Your account's done serious damage to my life, bro,,, I've never needed 2-3 screens to goon to gainer porn before,,, or order take-out 2-3 times a week,,, Only time my brain isn't blasted with weed is at work. And even then, I'll take bong hits on my lunchbreak occasionally,,, (and take multiple bathroom breaks to binge more porn hehe) I used to smoke one joint every few nights. Now all my free time is spent lounging in my jockstrap and surrendering to my cravings. Chaining bong hits + joints all day, snacking on junk food and leftover delivery, gaming for hours, and lots of bating and edging. Getting high(er) makes me slow and horny, which makes me hungry,,, and the munchies have fucked my appetite, bro. Binge eating 'til my belly pins me to my bed, but a few more bong hits and i'm stuffing my face with more which makes me throb and leak,,, Repeatedly spiraling in a cycle of smoking, eating, and edging feels so good and constantly relapsing on my addictions because I have zero self-control is so hot,,, I recently had to upsize my clothing to 2XL, and the days feel like they're blending together. But damaging my brain and waistline because you tell me to feels too good and writing this out should make me worry. But it just makes me desperate for more. My addictions are slowly taking over my life, but It's so hot,,, i'm only 21, so where's the harm in letting go a bit, right? 🐽
Look, guys. Listen. This is how you should be living your life. The endless quest for self control and weight loss is pointless. Give in, and be just like this. 21 is a perfect age to give in. You have plenty of time, buddy. You don't even need to worry about it. It's not a concern. You have nothing to worry about. This is the ideal lifestyle for men, actually.
You say it's addicting, but what's so wrong with that? The world is so obsessed with unhappiness. How many times have you heard someone being jealous or upset that someone else is doing better than them? And those are the people you won't to appease? I don't think so. I think you should do whatever makes you feel good. There's nothing wrong with being addicted to pure pleasure when most people deprive themselves.
Smoke weed before work too. There's nothing wrong with that. It makes the shift go by so much faster. That way when you get on lunch you can just take a few rips and reignite the high, and spend your lunch doing what you're meant to do: eat a fuck ton of junk.
Don't change. Don't try to "improve" or "do the right thing". You already are. You're doing such a good job. Let the days blend. Let the haze take over. Let your brain turn off. Let your body expand. It's going to happen. Just let it. Don't fight it. You've found the answer to the stresses of life. What's so wrong with that? Absolutely nothing.