I want to share how I do PLR (Past Life Regression) and the method I use is through mediumship, asking my higherself and guardian angel.
I once using pick a card reading to figure out my past life and pendulum help my spirit guide to pick the most relevant pile for me.
I knew I had a twin flame, but the story is very blurry and confusing. I saw two figures in meditation, one is definitely my twin flame because they look similar (and spirit send someone who were in the same past life to confirm this) the other one is a bit out of the story. A woman with curly hair, red-blonde color. A psychic claimed that the woman was me, but according to my spirit guides team, I never been born as a female before. So she definitely not me unless in the past witches got some medicine to magically change sex.
The stories i gathered from pick a card reading is various, starts from a room mates who in love with each other but one of them betrayed the other because they want family, a young rascal who messed with the wrong witch and eventually become friends, a mother who lost her child, a special child celebrity, a pair of lover who got separated and they stay loyal to each other, a lucky soldier who meet a local beauty and fell in love, a pair of parents who adopted children.
Remembering that there are millions of us and only 3 to 4 piles to picked, of course the story will be limited.
And so i decided to pull my own card, after purchasing a past life oracle deck.
The story that keeps occuring to me is a story about being in prison, and a conflict with local witch, also me as an animal lover.
Boy, I was so confused with this. Because I don't think my twin flame was a witch in the past.
However, after trying to pull my past life story without my twin flame infolved in it, and be very open minded about what's about to show up,.... i discovered something shocking....
Apparently, I got another lover in the past, and she show up as "The Empress". I knew it wasn't my twin flame because she never show up as queen or empress. Sometimes queen, but never empress. (We both are androginous).
So this entice another question in my head, "so who is my twin flame?" Because empress is the most popular card to represent divine feminine, right? And my twin flame's higherself clarify that she is the "feminine" if we try to clasify us between masculine and feminine.
So I check again, is this ex my real twin flame and that one guy I thought was my twin flame were just a soulmate?
I need to know and my guides keeps getting in my way trying to connect with this ex, sometimes she even brutally straight forward saying i already got my twin flane right and this ex is a fraud.
But I know the reason why they show this information to me is so I can release this ex (according to the spirits, this ex is not incarnated right now so this experience is more or less like an exam for me to level up), but how can I release something that I dont even know what's the case.
So being a bossy bold person I always be, I told my spirit guide, "I need to know what happened so I know what to do about this."
And so they let me channeled this ex's higherself and suddenly i felt such heavy densed energy incoming. And this entity tried to propose me in spiritual marriage!! 😱😱😱
So I turn this entity down and I got shocked for around 2 days.
For some time I thought my ex was a demon for that. But my guides explained that the reason why I connected with that earthly attached entity is because my ex had cut the cord off, so she no longer want to have anything to do with me. Dettached in a the right way.
But I, being very logical and rational, and was not a believer in spirituality, did not know how to dettach a soul cord the right way so her energy still around me as a karmik situation. I keep drawing karmik energy in people around me because of this. This is not even happened in this current life! This happened hundred years ago, and I spend a lifetime living fully in it unable to dettached in which lead me to suicide by broken heart (idk why they considered death by broken heart as suicide).
And so my spirit guide give me a pick a card reading. The first thing the tarot reader said in that pile, is a straight forward message.
The card is 5 of cups, and she said "if you keep calling, I will come."
Right when I heard that, I went --> 😱😱😱😱
The way the reader said it was in a very sweet submisive manners, like this if I am not mistaken: "If you keep calling, I will come. If you dont, I will leave you alone. I dont want to disturb you but I regret of what happen."
Imagine if I didn't know my exact situation, I will took it as if this ex has a true unconditional love for me! But apparently, the message is just that; "if you keep calling, I will come"
And it was in a creepy manners!!
I kept digging my past life between me and her trying to figure out what happened in the past between us. Who was she and who was I, because I feel that I really love her. But why did whe fight and broke up, and why she is not right for me?
When a spirit tried to talk to me and reach out, I will feel very sleepy and my insomnia just vanished right after my head rest on a pillow. And this happened.
I was in a house that seems like Alice in Wonderland. Very dreamy fairy tale house. So many kids live in it.
But there is this scary witch that looked like Julia Roberts with curly red hair..
She torture the children mercilessly as if they were just tools! As if they are not a living beings!
I remember in that dream, a little girl stick by my side, butbshe grab her from me and she put her on a stake, and she stabbed some giant nail on her elbow, she nail it to a plank.
I know it's very graphic and I... ugh... I really disgusted and sick of this beautiful psycho and I don't care anymore, I feel really bad that I cannot protect those innocent children and now she arrange a device to torture me. I grab that device and stab her neck and nail it to the wall. She just fricking laugh and it doesn't hurt her at all!!
I can feel my breath is densed and I cannot breath properly, I know I cannot win this. And so I told her, I am going to leave her alone and never coming back. She grins and gives thumbs up and says "Thanks!"
So I walk away and as I walk away, I saw a banner with letter "Do it slowly" in which part of song lyric I sung to release the attachment between me and my past life ex.
And when i saw that letters, it came over me, and I realized what happened in my past life.
She was a witch, we are romantically involved, and I was an animal lover. Those children are the animals she sacrifice to chant her magic or whatsoever. As an animal lover I was really hurted by what she did so I decided to kill her business by spreadkng rumors against her.
She was mad, of course and we fought, and we separated. So she wish that I will prove to myself that this spirituality do exists.
Clarified in this pick a card reading
Yes it was pick a card "karma for hurting me" but I read it in reverse, which is my karma for hurting her.
Welp, after everything is clear now, I told her that I am sorry for hurting her, but I did it because I love animals. I can feel that I do care about her, to me she is very sexy (but since she is a psycho for an animal lover like me, so I know she is not meant for me) and I am grateful for the karma because it gives me a sense of direction and it becomes a gift now.
You see... pick a card reading sometimes js only accurate for just 1%, but that accuracy can be very very helpful in figuring out what happened within our spirituality.
So that is how I use pick a card reading to release my stubborn past life karma (it's like a curse).