du is the new valentine!

and sometimes I think it's my fault.

I have to say it: even though it has been more than 5 years since I came out, being gay is still not an easy task for me and it seems to get worse over the years.

Fighting body standards in my late 20s is extremely difficult for me and I feel that this is my fault. As much as I feel bad about my body, I continue to feed on industries and topics that support this body pattern such as: following certain models, reading bara content and maintaining access to porn content.

Also, I hate it when people (even my friends) call me twink or something like that to put a tag on my body (which is... skinny as fuck), but I know I hate it because this term is associated with bottom people most of the time, I feel labeled and sexualized (in a way that I don't like).

Sometimes I feel that I don't have a body of a "man" and it never goes away, even when I'm feeling with a good self-esteem.

I know, I need therapy.

The God Hand is complete with the birth of its fifth member: Femto.

Source: Berserk Manga

Edit by me.

I have 94 followers here... wow, it's kinda huge for me, i didn't expected for that, BUT, this blog is going to change (again).

I don't know how y'all found me here (probably by my TS4 or CLAMP related posts) but now this blog is going to be full personal;

Post about CLAMP will still happen but now it's going to be a mix with everything i like (and some things i don't like)

Feel free to unfollow my blog if you're not seeing thing that you like here, I'm not going to feel bad about that.

He knows he owns everything.

I dressed him up based on this art from Araki!

Bruno's hair, eyes and shoes by the amazing @drosims (also you can find the whole Bruno Bucciarati set with her!)

Turtleneck sweater by @rusty-cc

OI JOSUKE, it's a beautiful night isn't it?

Okuyasu Sim, Josuke's hair and eyes by @drosims

Jackets by @gorillax3

Poses by @helgatisha