I remember wondering if Egg liked me back, and wondering what my family would think about that. 

I remember thinking I didn’t deserve all of my friends that I had. Thinking back, I was right.

At the time, I knew what I was doing. I knew there would be danger in giving the sight to people, but at the time O just wanted people to understand what I was going through. 

It was my fault for doing all of that. I shouldn’t have, and I was terrible for doing so. 

Hey Maro.

I know a lot of things, so you’d have to be more specific. I know I only recently ‘woke up’ if that is what you’re asking. I’ve been drowsy and kind of out of it for the past three (i think?) days… I remember the pain in my hands and around my skull. It was like I had an intense muscle spasm. I remember seeing something coming towards me, but that is when it all faded to black. 

I remember what I did to Earl and Quill. I should apologize to them.

I remember seeing Egg after their change in the cafe. I was terrified and felt so betrayed…

I remember my uncle’s expression when he gained the sight for the first time. I shouldn’t have given that to him.

I remember wondering if Egg liked me back, and wondering what my family would think about that. 

I remember thinking I didn’t deserve all of my friends that I had. Thinking back, I was right.

can you see things you couldn’t see before? can you see the truth behind what it is i said?

But I do remember a few things... 

I know I was wrong in a lot of ways, but I do stand by a lot of things. I’m not going to try and force them on others though.