Orheiln

One of these days,

I'm going to live far away

Cut my hair so short in length

Grow through self reflection and develop personal strength

One of these days I'll do what I've always wanted,

And never be taunted

By a responsibility placed on my shoulders

Screaming that my self worth be lowered

One of these days I will finally love with all my heart

Start a gallery with my personal works of art

Live in a house I designed by the lake

Shut off the world for sanity's sake

One of these days I will fly away outside my parent's nest

The heavy chains disappear off my chest

No more will I hear "back in my days.." alike

No more of my cries will they be able to downstrike

No more of the unstability that they've tried to ignore

No more of the madness they brought with their own discord

No more of the tears that convinced me I wasn't good enough

No more of the desperation to seemingly act tough

No need to constantly defend myself from one-sided fights

No more of the silent sobbing out of sight

No more prayers asking to move away soon

No need for tiptoeing in the dead of noon

No more words telling me "I believe in you"

But rather aknowledging my hardships and pain are valid too.

But these are just thoughts that I will think again some day

And I know my mindset in the future might change

For now, here my words shall be buried and laid

I cannot help but want to bombard you with the voice of my heart using his songs as my message.

You got me romanticizing the possibility of us

But somehow it just stayed that way,

I did not grow so fond of you that I would burn cities in your name.

It's so easy for people to feel righteously kind when they've done a good deed but they hesitate to even act upon it unless someone steps up.

It's always the "we need more people like them" and never the "we need to be one of those people".