I miss you and the way we were before all if this.
I can't help but realize we've gone backwards and that we are back to where we were a year ago, seeing each other once a week. Not because of any choice or wrong doing of my own.
I just wish you knew how much I think about you.
I wish you knew how hard it is to breath without you.
I hope that you think about me as much as I think about you.
I hope that we get back to us, to loving each other with everything we have
I realize that things got real quickly, but I hope you realize that real is a good thing and it shouldn't be thrown away out of fear.
I can sit here and act like I'm fine but know that my heart is exploding and I feel like I'm dying everytime I realize how much time has passed since I last hugged you, since I last kissed you, since I last saw the home that I made in your eyes, since the last time I made you smile, and I dye inside a little more at the wondering of if ill ever get to experience any of that again
Because with every part of my soul i know that I want to experience of that for a lifetime with you
I love you a lot a lot many muches plus tax
