Welcome To The Shitshow

I want my belly to hang lower. I want more bright red stretch marks all over my body. I want to become more and more addicted to stuffing my belly. I want none of my clothes to it, and my fat to be ripping out of all of my ol clothes. I want to be breaking furniture. I want my belly to jiggle with every step I take. I want to be sweaty and out of breath just from walking or doing the stairs. I want to be wet all day just from looking and touching all my fat. I want my belly to completely touch the bed when I am on all fours. I want 10k calories to be a daily thing and not even begin to fill me up anymore. I want people to judge me when I walk past. I want my friends and family to barely recognise me. I want them to make comments on my gain. I want my double chin to grow bigger. I want to stretch my belly so big, I can barely see that I have a double belly. I want the scale to go up every time I step onto it. I want to be completely focused on getting bigger and bigger each day.

I have such a burning desire to get fatter than I have ever been before. I am gaining so dangerously fast, my body cannot cope anymore.

I was always meant to be fat. This has been my dream for so long and I finally get to live out all my fantasies.

So fat and gassy XD

“not big enough”

“no you look skinny”

“You look small”