bio.toxin

the one where you can't say out loud you're not doing great

and not doing good either

and certainly not even begin to explain that you cry heavily everyday

Couple thoughts in my head, but my mind can't keep from changing

Oh, I had the heart to tell you, but you won't understand, so never mind

For a little while, well, I thought that I could take it

But days go by and I just keep losing patience

I'm worried life will pass me by and I'll have spent it all living a lie

Feel it all, fight it off

Tell myself it won't be long

Bite my tongue, fill my lungs

Bare the weight 'til I come undone

Oh, the things I do for you

I know I'm gonna break, am I just too scared to face it?

See the tide's coming in, but I'm just too damn complacent

You always take the best of me, I got nothing left to give but still, I try

Feel it all, fight it off

Tell myself it won't be long

Bite my tongue, fill my lungs

Bare the weight 'til I come undone

Oh, the things I do for you, oh

Do you feel it? 'Cause I feel it all

You're my ceiling and I've grown too tall

Do you feel it? 'Cause I feel it all

You're my ceiling, and I've grown too tall, ooh

Do you feel it? Do you feel it all?

Do you feel it? 'Cause I feel it

You're my ceiling, my ceiling

You're my ceiling, you're my ceiling

Do you feel it? 'Cause I feel it all

Oh..."

not because it was erased from my memory through the years,