Bipolar Scorpio

Don’t abbreviate 2020. It’s for your own good

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Wait, please wait

oh where are you

I see you as I look away

don’t leave so soon

I can all but just recall

a strange place

I know so well

but not at all

Where am I there

familiar strange

What happened

was it this life

or not at all

For an instant

strangely home

a breeze, you’re here

and gone

Another world in just a dream

or by my side

lost in my own

What are you

should I know

forgotten scent of…

I’m so glad I made a career change. Working outside is amazing for the soul. Peace! 

I thought this was on point… 

The issue of stigma involving mental illness is alive and well, but who is responsible to stop it? How can it be stopped? I’ve been thinking about this a lot. I don’t even know if I am truly convinced that I have the right to say that I am sick when I really truly am sick. Stigma is often self inflicted, I have come to believe. Not that I am openly stigmatizing myself, or directly and…

It has been forever since I posted here. That is not for lack of trying. It’s just that I have been down more than up over the past few years and every time I sat down to write there was just nothing there. I couldn’t find anything to say, I lost the motivation to do anything. Quite frankly, mental illness sucks. Bad.

I swear to God I don’t know how so many people make life look so damn easy. It…

This Is All I Got For Now

Wow, it has been a really long time and a lot of really awful things have happened since I was regularly posting here. For the past 5 months or so I have spent varying amounts of time staring at this computer screen. Each time there is so much that I want to fill you in on, a multitude of stories that I’ve yet to get out.

It kind of reminds me of the Simpsons episode where Mr. Burns gets a…