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14 | 02 | 2020  | Good Morning and a wonderful happy valentine’s day to you - for us being in love.

You - m i S S

#3813

post time : 08.26.08 am

VW - NS - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble.

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Knowing who you are and why you came here -- that you are a child of God, and that you came here to heal and be healed -- is more important than knowing what you want to do. What you want to do is not the important question. The question to ask is, "When I do anything, how should I do it"? And the answer is, "Kindly.”

We have a very hard time when it comes to love. Love feels like a void that threatens to overwhelm us, and that’s because, in a certain sense, it is and it does. It overwhelms our small self, our lonely sense of separateness. Since that sense of separateness is who we think we are, we feel like we’ll die without it. What’s dying is the frightened mind, so the love inside us can get a chance to breathe.  

When we choose to love, or to allow our minds to be one with God, then life is peaceful. When we turn away from love, the pain sets in. And whether we love, or close our hearts to love, is a mental choice we make, every moment of every day.

Those who do are usually people who somewhere along the line, either from parents or lovers, were told verbally or nonverbally, “You’re wonderful and beautiful.” Love is to people what water is to plants.

Instead of, “Dear God, please let us fall in love, or please give me this job,” we say, “Dear God, my desire, my priority is inner peace. I want the experience of love. I don’t know what would bring that to me. I leave the results of this situation in your hands. I trust your will. May your will be done. Amen.

Another miraculous transformation is the shift from a sales mentality to a service mentality. When we're motivated by the desire to sell, we're only looking out for ourselves.  When we're motivated by the desire to serve, we're looking out for others.  Since in the realm of consciousness, we only get to keep what we give away, a service mentality is a far more abundant attitude.  

the brain is like a bio-computer that manufactures whatever we feed into it with our thoughts. The thought system is the journey to a pure heart can be highly disorienting.  For years, we may have worked for power, money or prestige.  Now all of a sudden we've learned that these are just the values of a dying world.

Give all your gifts away in service to the world.  If you want to paint, don't wait for a grant, paint a wall in your town that looks drab and uninviting. You never know who is going to see that wall. Whatever it is you want to do, give it away in service to your community.  

... the miraculous power of love to create a context in which people naturally blossom into their highest potential.  Neither nagging, trying to get people to change, criticizing or fixing can do that.

Our fear is free-floating. We’re afraid this isn’t the right relationship or we’re afraid it is. We’re afraid they won’t like us or we’re afraid they will. We’re afraid of failure or we’re afraid of success. We’re afraid of dying young or we’re afraid of growing old. We’re more afraid of life than we are of death.

We experience it as kindness, giving, mercy, compassion, peace, joy, acceptance, non-judgment, joining, and intimacy.

Many of us know in our hearts that we never really grew up. The problem isn’t that we’re lost or apathetic, narcissistic or materialistic. The problem is we’re terrified.  

And that’s what a miracle is: a parting of the mists, a shift in perception, a return to love.  

―      Marianne Williamson,            A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of "A Course in Miracles"   

09 | 02 | 2020  |  a happy day After Dinner Reading - for us being in love.

You - m i S S

#3812

post time : 08.08.12 pm

VW - NS - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble.

Lies are loud. They have to be. They know they are wrong & their self-consciousness won’t let them stay quiet. They must perpetually assert themselves lest others discover their fallacious nature. The truth, on the other hand, sits quietly in the corner. It is not self-conscious. It knows what it is and does not need to convince self or others. The truth is secure.

When I first realized I was doing this, I was embarrassed. It uncovered a fear of mine: I wanted people to get to know the *real* me as soon as possible, lest they think I’m too vanilla and leave. I’m so cool and unique, don’t go ! A fear of being misunderstood, and consequently, a fear of abandonment. In a weird way, it’s its own sort of insecurity. And then I heard a quiet voice: Slow down. Give people time to get to know you. To discover others is a bloody gift. It’s one of the things I enjoy most about relationships. People are meant to be unraveled — beautifully and reverently unraveled. Give other people that gift.

Embarrassment soon led to freedom. Because that’s the encouraging thing about fear — it can always be conquered.

So now I show up how I want to show up and let others draw their own conclusions. It’s an odd, yet contented feeling. Sitting with the potential of being misunderstood by sojourners who pass in and out of my life. Expectant for those who stay and uncover who I am. Not everyone has to be “right” about me. Few will. Others’ premature or false conclusions of me don’t have to align with the reality of who I am. And I’m learning to be okay with that.

Read this from here ( posted, because its align with our current relationship circumstances - Tell Me What You’re All About And I’ll Show You Your Insecurity.

08 | 02 | 2020  |  a happy day After Dinner Reading and Music - for us being in love.

You - m i S S

#3811

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VW - NS - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble.

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“How do you know if you can really trust someone?" she finally ask. Noah raises his eyebrows and takes a sip of his drink. Then he looks into her eyes and the expression in his is so earnest she feel like he's answering from a deeply personal place. "If you need to ask that question, then you probably already know the answer," he says.” 

When an individual trusts another sufficiently to expose the true self--the deepest fears, the hidden desires - a powerful intimacy is born.

And sometimes the people who seem the most accomplished and together are the ones you can hurt the most. 

Perhaps he will be the one who will finally enable you to experience true love. Not the storybook version. The real kind, which sustains through phases of dark, until the return to light.

Communication is a vital component of a healthy partnership. It is a necessary foundational aspect of a romantic relationship, as well as a therapeutic one. Yet self-preservation must trump the blind trust of one’s spouse. Particularly when one’s spouse has proved untrustworthy in the past.

These moments, as unique to each individual as strands of DNA, can at their best cause the sensation of a catapult into the shimmer of stars. At the opposite extreme, they can feel like a descent into quicksand.

    ―      Sarah Pekkanen,            An Anonymous Girl    

07 | 02 | 2020  |  a happy day Late Night Reading - for us being in love.

You - m i S S

#3810

post time : 04.26.14 pm

VW - NS - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble.

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in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

Love is real. It’s an eternal creation and nothing can destroy it. Anything that isn’t love is an illusion. Remember this, and you’ll be at.

If I’m convinced that I’m not good enough, I will have a difficult time accepting someone into my life who thinks I am. It’s the Groucho Marx syndrome of not wanting to like anyone who would want her in their life. The only way that she can accept someone’s finding her wonderful, is if she find herself wonderful. But to the ego, self-acceptance is death.

you dig deep enough into your mind, and deep enough into mine, the picture is the same: at the bottom of it all, what we are is love.

In order to escape the illusion and find inner peace, remember that only love in a situation is real. “Love in your mind produces love in your life. This is the meaning of Heaven.”  the love you’ve given is real, and the love you have received is real. Nothing else exists.”  

The cultivation of mental rest, or surrender, is like eating healthy food. It doesn’t give us an immediate rush, but over time it provides a lot more energy. 

She remember spending years of her life so upset about all of the life choices she felt she had available that she never moved. She was paralyzed by all the possibilities. she couldn't figure out which road would lead her to the fulfillment of her potential, this glorious, neurotic myth that lay always just in front of whatever she could manifest now. So she was always too scared to move, and fear of course is the great betrayer of herself. The difference between those people living their potential and those who don't is not the amount of potential itself, but the amount of permission they give themselves to live in the present.

    ―      Marianne Williamson,            A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of "A Course in Miracles"      

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06 | 02 | 2020  |  a happy day Late Night Reading - for us being in love.

You - m i S S

#3809

post time : 22.14.26 pm

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VW - SN - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble.

Love in your mind produces love in your life. This is the meaning of heaven. Fear in your mind produces fear in your life. This is the meaning of hell.  

The difference between a friendship and a romance is illustrated in the image of a long-stemmed rose.  The stem is the friendship, the blossom is the romance.  Because the ego is sensation-oriented, our focus automatically goes to the blossom, but all the nourishment which the blossom needs in order to live reaches it through the stem.  The stem might look boring in comparison, but if you take the blossom off the stem, it will not last for long.

Our self-perception determines our behavior. If we think we’re small, limited, inadequate creatures, then we tend to behave that way, and the energy we radiate reflects those thoughts no matter what we do. If we think we’re magnificent creatures with an infinite abundance of love and power to give, then we tend to behave that way. Once again, the energy around us reflects our state of awareness.

When we attach value to things that aren’t love—the money, the car, the house, the prestige—we are loving things that can’t love us back. We are searching for meaning in the meaningless.

Forgiveness is a full time job, and sometimes very difficult. Few of us always succeed, yet making the effort is our most noble calling. It is the world’s only real chance to begin again.  

It takes courage...to endure the sharp pains of self discovery rather than choose to take the dull pain of unconsciousness that would last the rest of our lives.  

It’s easy to forgive people who have never done anything to make us angry. People who do make us angry, however, are our most important teachers. They indicate the limits to our capacity for forgiveness.

―      Marianne Williamson,            Return to Love    

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

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05 | 02 | 2020  |  a happy day Late Night Music - for us being in love.

You - m i S S

#3808

post time : 08.12.08 pm

corrected time : 08.26.56 pm

VW - NS - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble.

05 | 02 | 2020  |  a happy new day Late Night Music - for us being in love.

You - m i S S

#3807

post time : 01.26.14 pm

corrected time : 18.11.14 pm | 08.08.12 pm

VW - NS - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble.

Graphics : yogapardana | Pic : @henryjimenz

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

“His focus was formidable, it stilled the earth and stopped time. It made her feel...

But that was it. That was all. Red's focus simply made her feel.”

“Red,' she whispered. 'You don't always have to be okay.' She leaned closer and pressed a kiss to his cheek. He was still for a moment. But then he looked at her, and smiled, and murmured, "I know. But I am okay, with you.”

He loved Chloe. He loved Chloe like a blank canvas and a finished piece and all the exhilarating, painful, stop-and-start moments in between.

You think this is a big deal because, no offense, you've had a lot of people in your life who claimed to care about you but didn't act like it. That's not me. I can cook, and right now, you can't. So I'm doing it for you because that's how people should behave; they should fill in each other's gaps. Don't think about it too hard.

Talia Hibbert,            Get a Life, Chloe Brown    

“Love is a hero’s journey, and the hero’s journey is a noble but difficult path.”

“Love heals the body. Look at any woman on the day after she was made love to by a man she adores, and who adores her too. A man’s body might register a difference, but a woman’s body literally transforms in ways a man’s does not seem to do. Woman is filled with some voluptuous spirit. Both men and women walk a little bit above the sidewalk on days that follow our better nights.

If our emotional stability is based on what other people do or do not do, then we have no stability. If our emotional stability is based on love that is changeless and unalterable, then we attain the stability of God.”

“We all make mistakes, we all have fears, and we all have weaknesses. Behind all that is our essential self. When our essential self has made contact with another, the light is dazzling and would fill the universe. The challenge of enchantment is to remain faithful to that light, to believe in it when it is not so apparent. Then that light becomes an incandescent glow and it wraps itself around everything.”

“There is, inside all our heads, the ego’s rabid attack dog. It is purely vicious toward others and toward ourselves as well. Learning to control that dog, and ultimately to end its life, is the process and purpose of enlightened relationships.”     

 ―      Marianne Williamson,            Enchanted Love: The Mystical Power Of Intimate Relationships     

Love interrupts the past and opens the future to new probabilities. No matter who you are, no matter how young or old you are, in the present, all things are possible. Happiness is the choice I make today. It does not rest on my circumstances, but on my frame of mind. I smile more often, give praise more often, give thanks more often, and am glad more often. For such is my choice today.

And the more open your heart, the more miracles you’ll receive. For miracles occur naturally as expressions of love. When you choose to love, you choose to work miracles. Miracles occur in response to every problem, yet it is my faith and compassion that bring them forth.

―      Marianne Williamson,            A Year of Miracles: Daily Devotions and Reflections    

04 | 02 | 2020  |  a happy new day Tonight Dinner Music - for us being in love.

You - m i S S

#3806

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VW - NKRS - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble.

Click Here - Feel Me.

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in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

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Happy Valentine  - The energy of a sparkling floral is renewed with the sublime incarnates once again the timeless Miss Dior. 

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“You’re late.” “And you’re fucking gorgeous.”  

“What color are your panties?" "Excuse me?" "You heard me." "Why?" "Baby, if I'm going to take you into a room full of people, I'm damn well going to be the only one who knows the color of your panties.”

“Can I tell you a dirty secret?” “Yes,” she gasped. “Just hurry.” Derek’s dark laughter increased her arousal, coating her in slick heat. Achingly slow, he sunk two thick fingers inside her. “If I could go back and do one thing differently that first night, I would taste your pussy before I fucked you. I bet it would have been extra sweet.

“He leaned down and his breath feathered across her forehead, then down to her ear where he spoke in a coaxing voice. “I can make you talk, baby. Is that what you want? If you need my hand between your legs, all you have to do is ask me.”  

“Listen to me, baby. From the time we walk in the door to my apartment, you will have less than a minute before I put my cock inside you. No foreplay. No kissing. There won’t be any time, because you’ve got me strung so damn tight I can barely think straight. I need you to keep yourself wet for me on the ride home. Starting now.” Reaching across the car’s console, he yanked her skirt high on her thighs. “Put your hand between your legs, SEV.”

 ―      Tessa Bailey,            Protecting What's His    

03 | 02 | 2020  |  a happy new day Tonight Dinner Music - for us being in love.

You - m i S S

#3805

post time : 18.14.11 pm

corrected post time : 08.12.08 pm | 08.28.14 pm

VW - NKRS - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble.

Graphics : yogapardana 

Pic : @luizclas | www.myrtleandmossphotography.com

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

The most fundamental aggression to ourselves, the most fundamental harm we can do to ourselves, is to remain ignorant by not having the courage and the respect to look at ourselves honestly and gently.

Life is glorious, but life is also wretched. It is both. Appreciating the gloriousness inspires us, encourages us, cheers us up, gives us a bigger perspective, energizes us. We feel connected. But if that's all that's happening, we get arrogant and start to look down on others, and there is a sense of making ourselves a big deal and being really serious about it, wanting it to be like that forever. The gloriousness becomes tinged by craving and addiction. On the other hand, wretchedness--life's painful aspect--softens us up considerably. Knowing pain is a very important ingredient of being there for another person. When you are feeling a lot of grief, you can look right into somebody's eyes because you feel you haven't got anything to lose--you're just there. The wretchedness humbles us and softens us, but if we were only wretched, we would all just go down the tubes. We'd be so depressed, discouraged, and hopeless that we wouldn't have enough energy to eat an apple. Gloriousness and wretchedness need each other. One inspires us, the other softens us. They go together.

To be fully alive, fully human, and completely awake is to be continually thrown out of the nest. To live fully is to be always in no-man's-land, to experience each moment as completely new and fresh. To live is to be willing to die over and over again. 

―      Pema Chodron       When Things Fall Apart: Heart Advice for Difficult Times    

02 | 02 | 2020  |  a happy new day Tonight Dinner Music - for us being in love.

You - m i S S

#3804

post time : 08.08.12 pm

VW - NKRS - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble.

Graphics : yogapardana | Pic : @ktmerry | @lukefontana​

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

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“We're so lucky to have family like we do." "We are. And maybe we can even add to it." Leaning back, I looked at him in surprise. "Did I hear that right?" He shrugged. "I figure I'm not that old. Might be fun to give the girls a little brother." "Or sister." He paused. "Um ... a house with four girls in it?" Giggling, she kissed his lips. "Four. Don't forget your wife." He sighed. "We're going to need more space. And I'm going to need a bigger swear jar.” 

    ―      Melanie Harlow,            Irresistible    

01 | 02 | 2020  |  a happy new day Tonight Dinner Music - for us being in love.

You - m i S S

#3803

post time : 08.08.12 pm

VW - NKRS - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble.

Graphics : yogapardana | Pic : www.heatherpaynephotography.com | @stefanklueter.photographer

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

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What I’m trying to say is, there’s no perfect life without you. In fact, I no longer dream about a “perfect” life. I only dream about a life with you.

Sex and lists. My panties were wet already. 

―      Melanie Harlow,            Yanked  

I didn’t want to touch her, but I saw no way to get out of it. I slipped my hand into hers. Her fingers were pale and slender, and mine wrapped around them easily. Our eyes met, and something strange happened in my chest—a hitch. I pulled my hand away.  

Pretty. Even the way she ate and drank was graceful. I found myself mesmerized by little things—the curve of her wrist, the straightness in her back, 

“Is it strange?” she asked. I looked over at her. “Is what strange?” “Being in bed with someone else.” Returning my eyes to the ceiling, I put my hands behind my head. “Yeah. It is.” She turned onto her side to face me, tucking her hands beneath her cheek. “I’m glad you didn’t lie and say it wasn’t.” I focused on her again. “I won’t lie to you. I promise.”  

Opposites attracted, sure, but attraction wasn’t our problem. We had all kinds of that. Our problem was that the attraction was getting stronger. It was bringing us closer. It was making me feel things with my heart and not just with my body. But she wasn’t interested in my heart.

    ―      Melanie Harlow,            After We Fall    

31 | 01 | 2020  |  a happy new day Tonight Dinner Music - for us being in love.

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#3802

post time : 08.08.12 pm

VW - NKRS - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble.

Graphics : yogapardana | Pic : www.michellebeller.com

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

Please know, my dearest darling, how much I miss you — every moment — and how I'm longing to be back with you soon. Have courage, brave girl. In a world that is small enough for the same moon to hang over us both, we can't ever be too far apart.

 ―      Iona Grey,            The Glittering Hour    

I’ve learned something. The bravest thing you can do is trust another person, and let them see the real you.

 ―      Melanie Harlow,            Only Love    

Second chances are not given to make things right, but are given to prove that we could be even better after we fall.

I know I can’t be your first love, but—” “Shh.” He put a finger over my lips. “I’m not looking for my first love. I’m looking for my last.”  

Never in my life had I simultaneously wanted to hug someone and hit him with a scone at the same time. 

“So you were looking for a bathroom in the woods?” “Well, yes.” She swallowed. “Sort of. But then I heard a splash and saw you…” Her cheeks were practically purple now. I played dumb. “Saw me what?” “Saw you naked, OK?” she blurted, throwing her hands up. “I admit it—I saw you naked.” I had no hang-ups about nudity, but I was damn serious about my privacy, and about people sneaking up on me. But her embarrassment was funny. The two times I’d seen her before, she’d been so polished and poised. It felt good to put her in her place a little. “So you climbed a tree for a better view, is that it?”  

She felt like two halves of her were splitting apart—one wanted so badly to be granted that second chance at loving someone and allowing herself to be loved, while the other demanded She serve out her life sentence alone in the prison She’d built for herself.

I loved the gravity of him, the power he wielded, I loved the growl in his voice. I loved that he’d come here for me, that he wanted me in his life, that he was willing to make such drastic changes to have me.  

Don’t spend your life worried about what people think of you, Margot. That kind of fear is like a cage—it will trap you forever if you’re not careful.

I’m not asking for a promise. I’m asking for a chance. That’s all. A chance.

I don’t need promises,” she said quickly. “I don’t have conditions, don’t need to put a label on this, don’t have to know how it ends. I just like being with you.

But love is strange. When you’re looking for it, it knows just where to hide. When you’re not, it jumps out and clobbers you on the head.

You don’t have to let go of your past—it will always be part of who you are. But you don’t have to let it shackle you, or prevent you from moving on.

 ―      Melanie Harlow,            After We Fall    

29 | 01 | 2020  |  a happy new day Tonight Dinner Music - for us being in love.

You - m i S S

#3801

post time : 08.08.12 pm

VW - NKRS - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble.

Graphics : yogapardana | sergiisyzonenko

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

29 | 01 | 2020  |  a happy new day Good Morning Tea Music - for us being in love.

You - m i S S

#3800

post time : 11.26.11 am

VW - NKRS - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble

Graphics : yogapardana | Pic : www.indiaearl.com

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

I think the biggest mistake she made was not to see that the imperfect reality was worth so much more than the perfect dream.

you can’t always choose what life throws at you. But you always have a choice in how you deal with it.

Never lose hope, Kendra. Even when everything else is gone. Life without hope is a living death. Hope is what makes us human. Without it, we are in danger of losing touch with what it is to be alive.

So, is it wrong to dream, to want the things we don’t have?’ ‘No, my darling, never give up your dreams. But just make sure they don’t distract you too much from the good things that there are in your day-to-day life, even if that life is by no means perfect. Because there always are good things.

never give up your dreams. But just make sure they don’t distract you too much from the good things that there are in your day-to-day life, even if that life is by no means perfect. Because there always are good things – she picks up Finn’s honeysuckle Christmas card again – but sometimes you have to concentrate to be able to see them.

That something which is unique has its own beauty that can never be destroyed; that it’s always worth mending, even when it’s broken; and that the fractures and the scars become part of the beauty too, making the piece even more remarkable, even more precious.

Do you wish you’d done anything differently?’ I ask. ‘Of course. With hindsight we always see things so much more clearly. But at the time we muddle through, trying to make the best decisions we can, but making all sorts of mistakes along the way. I think the biggest mistake I made was not realising that there are so many different kinds of love. And that there is room for them all. No one excludes the others.

―      Fiona Valpy,            Sea of Memories    

28 | 01 | 2020  |  a happy new day Late Evening Tea Music - for us being in love.

You - m i S S

#3799

post time : 18.11.26 pm

VW - NKRS - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble.

Graphics : yogapardana | Pic : www.nicoleashley.ca

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

28 | 01 | 2020  |  a happy new day Good Afternoon Tea Music - for us being in love.

You - m i S S

#3798

post time : 12.03.26 pm

VW - NKRS - us being in fervent love.

One love, one heart, one destiny.

US being in love - since ten years | since seven years - double trouble.

Graphics : yogapardana | Pic : www.andyfoto.ru

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.

in memories to 2 women. - witty, piquant, minded and exquisite women in my life - missing no.2 and no.1 virtually till we meet again.