No feelings, feeling feelings

And Suddenly, I’m up at 2 am texting u, and listening to Lana Del Rey.

A waste of time and money I invested in forgetting about u, but hey it worked

That’s why I past your street because it felt so good going towards the beach .

Ok sir, please do …

So, what do you mean you want to get married ?

Life seems different since the one you thought make you feel special, becomes nothing but a waste of words and thoughts .

The eternity of a hell finished a while ago. Life after a heartbreak and it’s consequences as everything blissful it’s just an ephemeral second of nothing.

I fell so hard for you, you made the blurry lights from the cars in the freeway seem like a heart shape

The way you pull my hair while I kiss you, FUCK.

I was thinking of how dead I am inside, so dead to feel anything, but baby you make me feel alive.

I’m loyal to you even tho you’re not, but I’m never gonna let you know that.

I’m a disappointment for my family I know that, in a conservative and catholic household I’m the semi lesbian-Atheist-Pro-Abortion-Tattoed-Artist and Feminist. I’m aware that I’m everything they don’t want me to be, but that’s ok.

And Of them all I had to fall for the Devil. The sweetest one I’ve ever met, don’t get me wrong, sweet like a drug, sweet enough to make you feel like you need it.

Should I kiss her tomorrow morning?

I fell in love with the vibe babe.

No one ever had called me Babygirl.

If the vibe is there, then it’s there, if you push it, it becomes a lil fake