Dire need of peace

‪“I let the emptiness take over, I let the darkness swallow me whole. I let all the rage consume me from within, I didn’t fight it, i let them win” ‬

Truth is, everyone will say they love you when you’re already dead

I still hope that maybe there would be a time where I won’t feel anything. I am just exhausted will all of these.

Since no one ever asked, how are you today?

I yearn for that one person who would make me appreciate every flaws and insecurities that I have; how I longed for someone to say that I am perfectly imperfect.

Today I let my demons steer me away.

I have been sad for quite sometime that being happy is so foreign to me

I miss it, the feeling of being genuinely happy.

Is it possible to feel tons of emotions and still feel empty inside

Little by little it all adds up

Madness is just around the corner, i can't see it but i can sense it. It is like a monster that creeps out and will pull you by the hands into a depth of nothingness. It is like gravity, it will pull you towards an endless downfall. A never ending feeling of falling

Emotionally and mentally traumatized. I need Help. Someone?

I've been crying out for help, yet no one hears it