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I really want to break up with my boyfriend but I’m so scared

Okay so basically he’s just like super lustful and he’s doesn’t care about anything other than his interest and he doesn’t bother trying to set up anything nice like I’m the one whoses getting us invited to stuff and like setting up dates I have to bring it up first or else he doesn’t care. He’s also super dumb I can’t have a decent intellectual conversation and I’m not saying I want to talk about quantum physics and all that but like a simple chat about something that’s going on in politics rn or the education system. Going back to him being lustful he kept on pushing me to kiss him and I did it was my first kiss but I just felt so guilty and he literally got condoms the week before a party we were going to and I was just so upset cause he was drinking and he got drunk and told me all about it and I was just really annoyed but I’ve told him a bunch of my problems and I’m scared he’s just going to tell everyone about my issues cause he’s the type to do that. This is why I should’ve never dated someone younger than me😓😓