Denver is sex

Sober now for 30 days. I hate what my life is now that I can focus. I hate that I pushed away. I hate that I lied. I hate that I said the things I said. Most of all I hate that she is gone. I'm hurting the worst I have ever hurt and the drugs would help numb the pain but I won't fail AGAIN. I have failed too many times. I have thrown away happiness for a rush. I have chosen the high over my family and now my family is gone. Dope don't love. It doesn't give a shit about me or my life. In fact, it's been stealing everything that has ever meant anything to me. My family, my friends, my love, my heart and my life. I'm broken. The feeling of worthlessness holds on to me and continues to strip away my confidence. I constantly fake a smile so the broken ones around me find hope while I lose mine. Depressed is an understatement.

A lot has happened since the last time I logged on. I've lost a lot of weight. I'm sexy. I'm homeless. I'm jobless. I'm going through a separation with my wife. I am starting to venture out more and more. I'm happy and motivated. I've been beaten down to nothing. I'm a new man. Watch my journey to a better place in life than I had before.

Horny at work

Some DAMN GOOD fucking! #Horny #Doggystyle

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Feeling sexy. #dude #husband #dowork #nsfw #sexy #beard @jenndeere

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It's a long drive home to you. @jenndeere #married #DILF #Beard #Horny #Masturbation #Selfie