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Suguru Geto, vice president of the frat, walked like the world had already signed itself over to him. Girls gravitated toward him like it was instinct. He didn’t chase. He didn’t try. He didn’t need to. They lined up anyway.

Suguru Geto who rolled into lectures twenty minutes late—that was if he even showed up at all—and still somehow pulled stellar grades. Suguru Geto who submitted assignments seconds before the deadline, unbothered, unhurried, like time itself would wait for him. Suguru Geto who never really had to work for anything.

Things just came easy to him. Until you.

Shoko introduced you at one of the frats parties.

You’d been her childhood best friend before your parents moved overseas for work, and when she found out you were coming back—same college, same city—she nearly lost her mind. Promised she’d show you everything. The best cafés. The quiet corners of town. And of course, the “hot parties.”

The hot parties were always at the same place.

Infamous brothers. Infamous parties. The kind of place people warned you about and went to anyway. Geto and Gojo at the center of it all, like twin pillars of chaos and charm.

They carried a reputation like cologne—expensive, heavy, impossible to ignore.

Even you, the new girl, had heard the stories.

Frat boys who only did casual. Hook up, have their fun, and send you home before you could even fully come down from the high of it. Don’t linger. Don’t catch feelings. It was practically printed in invisible ink on the walls of that house.

And honestly? The rumors didn’t bother them. If anything, it saved them the trouble.

Most girls knew exactly what they were walking into. Some even liked it that way. No strings. No expectations. No pretending it was something deeper.

And Suguru was always clear. He didn’t chase, he selects. 

No lingering. No feelings. No kissing. No sleeping over.

Clean lines. Clear rules. Strictly transactional. Mutual pleasure, nothing more.

You walked into the party trying not to look as out of place as you felt.

People moved through the frat house like they owned it—like they’d been born under neon lights and bass-boosted speakers. You followed behind Shoko as she pulled you through the crowd, grinning like she was about to present you with a prize.

“Satoru, Suguru!” Shoko called out.

Shoko looked like she had personally delivered a miracle. Her hands in the air around you. Basically like that one picture of Will Smith.

They turned immediately.

“Shoko has told me so much about you!” Satoru beamed before pulling you into a hug that was all limbs and spilled alcohol. His drink sloshed onto your top and his shirt. He didn’t even care, or didn’t notice.

“I’m glad I can finally put a pretty face to the name.” He pulled back, still holding your hand, and pressed a soft kiss to your knuckles. Surprisingly gentle. Almost princely.

You laughed, easing your hand back. “I’ve heard a lot about you too.”

From the side, Suguru’s eyes dragged over you—slow, assessing.

“Good things, I hope?” Satoru grinned. He knew better. Most things people said about him weren’t flattering. Just accurate.

“Something like that.” you smiled, soft and amused. 

The sound of your laugh did something strange to Suguru’s chest. A small, sharp skip. He frowned internally. That was new. He’d watched girls strip in front of him without so much as a pulse change. Why did a simple smile from you feel different?

“You must be Suguru, right?” you turned toward him.

He’d already been staring. He didn’t even pretend otherwise.

“Yeah,” he replied smoothly, confidence sliding back into place like it had never left. 

“It’s nice to meet you.” You said. He stepped forward and pulled you into a hug, hands settling at your waist. Familiar. Controlled. Easy.

“Nice to meet you too, pretty girl,” he murmured, shifting so his arm rested around your shoulders afterward, keeping you tucked neatly under his side.

“Let’s get you something to drink.”

The kitchen counter was cluttered with liquor bottles, and red cups stacked in the corner. He grabbed one and started mixing something without asking what you liked. You took the cup when he handed it to you. Your fingers brushing.

“Thank you.” It was small. Polite. Not breathless. Not flustered.

He showed you around the house, introducing you to the brothers and the regular girls who might as well have been honorary members at this point. The house was massive, loud, vibrating with music blasted by DJ Yu—a freshman who’d apparently been given the job mostly to prevent him from launching himself off the roof into the pool and breaking his bones.

You laughed at that. Suguru liked the sound again. Too much. “Thank you for the tour, Suguru,” you said eventually, still loosely under his arm.

“We’re not done yet,” he replied quickly. “Haven’t shown you upstairs.” He winked. This was the part where girls usually blushed. Leaned closer. Whispered something suggestive. Begged, even. Instead—

“I’m fine.” You stepped away. His arm dropped. The music kept playing. People kept going around him. But something in his head went quiet.

Rejection? That… didn’t happen. 

“I’m going to look for Shoko. Thanks for the tour though.”

You waved lightly before heading toward the couch where Shoko sat between Yuki and Satoru. You slipped down next to her, and she draped her arm around your shoulders—the same place Suguru’s had been moments ago.

He stood there for half a second too long.

Then he followed.

He sat on the armrest of the couch, close enough to still be in your space, but not touching this time. Not claiming.

Something in his ego felt… dented. You hadn’t blushed. Hadn’t hesitated, hadn't chased. You just walked away. A strange feeling settled in his chest. It was small, but sharp. Annoying. His pride stung in a way it never had before. This didn’t happen to him. Usually it was easy. A lazy wink. A hand at someone’s waist. A low comment spoken close enough to feel. Girls were already leaning in, already asking to go upstairs before he even decided if he wanted them.

He didn’t chase. He never had to. So why did the thought of you walking away still sit wrong with him? It wasn’t about you. It couldn’t be. It was just the rejection. He had something to prove something to himself now. He saw you as a challenge.

And Suguru liked winning.

He had been so sure he would win.

There was something in him that needed to prove it — not just to himself, but to his friends too. Even though they hadn’t seen him get rejected by you.

Drunk,immature, and his ego bruised in a way he’d never experienced before, he’d walked straight over to the other frat brothers — Satoru, Haibara, Nanami, Toji, Sukuna — like it was nothing. Like you were nothing. “I can bag her,” he’d said with a careless laugh. “Even when she’s being difficult.”

They’d teased him, of course. Raised brows. Doubt. Curiosity. He’d leaned back in his chair, drink in hand, acting like it was already decided.

“I like the challenge,” he’d added. “She’s my challenge.”

And Suguru had always been the one who could make even the most stubborn girls soften. Fold. Give in. And to him you were certainly one of those.

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Next Friday, he stood near the couch, drink loose in his hand, eyes fixed on the front door more than he’d admit. 

Waiting for you.

Satoru had insisted on the pajama party. “Intimate,” he’d called it. No one bought it. It was just an excuse to see girls in lace and silk. Satoru looked unfair as usual. Blue plaid pajama pants hanging low, thin white shirt clinging in a way that made people stare too long. He acted oblivious. He wasn’t.

Suguru wasn’t exactly subtle either.

Grey sweatpants. Black shirt. Sleeves pushed up just enough to expose strong forearms, veins faint but still prominent beneath warm skin. The cotton of his shirt clung lightly to his chest and shoulders, outlining muscle without trying too hard. It stretched when he moved, hinting at the strength underneath.

He looked comfortable. Relaxed.

The sweatpants hung low on his hips, the fabric thin enough to suggest more than it hid. When he shifted his weight or leaned back against the counter, the outline of his bulge noticeable. Not exaggerated. Just there. Impossible to ignore if someone let their eyes wander.

And people were looking. He could feel it. A few girls tried to be subtle. Most weren’t. Normally he’d smirk. Maybe lean back a little more. Let them look. Tonight, though, his attention stayed fixed on the door. Until you walked in.

Your eyes met his from across the room before you started walking toward him.

And just like that, something shifted. The air felt heavier. Quieter.

You were wearing a small purple lace and silk sleep dress — delicate straps resting on your shoulders, the fabric catching the light with every step you took. It skimmed your body just enough to leave very little to his imagination.

He loved your outfit.

The way the lace traced your silhouette. The way the silk moved softly against your thighs. The way it looked like it had been made just for you.

Heat pooled low in his stomach before he could stop it. His hand tightened subtly around the cup he was holding, pupils dilating as his gaze dragged — slow, deliberate — from your face down to the hem of your dress and back up again.

But it wasn’t just desire. It was the way you walked toward him. Calm. Unhurried. Like you knew exactly what you were doing to him.

When you hugged him — when your body pressed against his — he felt exactly how you fit against him. The thin layers of fabric between you did very little to dull the contact. Warm. Close. Distractingly close.

His body went rigid for half a second, hyperaware of every point of contact. The heat pooling low in his stomach felt even heavier, unwelcome in how fast it came.

You pulled away first. His hands lingered at your waist a second too long before dropping. He followed you into the kitchen without thinking about it. “Do you always do this?” you asked, not turning around, focused on pouring yourself a drink.

“Do what?” he replied, leaning back against the counter, palms resting against the edge behind him. Casual. Like he wasn’t watching you over the rim of his cup. “Following girls around,” you clarified, taking a sip before leaning back as well. Now you were beside him. Close enough that your arms brushed lightly.

He didn’t move away. “No. Just you.” Smooth. Effortless. Delivered like it wasn’t a line.

“You’re so rehearsed,” you snickered into your drink. You barely looked at him. Your attention drifted to the kitchen, the music, the people passing by. You adjusted the hem of your dress. Anything but him.

And that — more than anything — got under his skin. Because he was used to being the center of attention.

He was used to being watched. But you? You acted like he was optional. His jaw tightened slightly, though his smile stayed lazy.

“If I’m rehearsed,” he said, pushing off the counter. He stepped into your space, one hand bracing against the surface behind you. Close enough to crowd. Not close enough to touch.

“I wouldn’t be standing here trying to figure you out.” His head tilted slightly as he leaned in, just a fraction closer. There was something different in his tone now. Less polished. Less automatic.

He let it show — just a little — that this wasn’t routine. That he was actually trying. You raised a brow lazily, finally meeting his eyes. “But go on,” he continued, softer, almost coaxing. “If I'm rehearsed, tell me what you think I’m going to say next.”

His other hand came to rest on the counter behind you, boxing you in without quite trapping you. Testing. Seeing how much you’d tolerate. How far he could push before you pushed back.

You only chuckled. Took another slow sip of your drink. Like his proximity meant nothing. Like he wasn’t practically caging you in. You set your cup down and crossed your arms. “You’re trying to figure me out?” you said evenly. “You’re doing a bad job, then.”

A quiet beat passed. “Am I?” His voice lowered, amusement threading through it. He liked this. The resistance. The way you didn’t melt or giggle or fold. “And yet…” A lazy smirk curved his mouth. “You’re still standing here.”

The confidence was still there — but thinner now. Sharpened. His eyes dropped to your lips for a second. Just long enough. Just slow enough. 

“I’m still here because I’m entertained. Not because I’m doing you a favor by letting you figure me out,” you said evenly. Calm. Almost absentminded.

You took a small sip of your drink. “I’m also curious what cheesy line you’re going to try next.”

Suguru’s lips twitched. A quiet breath left him — not quite a laugh, but close. “Cheesy?” he echoed softly. He reached up without asking, fingers brushing a stray strand of hair from your face. Slow. Deliberate. Tucking it behind your ear like he had every right to. Then he leaned in. Close enough that his breath ghosted over your skin, lips barely grazing the shell of your ear. “Wanna find out?” he murmured.

He pulled back just enough to watch your reaction. Waiting for the shift. The blush. The swallow. The crack in your composure. It never came. Your expression stayed the same. Relaxed. Mildly bored. 

“I'm good.”

Two simple words. You nudged his arm away — not aggressively, just enough to move past him — and walked back toward the couch where Haibara, Shoko, and Yuki were sitting. Like it was nothing.

Like he hadn’t just made a move on you. Suguru stayed where he was. For a second, he didn’t move. He didn’t fully process it. The rejection hit slower this time. Not sharp. Just heavy. Settling somewhere behind his ribs.

His heart was still beating too fast from the closeness. From the warmth of you. From the almost. He wasn’t sure what churned in his stomach more.

The sting of being brushed off. Or the fact that he wanted to try again.

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Suguru was fucked.

The scene from last Friday wouldn’t leave him alone. It replayed in his mind in sharp, unforgiving detail. The way you looked at him. The way you sounded. The way you said I’m good like he wasn’t worth your time.

He could still remember how close you were. The warmth of your body. The faint trace of your perfume that seemed to linger in his memory no matter how many showers he took.

He had thought about that single interaction more than the dirtiest things he had ever done. And he hadn’t even properly touched you. Every time it replayed, something twisted low in his stomach. Not lust. Not exactly. Something heavier. Stranger.

Something he’d never felt before.

His lecture dragged on endlessly. Some rant about foreign economies and stock markets. The professor also spiraling about his own investments tanking.

Suguru didn’t hear a word. His thoughts kept circling back to you. When class finally ended, he left without thinking, shoulders tense, jaw tight.

Everything felt dull. Boring. Until he saw you. Sitting on a bench outside. Headphones in. Sunlight spilling over you like it was intentional. Like the universe was presenting him with something he wasn’t sure he deserved.

You looked… beautiful. Your legs crossed neatly. Your outfit soft, effortless. Your hair falling perfectly over your shoulders. Brows slightly furrowed as you stared at your phone.

Beautiful.

The word made him pause.

He’d called girls hot. Sexy. But beautiful? Perfect? That was new. And he didn’t like how easily it was when it came to you.

He swallowed the thought down quickly. It was just the chase. That was all this was. Right?

He called your name as he approached. You looked up at him. And his heartbeat ticked up, just slightly. “Oh, hi,” you said, tugging one headphone out.

“You done for today?” he asked casually, already calculating how he could stretch this interaction. “One lecture left,” you sighed, slipping your phone into your pocket and pulling the other headphone out.

“When?”

“Ten minutes.”

“Come on. I’ll walk you.”

He didn’t wait for permission. He picked up your bag from the ground and slung it over his shoulder like it belonged there.

“You don’t have to,” you called, following behind him as he started toward the main building.

“Where’s your lecture?”

He ignored the protest entirely.

“018.”

He adjusted his pace slightly so you could keep up, leading you toward the back of the building without another word.

The hallway was quieter here.

Room 018 came into view on your right.

He stopped in front of you. You stepped closer, reaching up to tug your bag off his shoulder. “Thank you for walking me,” you said lightly. “Even if it was against my will.” 

He scoffed, crossing his arms. “So charming,” he muttered.

“I’ll see you later.” He ruffled your hair — casual, almost teasing — before stepping past you and walking away.

Good thing he walked away. Otherwise he would’ve seen it — the slight widening of your eyes, the faint warmth rising to your cheeks where he’d ruffled your hair.

The last time — at the party — he had been closer to you. Closer than this. But there had been dim lighting and music loud enough to swallow hesitation. Alcohol warming your skin. Shadows to hide behind. This time there was none of that.

No haze. No flickering lights softening the edges. Just daylight pouring through the windows. Just the quiet hum of campus around you. Just him standing there, fully aware, fully sober. Good thing he walked away.

Otherwise he would’ve seen it — the slight widening of your eyes, the faint warmth rising to your cheeks where he’d ruffled your hair. He would’ve known he’d affected you.

An hour later, you stepped out of your lecture hall. And stopped. Suguru was leaning against the wall across from the door. Like he’d been there the whole time.

His phone hung loosely in his hand, forgotten. He found your eyes almost immediately, a lazy smirk spreading across his face like this had been inevitable. “What are you doing here?” you asked, walking up to him.

He hadn’t prepared an answer. Not really. “Thought I’d walk you home,” he said honestly. The words leaving before he could dress them up. You blinked at him. “You waited an hour to walk me home?” A small huff escaped you — half disbelief, half something else.

“Don’t ask questions you already know the answer to,” he replied, pushing off the wall. His hands slipped from his pockets, reaching for your bag again and slinging it over his shoulder like it belonged there.

You fell into step beside him this time. “For someone with such a reputation,” you said lightly, “you’re being such a gentleman.”

“And what does that reputation entail?” he asked, glancing down at you like he genuinely didn’t know. Of course he knew. He just wanted to hear what you thought and heard.

“Come on,” you muttered, looking away. “You know what people say about you.”

“I do,” he replied smoothly. “But I’m wondering what you heard.” There was something different in his tone now. Less teasing. More searching. Because for once, it wasn’t about what the campus thought. It was about what you thought.

“You’re a manwhore,” you said plainly. No hesitation. No sugarcoating. His eyebrow twitched slightly. “You don’t do face-to-face,” you continued. “And you don’t kiss.” Your gaze stayed forward, focused on the path ahead. His eyes, however, were locked on you.

“People talk,” he said simply. Even though most of it was true. He had kissed a few girls back in freshman year. Early on. Back when he was still figuring out what he preferred during hook ups.

He’d learned quickly that he didn’t. Kissing complicated things. It made girls linger. Made them think. Made him pretend he wanted something more. “So it’s not true?” you asked, your gaze snapping up to him.

“I didn’t say that,” he chuckled, glancing back at you. This time, you were the one who looked away first. A quiet beat passed.

“Why no kissing?” you asked. There wasn’t judgment in your voice. Just curiosity. That made it harder to brush off. He exhaled through his nose, shoulders rolling slightly as he considered how to phrase it.

“Keeps things easy,” he said finally. “Sex is transactional. You feel good, I feel good. End of story.”

His tone was matter-of-fact. Almost clinical.

“But most people don’t get anything out of kissing,” he continued. “You kiss someone because you want to be close to them.” His eyes flickered toward you. “Seems more personal than sex to me.” He said it like it was obvious. Logical.

Like it was the most reasonable thing in the world. And you could follow what he meant. You understood the train of thought. You just couldn’t understand him. Because to you, that sounded backwards.

Detached. Safe. And maybe that was the point. “How do you even get in the mood without kissing?” you asked. You were trying to follow his logic. You really were.

“You just do,” he replied easily. “You don’t really get in the mood to do your assignments either, but you still do them.” He said it like it made perfect sense. You giggled. It was soft. Unfiltered. And something in him twitched at the sound.

He’d had girls whisper filth in his ear. Beg. Moan. Say things far more obscene. And yet a simple giggle from you did more to him than any of it ever had. “That’s… one way to put it,” you said, shaking your head slightly.

“What about you?” he asked.

“Mh?”

“What do you like?”

The question caught you off guard.

“Uh…”

You frowned faintly, thinking.

No one had really asked you that before.

You knew how to flirt. You’ve had boyfriends before — not many, you could still count them on one hand. From the outside they’d all seemed fine. Good guys. But when it came down to it… They hadn’t really known what to do with you. Everything had always revolved around them. Their pace. Their finish. “I don’t… know?” you admitted, shoulders lifting slightly.

“What do you mean? Even virgins know what they like.” He looked at you, genuinely confused.

“I’ve had a few boyfriends,” you said quietly, a hint of pink rising to your cheeks. “But they weren’t really any good. And whenever I tried to explain or try something different… it didn’t really work.” There was embarrassment there. Not dramatic. Just subtle. Like you’d quietly decided somewhere along the way that maybe you were the problem.

“Maybe I’m just not made for sex,” you added with a small, almost self-conscious laugh.

Something in Suguru hardened at that. Not lust. Not entirely. Something sharper. Because the idea of you thinking that — of some mediocre guys fumbling their way through you and leaving you convinced you were the issue — irritated him more than it should have.

“Or,” he said calmly, cutting in, “you just didn’t have the right partners.”

“When it happens with one boyfriend, it could be coincidence,” you said with a faint, bitter chuckle. “When it happens with two? That’s not really a coincidence anymore.”

He looked at you differently then. Not like prey. Not like a challenge. Like something he wanted to prove wrong. “If you had the wrong ones twice,” he said evenly, “that just means your sample size was bad.” There was a faint smirk there, but softer than usual.

“It doesn’t mean there’s anything wrong with you.” His tone wasn’t teasing. It was steady. Certain. 

And for once, he wasn’t trying to get you into bed (well not completely) He was trying to undo something someone else had planted in your head. And that might’ve been worse for him. Because this wasn’t about winning a challenge anymore. It was about wanting to be the one who showed you differently.

“Thanks,” you said softly. “That’s… oddly comforting.” For a second, something warm settled between you.

“Maybe I could be the one to show you,” he added, a wink following right after.

And just like that, the warmth shifted. A quiet bucket of disappointment washed over you. Right. He was still him. Still the campus manwhore. Still the guy who turned everything into an invitation. “Yeah,” you said lightly, pushing his shoulder with two fingers, “no thank you.”

He laughed, not offended. But something flickered behind his eyes — quick. Almost unreadable. The conversation eased after that. Safer topics. His time in college. Your time overseas. Gossip about mutual acquaintances. Who dated who. Who cheated. Who dropped out.

It felt normal. Almost easy. And that was the dangerous part. Because you genuinely enjoyed talking to him. By the time you reached your building, the sky had softened into late afternoon gold. You stopped at your door. “Thank you,” you said, taking your bag back from him. “I really enjoyed our talk.”

And you meant it. His expression shifted — subtle, but softer than the smirking version he wore so easily. “My pleasure,” he replied. Polite. Controlled.

“I’ll see you around.” He gave you a small wave before stepping back from the entrance, giving you space as you unlocked your door. 

He didn’t linger. But as he walked away, hands sliding back into his pockets, something about the interaction replayed in his mind. 

He enjoyed talking to you. Not flirting. Not teasing. Talking. And for the first time, Suguru wasn’t sure if that made things easier… Or infinitely more complicated.

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“Where are you going?” he asked when you took a different turn instead of heading toward your building. He was standing outside your lecture hall again, like he had been for the past few weeks. It had become a routine of sorts — he would wait for you, walk you home, and talk with you about nothing and everything.

“I have to go to the library,” you replied. “My professor assigned something last minute, and I want to get it done before the weekend.”

Suguru fell into step beside you without hesitation. “Mind if I join?” he asked, his arm settling over your shoulder in a way that had slowly become familiar. At some point, you had stopped shrugging it off.

“Sure,” you said, looking up at him with a stern expression. “If you promise to be quiet.”

“I promise,” he replied, lifting his pinky in a childish gesture.

You sighed, but your lips curved slightly as you hooked your pinky around his. A pinky promise. The library was warm and quiet when you stepped inside, the faint scent of paper and coffee lingering in the air. You led him toward a quiet corner where a small table with two chairs sat facing each other.

To your surprise, he actually kept his promise. He opened his laptop and pulled up his own assignment, though he barely looked at it. Most of his attention was on you. He watched the way your hair fell forward when you leaned down to write, the way your sweater slipped slightly off one shoulder, the crease between your brows when you concentrated, the back of the pen resting against your soft bottom lip. His textbook sat open and untouched, the words blurring together because he couldn’t stop glancing up at you.

“I have to grab something,” you said eventually, standing from your chair. He stood immediately. “I’ll come with you.”

“You do that a lot,” you remarked as you scanned the shelves. “Following behind me.”

“Are we having this conversation again?” he replied lightly, his eyes focused on you rather than the rows of books.

“You’re like a big puppy.”

He laughed at that, an actual, unguarded laugh. “That’s what I’ve been reduced to?”

“That’s what you’ve been upgraded to,” you corrected as you spotted the book you needed. It was on the top shelf. You stretched up on your toes, your fingers barely grazing the metal edge beneath it. Suguru stepped closer behind you, not quite touching you but close enough that you could feel the warmth of him at your back. He reached over you easily and grabbed the book.

Instead of handing it to you, he lifted it just slightly higher. You turned around with a small frown, your brows knitting together as you tried to reach for it again. He watched you from above, his smirk lazy but his heartbeat louder than he liked to admit.

“Not even a thank you you? Or a please,” he teased. “Didn’t think you were ill-mannered.” 

“Do you want me to beg you?” you countered, your tone unimpressed. The thought alone made something stir in him. “Would you?” he asked, leaning a fraction closer.

“No,” you replied immediately, crossing your arms despite the way your stomach fluttered at his proximity.

“Then you’re not getting your book about…” He glanced at the cover. “International politics.” You flushed faintly, embarrassed that he had said the title out loud when it was perfectly normal.

“Fine.”

He waited, expecting more. “Please, Suguru,” you said flatly.

It wasn’t breathless or sweet like he had imagined, but hearing his name leave your lips so casually still did something to him that caught him off guard.

“Not good enough,” he replied, shaking his head.

“You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?” you said, refusing to give him the satisfaction of looking flustered. “Do you have some sort of worship kink?”

He chuckled and stepped closer until his chest brushed lightly against your body. “Just trying to teach you manners.”

You scoffed. “Fine. Keep the book.” You pushed past him and walked back toward the table, your pride too intact to play along with whatever game he was trying to start. After a second, he followed you, the book still in his hand. This hadn’t gone the way he imagined. You didn’t fold. You didn’t beg. You didn’t give him what he wanted.

And he hated how much he liked that. “I’m going home,” you said as you began packing your bag. “Already?” he asked.

“Might as well. I can’t really go any further without that book.”

You walked ahead of him again, refusing to look back, your pride too strong to let him win.

And as he followed behind you — because of course he did — Suguru realized he admired that stubbornness far more than he should have.

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His room was quiet, the late afternoon light spilling lazily across the floor. Suguru lounged on his bed with his phone in hand, half-reading through the fraternity council group chat. Over a hundred messages flooded the screen about some reckless freshmen stunt that could get the house in trouble. Arguments about whether to kick them out or just put them on social probation dragged on endlessly. He barely cared. 

His phone suddenly rang. Your name lit up the screen. The number you had reluctantly given him two weeks ago. A smile spread across his face before he even realized it.

“Sweetheart—”

“You really took that book with you?” you half-yelled through the phone.

His smile shifted into a slow smirk as he leaned back against his pillows. Usually you were composed, cool, untouchable. Hearing you slightly ruffled did something to him.

“You said I could keep it,” he replied lazily.

“I didn’t expect you to actually take it.”

“You told me to. Who am I not to comply?”

“Did you even register it, or did you just steal it?”

“It’s not stealing if I bring it back.”

He could practically hear your eye roll through the phone.

“What do you even want with that specific book?”

“For someone as smart as you, you’re awfully slow.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“I dont want that book. I just want to hear you say please.”

“I already did,” you snapped.

“That wasn’t good enough.”

“Then you should’ve been more specific.”

“I was specific,” he said calmly. “Just say the words and I’ll give it to you.”

“Oh, please, Suguru,” you replied in an overly sweet, dripping tone.

It was sarcasm.

But the effect was very real.

“Go on,” he murmured, smirk widening. 

“Fuck off.” The line went dead. He stared at his phone. You really just hung up on him. He almost pouted. Still, he was getting closer. You wouldn’t be this annoyed if you didn’t care.

Twenty minutes later, a knock sounded at his door. He rolled off his bed, expecting Satoru, maybe Haibara or another brother.

Instead, you stood there. Arms crossed. Cute frown firmly in place. “Give me that book.” No greeting. No smile.

“So impolite,” he tsked, leaning against the doorframe. He found it amusing that you had come all the way here for a book you could probably find online. A part of him wanted to believe you were enjoying this just as much as he was.

“Suguru, please. I have plans this weekend, and the deadline’s Monday.”

“You’re getting closer,” he replied.

You stepped inside his room without waiting for permission. It was surprisingly tidy for a frat house. You went straight to his desk and began rummaging through the drawers.

“It could save you a real headache if you just asked nicely enough,” he said, watching you search. You straightened and finally turned to face him. There was something different in your eyes now. Determined. Slightly desperate.

“Suguru,” you exhaled. “I really need the book. Please.” That one was more sincere. And it hit harder than the sarcastic ones. He didn’t move. From the outside, he looked unbothered. Inside, his stomach was flipping and his heart was beating fast enough to power a small city.

“Please,” you said again, softer this time. He swallowed. “Knew you could be polite,” he said lightly, ruffling your hair before stepping past you.

He grabbed the book from his bag. It hadn’t moved since the library. Your hands reached for it immediately. He pulled it back again. “What are your plans this weekend?” he asked casually.

Your expression shifted to mild annoyance. “Seeing a friend.”

A friend? His jaw tightened slightly. What kind of friend? Why did that word suddenly irritate him? “What friend?” he pressed.

You scoffed. “I came here to get a book, and now you’re interrogating me about my social life.”

“You want the book?” he challenged. You hesitated for a second. “I’m going on a blind date. Now can I please have my book?”

A blind date. The word landed heavier than he expected. Jealousy flared before he could stop it. It didn’t make sense. You were a challenge. A game. A mission to see how long it would take to get you in his bed. So why did the idea of someone else sitting across from you make something ugly twist in his chest?

He lowered the book without another word. You grabbed it immediately. “Thank you,” you said, smiling.

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Suguru laid quietly in his bed that same night you came storming into his room. His head clouded with jealousy and also lust. 

You saying ‘please' and almost begging him really did something to him. It may have been because you wanted a book and not because you wanted him, but that didn't matter to him. The words that bordered on begging had taken their toll on him, and especially on his cock.

The room was dark, except for the faint glow of moonlight slipping through the curtains, casting shadows over the rumpled sheets. Suguru's chest rose and fell unevenly, his mind replaying the scene over and over. 

'Suguru, I really need this. Please.' Fuck, the way your eyes had locked on his. It twisted something deep in his gut, even when he had completely taken your words out of context.

A hot coil of envy still in his stomach because of that stupid blind date, but his dick still throbbing with need.

He groaned low in his throat, palming himself through the thin material, feeling the heat radiate from his skin. 

With a frustrated huff, Suguru shoved his boxers and sweats down his thighs, freeing his cock. It sprang up, thick and heavy, the tip already glistening with pre-cum in the dim light. He wrapped his hand around the base, squeezing firmly, and let out a shaky breath. 

His mind flooded with images: you on your knees, not for your blind date, but only for him. Begging to touch him, to taste him.

'Please,' you'd probably whisper, lips parted, eyes dark with want.

He started stroking, slow at first, his fist gliding up the shaft, thumb swiping over the sensitive head to spread the slickness. A jolt of pleasure shot through him, making his hips buck involuntarily. Fuck, he was so hard it ached, veins pulsing under his grip. He picked up the pace, hand twisting slightly, imagining your mouth instead—wet and warm, sucking him down greedily.

His free hand clutched the sheets, knuckles white, as he jerked faster, the slick sound of skin on skin filling the quiet room. His balls tightened, drawing up as the pressure built low in his belly.

 He muttered your name, head falling back against the pillow.

In his mind, you were there, begging louder, your voice breaking as you rode him, pussy clenching around his cock. He thrust into his fist, chasing that fantasy, breaths coming in ragged pants. 

He couldn't hold it anymore.

With a choked groan, Suguru came, hot spurts of cum shooting over his hand and stomach, his body shuddering with the force of it. He milked himself through it, every last pulse, until he slumped back, spent and sticky. The jealousy lingered, a dull ache.

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Suguru had almost manifested it — the worst possible outcome.

And somehow, the night had gone exactly that way.

That’s how you ended up still wearing your date outfit — burgundy dress, black heels — on a grimy frat couch, completely out of place in the chaos of the house. But right now, you didn’t care.

The bass thumped through the house hard enough to rattle the walls, music vibrating through the floorboards. The air was thick with sweat, perfume, and cheap alcohol. Out in the yard, a small group lingered in the glow of porch lights, passing a blunt between them and laughing too loudly. Satoru stood near the kitchen island, effortlessly charming two girls at once, his grin bright and shameless, while across the dance floor Toji had a girl pressed flush against him, moving in a way that made it very clear neither of them cared who was watching.

Suguru sat beside you, arm wrapped loosely around your shoulders. His thumb traced slow, absentminded patterns along your arm while he held his cup in the other hand, occasionally bringing it to your lips so you could take a sip.

You leaned into him slightly.

He leaned back into the couch, gaze lazily fixed on you, pretending he wasn’t studying every expression on your face.

“He was barely taller than me,” you complained, arms crossing. “And in the same sentence he claimed he was 6’1.”

Suguru brought the cup closer to your mouth again. You took a sip.

“That sucks, sweetheart,” he murmured, rubbing your arm soothingly.

“He wore this stupid expensive watch and could not stop talking about it. I swear I just sat through a forty-five minute TED Talk about watches.”

You let your head fall back lightly against his chest.

His heartbeat picked up immediately.

Your perfume. The warmth of your body. The way you looked — dressed up for some idiot who didn’t deserve it.

He kept his expression neutral. Secretly, he was relieved it had gone badly.

“And then,” you continued dramatically, “he showed me his stock portfolio. And then not even his car — the car he’s planning to buy after college. Like that’s supposed to impress me.”

“Business major?” Suguru asked knowingly.

“Ugh. He was.” You groaned into your hands. Hands completely covering your face now.

He chuckled quietly, then set his drink down and gently grabbed both of your wrists with one hand, pulling them away from where you’d buried your face.

You reached for his cup instead and took a long drink before handing it back to him.

“I don’t get it,” you sighed. “I think I’m cursed when it comes to men.”

His jaw tightened slightly at that.

“Or,” he said calmly, “your taste is just terrible.”  

You shot him a look. He smirked faintly. “Good thing I could fix that for you.” 

You chuckled and nudged him lightly with your shoulder. For once, you didn’t follow it up with a snarky comment or a casual rejection. You just laughed. And he hated how much that did to him.

It shouldn’t have mattered. It was just a laugh. Just you relaxing around him for once. But something warm and unfamiliar twisted low in his stomach. Maybe turning this into a challenge hadn’t been his smartest idea. Because somewhere along the way, it had stopped feeling like one. He told himself it was still about the chase. About winning. About proving that even you would fold for him eventually.

But hope had started to creep in. And that was dangerous. “Wouldn’t that just make you one of my bad decisions?” you asked, tilting your head up at him.

His eyes were already on you.

“You think I’d treat you like that?” he asked, and for once there wasn’t much teasing in it. There was something almost earnest there, like he genuinely needed to know.

“You want me to be honest?” you chuckled lightly.

“Depends,” he said, though his voice wasn’t as steady as he wanted it to be.

You studied him for a second.

“I think some bad decisions could be worth it.”

His breath caught before he could hide it. For a split second, his composure cracked — eyes widening just slightly, jaw tightening like he was processing what you had just given him.

Worth it.

His heart was pounding in his throat now, loud enough that he was sure you could feel it through his chest.

His hand on your shoulder tightened slightly, pulling you closer without him fully realizing he was doing it. Your gazes didn’t break — not once. Slowly, his free hand slid down to your wrist. He lifted it carefully, like it was something fragile.

His lips brushed against the pulse point there — soft, lingering just long enough for you to feel the warmth of it.

Then higher, to the center of your palm. It wasn’t rushed. It wasn’t showy. It was deliberate. He looked back up at you. The music in the other room felt distant now. The world narrowing to the space between you.

“You won’t regret me,” he said quietly.

At first, the kiss was soft — exploring, tentative. But as it went on, it took on a life of its own. His tongue flicked against your lower lip, seeking entrance. When your mouth opened for him, he pressed closer, his body fitting against yours.

The kiss grew more urgent, more demanding. His hand left your cheek and tangled in your hair, pulling you even closer. You could feel the heat radiating off him, the way his body pressed against yours without an inch to spare. And the sounds he made — low, almost desperate — sent a shiver down your spine. 

His mouth left yours, trailing hot kisses down your jawline, to the spot where your pulse thundered in your throat. You felt him smirk against your neck — he knew what he was doing to you.

“Wanna go?” he murmured against your neck, his breath hot where your pulse fluttered.

You nodded eagerly. he was already on his feet.

Your hand stayed in his as he pulled you up with him, fingers tight around your wrist as he led you through the crowd and up the stairs. The music downstairs faded with every step, replaced by the sound of your own breathing and the rush of blood in your ears.

The second you stepped into his room, the door shut behind you with a heavy click.

He didn’t waste time.

His hands gripped your waist firmly, pulling you closer as his mouth crashed back onto yours. Tongues tangled languid and heated– exploring each other with deliberate strokes. 

You toed off your heels with a quick kick, the clatter lost in the thrum of music drifting up from downstairs. His fingers found the zipper of your dress, tugging it down slowly.

The fabric loosened, slipping around your shoulders like a whisper of surrender. "Let me make you feel good," he murmured against your lips, voice low and rough, pulling back just enough for the words to sink in. 

"I'll show you what your previous ones couldn't." His hands slid the straps down your arms, the dress pooling at your feet in a silken heap, leaving you exposed in nothing but your lingerie—lace clinging to your skin, a fragile barrier.

His mouth claimed yours again, the wet smacks of kisses echoing in the room, mingling with the bass-heavy rhythm from below. Both hands cupped the underside of your ass, lifting you effortlessly. Your legs hooked around his hips, and he carried you like that, devouring your mouth as if it were the last kiss he'd ever steal—deep, insistent, stealing your breath.

He lowered himself onto the edge of the bed, settling you on his lap. One hand traced the curve of your waist, skin warm under his palm, before dipping lower to toy with the delicate lace of your panties.

His fingers lingered, teasing the edge, brushing close enough to make you ache. Then he slipped inside, parting your folds with a confident stroke. His thumb circled your clit in slow, firm circles while two fingers curled into you, pressing against that sensitive spot deep within. The stretch was perfect, building friction with each deliberate thrust—curling, twisting, scissoring to stretch you open. "This okay?" he asked, voice a husky murmur, smirking as he watched your face twist in pleasure. 

"Must feel good, huh?"

You could only nod, breath hitching as he ramped up the pace, fingers pumping faster, thumb relentless on your clit. He leaned in, capturing your mouth briefly before his lips trailed to your neck, nipping at the skin. With his free hand, he reached behind you, unhooking your bra in one smooth motion. The lace fell away, and he palmed your breasts, thumbs flicking over your nipples, rolling them until they peaked hard under his touch. 

Your whimpers filled the air, soft and desperate, and he groaned low, his cock twitching harder against your thigh. It had been straining against his pants since you kissed him back, thick and insistent, your sounds only adding to it.

Pressure coiled tight in your core, his fingers relentless, curling just right to hit that spot over and over. Your body arched, thighs trembling around him as the wave crested. A burst of colors exploded behind your closed eyelids—an orgasm ripping through you, fierce and shattering, the kind you hadn't felt in ages. Your walls clenched around his fingers, pulsing as you came undone, slick coating his hand.

You panted, chest heaving, but he was there instantly, mouth sealing over yours, swallowing your gasps like they were his to claim. You tried to kiss back, lips clumsy against his, but the aftershocks still quaked through you, leaving you boneless.

"Need a moment?" He leaned back onto the bed, propping himself on his elbows, biceps bulging against the fabric of his shirt, veins standing out in sharp relief.

The haze cleared just enough, and you slid off his lap, dropping to your knees on the cool hardwood floor. The chill bit into your skin, grounding you.

"You don't have to," he said, thumb brushing your chin, tilting your face up to meet his gaze.

"Let me give you something back," you whispered, hands already at his belt, fumbling with the buckle in your eagerness. Your fingers shook, haste making them clumsy.

"Calm down, sweetheart," he chuckled, the sound dark and fond, his hand covering yours to steady it, unfastening the belt and popping the button with ease.

His cock sprang free as you tugged his pants down, thicker and longer than any you'd known before—heavy, veined, the tip already glistening with precum. You wrapped your hand around the base, stroking once, twice, before leaning in to swirl your tongue around the head, tasting him on your tongue. 

He hissed, fingers threading into your hair as you took him deeper, lips stretching around his girth. You bobbed slowly at first, hollowing your cheeks, tongue pressing flat along the underside as you sucked. Saliva slicked him, your hand twisting in tandem with your mouth, working him with eager pulls.

"Fuck, you feel so good," he groaned, hips bucking slightly. "So proud of you, taking me like this. My sweet girl." His praise washed over you, spurring you on, but just as his breaths grew ragged, his grip tightened in your hair.

He pulled you off with a wet pop, right before he could tip over the edge. "Not yet," he rasped, eyes dark with intent. "I want to be inside you when I come."

In one fluid motion, he shrugged off his shirt, revealing his muscular chest and abs. Then he scooped you up from the floor like you were weightless, manhandling you onto the bed. He flipped you flat on your stomach, the mattress dipping under his weight as he settled behind you. His cock pressed hot and heavy against your ass.

"Sugu," you moaned, voice muffled against the sheets, body arching back in desperate invitation.

He didn't make you wait. Lining up, he thrust in deep, filling you in one smooth stroke. The prone position let him grind against you, cock dragging along your walls with every snap of his hips. 

His hands roamed—one sliding up to cover your mouth, fingers pressing against your lips, "Open," he commanded softly, and you did, sucking on his fingers as he fucked into you harder, the wet sounds of skin meeting skin filling the room.

"Bet you've never felt this good, huh?" he groaned against your ear, pace unrelenting. "You're so gorgeous like this.”

“How does my cock feel? Come on, tell me."

You could barely form words, pleasure overwhelming you—mewling around his fingers, body rocking with each thrust. It felt too good, too full, his dirty words stoking the fire higher.

But after a few minutes, he slowed, a frustrated huff escaping him. This position—it wasn't hitting right– not like he thought it would. He usually stuck to from behind, keeping emotional distance, but now... He pulled out fully, the sudden emptiness making you whine. 

Grabbing your waist, he flipped you onto your back with effortless strength, manhandling you again, your legs splaying open. His cock looked even harder, flushed and straining as he positioned himself between your thighs.

"Fuck, needed to see you," he muttered, slamming back inside, the angle deeper, hitting new spots that made stars burst behind your eyes.

"Want to see your pretty face." His hand found your clit, rubbing in tight circles as he drove into you, mouth descending to yours in a messy, claiming kiss.

The combination shattered you—his cock stretching you, thumb working your clit, lips bruising yours. Tension snapped like a wire, your orgasm crashing over you, walls fluttering around him as you cried out into his mouth.

"I'm right behind you," he panted, thrusts erratic now, chasing his release. With a final, deep grind, he came, spilling hot inside you, body shuddering. "My pretty girl," he whispered, voice wrecked. "So pretty just for me."

You both rode out the waves, breaths mingling as he collapsed beside you, pulling you close. The high faded slowly, but even as warmth lingered, his thoughts lingered.

He had broken two of his rules to get you into his bed. No kissing. No face-to-face. Both gone. And he had hopefully broken your man-curse.

This was supposed to be simple. A challenge. A bruised ego that needed repairing. A girl who had rejected him and needed proving wrong. That’s what he had told himself from the beginning. That he was chasing the thrill, not you.

But somewhere between kissing you and needing to see your face, something shifted. He had never needed that before — never cared about eye contact, never cared about expressions. It had always been easier that way. Detached. Controlled.

With you, it hadn’t been controlled at all. He wanted to see you. Needed to. Needed your face in front of him like proof that this wasn’t just another meaningless night.

And that realization unsettled him more than anything. He liked you. Not because you rejected him. Not because his pride had taken a hit. Not because he had something to prove. He just liked you.

Still, even as that truth pressed against his ribs, he tried to smother it. This is why you don’t kiss. This is why you don’t do face-to-face. It complicates things. It makes it real.

You were just a challenge– a bet he had made with himself. So why did something twist painfully in his chest when he saw you slipping out of his bed?

You moved quietly, gathering your dress from the floor, smoothing it down like you were preparing to step back into your own world.

His hand reached out before he could stop himself, fingers closing gently around yours.

“Where are you going?” he asked, and the softness in his voice surprised even him.

You glanced over your shoulder at him with a faint, knowing smile.

“Thought you had rules,” you said lightly. “No staying over, and all that”

His thumb brushed slowly over your knuckles. Instead of letting go, he lifted your hand to his mouth and pressed a slow kiss against your skin. 

He tugged you back toward him, and you fell against his chest, your body fitting against his like it had earlier. “I don’t think those rules really matter when it comes to you,” he admitted quietly.

He leaned in, pressing slow, unhurried kisses along your cheek, your jaw, your temple. There was no rush this time. When he reached your mouth, he paused, studying you for a second before kissing you softly. “Rules don’t apply to you,” he murmured against your lips.

You smiled despite yourself. The rational part of you knew better. It told you he probably said similar things before, that this was just another smooth line delivered in the afterglow.

But the part of you still tangled up in him, warm and softened and wanting to believe, chose not to argue.

“Besides. I'm not done with you” 

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You and Suguru had settled into something dangerously undefined in the six weeks you’d been seeing each other.

Not official. Not casual.

If he wasn’t at your apartment, you were at the frat. There was barely a day you didn’t see him. He still walked you home almost every evening like it was routine, like it had always been his place beside you. But now it didn’t end at your door.

Now he’d stop halfway down the street and say, “You studied for hours. That deserves food.”

He called it a reward. He always paid. And when you’d protest — because you always did — he’d just shrug with that lazy grin of his. “You already do enough for me,” he’d say lightly when you would try to pay him back. And without fail it would always send a wave of heat within you.

And it turned out you weren’t cursed when it came to men. The men before had only cared about themselves. Suguru had proven that wasn’t a universal rule.

Your things had started to mix with his. Your apartment was slowly overtaken by his hoodies, sweatpants, jackets, a toothbrush he’d left behind and never taken back. But his room wasn’t much better. Duplicates of your skincare products lined his sink because he “wanted you to feel at home.” Your panties mixed into his laundry. Your perfume soaked into his sheets.

It was a challenge for Suguru at first, but that feelings were quickly replaced by something real– feelings? love?

You were tucked away in the library now, headphones snug over your ears, soft music humming in the background as you tried to focus on your textbook. Four hours of studying had drained you, and nothing new was sticking.

With a quiet sigh, you packed up your bag and started weaving between the shelves toward the exit. That’s when you heard it. “Have you seen Suguru and his girl?”

Satoru. You recognized his voice. Too loud for the library. You slowed instinctively. “Looks like he’s finally mature enough to have a girlfriend. Finally done with the ‘I have rules’ bullshit,” Satoru added, amused.

“Yeah, right,” another voice responded. Sukuna his voice. 

You couldn’t see them clearly from where you stood, just shapes a few shelves away. You should’ve walked away. You didn’t. “Remember what he said?” Sukuna continued.

Satoru sounded confused. “What?”

“His ego got dented when she rejected him at that first party she showed. Said it was a challenge for him. Wanted to see how long it’d take for her to give in.”

The words hit before you could brace for them. Your heart dropped. The air felt thin.

“Oh,” Satoru muttered after a beat. “I feel bad for her. She’d be good for him.”

“She would,” Sukuna said. “Too bad he’s… him.”

Your vision blurred before you even realized tears had gathered.

Challenge.

The word echoed louder than anything else.

All the late nights. The borrowed hoodies. The way he’d said rules didn’t apply to you. Your stomach twisted violently. You didn’t wait to hear more. Your legs moved on their own, carrying you down the aisle and out of the library before your brain could catch up.

You were supposed to go to him today. You couldn’t. If Satoru and Sukuna knew, how many others did? How many people had watched you and thought you were just part of some ego game? The humiliation burned hotter than the hurt.

By the time you stepped outside, tears were already spilling freely down your face. You walked fast, almost blindly, ignoring the strange looks from people passing by.

You didn’t care. You just needed to get home.

You got home after what felt like eternity, and let your bag drop by the door. Your apartment felt different now. Smaller. Louder with memories.

Every corner held him. The couch where he’d pull you into his side. The kitchen where he slow danced with you at 4:00am after a rager. The bed where he made love to you multiple times. The faint trace of his cologne still lingering in the air like it refused to leave.

You walked to your closet to grab pajamas. It was littered with his stupid hoodies and shirts. You’d stolen them absentmindedly over the weeks, and he’d never asked for them back.

You pulled one down. Even after sitting in your closet for days, it still smelled like him. Ridiculous. Your throat tightened again. You changed slowly, forcing yourself to breathe, pushing the tears away with the heel of your hand. But the second you lay down on your bed, it all came rushing back.

Challenge. You were just a challenge to him 

The words echoed over and over. Apparently that’s all you were. A dented ego. A game. A timer he had started the moment you rejected him. Your mascara smudged against the pillow, but you didn’t bother fixing it. You were too embarrassed. Too humiliated.

How many people knew? How many had watched you walk into that frat house nearly everyday while they secretly pitied you. The room blurred. You cried until exhaustion dragged you under.

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When you woke up hours later, the apartment was dim. Your face felt tight, puffy. You reached for your phone. Notifications flooded your screen.

Seven missed calls.

Twelve messages.

All from Suguru. Right. You were supposed to go over after the library. Your chest twisted. You dropped the phone back onto the mattress like it burned. 

In the kitchen, you opened the fridge and stared at it without seeing anything. There was food. Plenty of it. You just weren’t hungry. Your stomach felt full of something heavier. Regret. Shame. Hurt. You closed the fridge and went back to your room, curling in on yourself again.

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Suguru stood outside your lecture hall the next morning, scanning the crowd. You weren’t there. He checked his phone again. Still nothing. That wasn’t like you. You always texted back. Always.

He sent another message.

Then another.

Then called. This time it went straight to voicemail. You declined him?

Something cold slid down his spine. Had he done something? He replayed the last few days in his head, searching for a misstep.

Nothing made sense.

Within minutes he was outside your apartment, slightly out of breath from walking too fast. His heart pounded harder than it should have.

He knocked.

No answer.

He knocked again.

Still nothing.

His jaw tightened as he knocked a third time, more urgently.

The door finally opened while you stood half-hidden behind it. Your eyes swollen. Skin blotchy. Dark circles under your lashes. It hit him like a punch.

“Sweetheart—” He stepped forward instinctively, but you shook your head. “Don’t,” you whispered.

His chest tightened immediately. “What’s wrong?” he asked, voice softer than he meant it to be.

“I’m not feeling well,” you said. The lie was obvious. Being sick might explain missing class. It didn’t explain the puffy eyes.

“Let me take care of you,” he said quickly. There was uncertainty in his voice now. Fear, almost.

“I’m fine.”

You started to close the door, but his hand caught it gently. Your eyes lifted to him again. God. The sight of you like this hurt more than he expected.

“Sweetheart, please,” he said quietly. There was no cockiness left. No smirk. No lazy grin. Just concern.

“No,” you said, firmer now. “I said I’m fine.” There was bite in your voice this time. He hesitated. But then slowly stepped back.

His hand dropped to his side and the door closed. And he stood there, staring at it, something unfamiliar and heavy settling in his chest.

He knew it now. You were mad at him.

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Suguru tried everything. For two weeks straight, he showed up at your door.

Sometimes you didn’t open it at all. Sometimes you did. And every single time, his heart climbed into his throat. The seconds between knocking and hearing the lock turn felt unbearable. A mix of dread and hope twisted together in his chest. Relief when you opened it. A selfish flicker of happiness just from seeing you.

And then the guilt.

Because every time you stood there, you looked a little more tired. A little more guarded. Like something inside you had dimmed. It was subtle to anyone else but not to him.

Your eyes didn’t light up when you saw him anymore. You didn’t lean into the doorway. You didn’t tease him. You didn’t call him Sugu.

He stood in front of your door with coffee from your favorite place and the sandwich you always ordered. It was early, but he knew you’d be awake by now. He had gotten up earlier than usual just to make sure he got it before the morning rush.

It took a while before the door opened. When it did, you looked the same as the night before. Puffy eyes. Skin slightly blotchy. A fragile kind of tiredness that made his chest tighten.

“How are you feeling?” he asked carefully, like speaking too loudly might break you. “Fine,” you said again, your voice still rough from sleep.

“I got you breakfast,” he added, holding up the cup and the small paper bag. He tried to smile, but it felt wrong when you didn’t mirror it. You took the food from his hands.

“Thank you,” you said politely. The door closed before he could say anything else.

You didn’t eat it. You couldn’t. The sandwich stayed untouched in the fridge. You took a few sips of the coffee, but even that tasted wrong.

The next day he showed up again, this time closer to evening. You still opened the door for him. That alone gave him a flicker of hope. “Hey, sweetheart,” he said softly.

Your eye bags were lighter, but the tiredness hadn’t left. Your lashes looked heavy, your nose faintly red like you’d been crying recently. He noticed. He didn’t mention it, he didn't want to push it.

“Dinner from your favorite place,” he said, lifting the bag slightly. You hesitated before taking it.

“Thank you.” The door closed again. More firmly this time.

The day after that, he tried something different. Maybe it wasn’t about food. Maybe it was about effort.

It was noon. You didn’t have lectures. He stood outside your door with a bouquet of your favorite flowers tucked under his arm. He raised his hand to knock. The door opened before he could.

You startled slightly when you saw him there. You were dressed to leave — skirt, sweater, jacket, scarf wrapped around your neck. You looked put together.

Beautiful.

But the dullness in your eyes was impossible to miss. The spark that used to be there when you looked at him wasn’t there.

“Hi,” he said quietly. It felt strange standing this close to you again.

“Hi,” you replied. 

“Going somewhere?”

“grocery store.” A lie. Your fridge and pantry were still stocked. You just needed some air.

“Ah,” he said, holding out the bouquet. “These are for you,”   He watched your face carefully, searching for anything — softness, annoyance, something.

You took them. “Suguru, please stop doing this.” The flowers rested against your chest.

“Doing what?” he asked, though his voice was tighter now.

“Whatever this is. Stop wasting your money.”

You stepped back into the apartment and walked toward the kitchen. He half expected you to throw them in the trash. Instead, you grabbed a vase and placed them inside. Careful.

That hurt more.

He stepped inside slowly, unsure if he was overstepping. You returned to the doorway and stood there, leaving a respectful distance between you. Too much distance.

He took a step closer. You took one back.

His heart shattered.

“Please tell me what’s going on.”

You looked at him for a long moment.

Not angry. Not screaming. Just tired.

“Did you win?” Your voice was steady. Cold. But your eyes betrayed you — glossy with tears you were trying very hard not to let fall. He frowned slightly. “What are you—”

“The challenge,” you cut in, your hands sliding into the pockets of your jacket like you needed something to hold onto. “Did you win the challenge?”

You said it clearer this time. Slower. His stomach dropped.

It had started as something stupid. A careless comment. An ego he didn’t know how to soothe when you rejected him. He had never been rejected before. Not like that. Not calmly. Not without you even flinching. You had unsettled him. And instead of admitting that, he’d turned it into a game. A challenge. Something to conquer. He had said it drunk once. Careless. Laughing it off in front of people who didn’t matter. But somewhere between chasing you and actually knowing you, it had stopped being about pride.

It had become something else. Something he hadn’t planned on. You leaned back against the counter, watching his expression carefully — the shock, the dawning realization.

“Where did you hear that?” he asked, trying to keep his voice even.

“That’s what matters to you?” you scoffed, pushing yourself off the counter. You walked toward the door.

A bitter laugh slipping out before you could stop it. One tear finally escaped, sliding down your cheek. He moved before thinking, his hand closing gently but firmly around your wrist.

You didn’t turn around. 

“It started out that way,” he admitted. The words felt heavy coming out. “But it didn’t stay that way.” Silence filled the space between you.

“The first time you rejected me, at that party” he continued quietly, “I didn’t know how to handle it. I’ve never been told no like that. You left me feeling… off. And instead of dealing with that like an adult, I said something stupid to my friends.”

He stepped closer. You didn’t pull away this time.

“But when I got closer to you— when I realized I actually wanted to get closer to you… not to win, not to prove anything, but because I wanted you—” His composure held, but his voice cracked just slightly. “That’s when it stopped being a challenge.”

You finally turned your head just enough for him to see your profile. “How does that fix anything?” you asked quietly.

Your eyes were glossy now, tears threatening to spill, but you refused to let them fall again. You stood straighter, trying to hold yourself together. He saw through it immediately. And it broke him.

“I can’t fix how it started,” he said, voice low, steady but strained. “I can’t erase what I said. I can’t pretend I didn’t humiliate you.”

For a second, he just looked at you.

Then, before he could overthink it, he let go of your wrist — only to drop down in front of you.

Not dramatically. Not loudly. Just… down. Both knees hit the floor. You blinked in shock.

“Suguru—”

He took your hands in his before you could pull away, holding them gently, like he was afraid they’d disappear.

“I can’t change the past,” he said, looking up at you now. No smirk. No ego. No control. “But I can change what I do next.”

Your breathing faltered.

“I don’t want to win you,” he continued. “I want to deserve you.”

His thumbs brushed lightly over your knuckles.

“It started stupid. It started with my pride. But after everything. it stopped being about proving anything.” His jaw tightened slightly. “You weren’t a game to me. You weren’t something to conquer. You were the first person who made me want to stay.”

That word hung heavy between you.

Stay.

“I don’t expect you to forgive me,” he added, quieter now. “And I don’t expect you to believe me just because I’m here.” His grip softened.

“But I’m not getting up until you understand that you were never just a challenge.”

Your fingers threaded through his hair, the movement so natural it felt like second nature. When your lips met his, he inhaled sharply, the sound almost a gasp. Your touch was soft, the kiss gentle but filled with longing.

His eyes fluttered shut as he leaned into the kiss, his hand coming up to cradle your face. He held you like you were something precious, something fragile.

As you broke away, he looked up at you, his expression vulnerable.

“Stand up," you ordered, voice sharp like shattered glass, cutting through the heavy silence of the kitchen. He rose slowly, eyes locked on yours, 

You pushed up on your tiptoes, pressing your lips to his in a kiss that was more punishment than passion—fierce, biting, a reminder of the hurt you carried. Pulling back just enough, your breath ghosted over his mouth. "I'm still mad at you."

Your fingers tangled in his hair, tugging lightly, not in affection but in the raw need to anchor yourself to something, anything, amid the ache in your chest. "That's okay," he murmured, voice breaking just a fraction as he leaned in, capturing your lips again.

His hands found your hips, shoving you back against the counter, the cold marble slamming into your spine like a slap. It stole your breath, the chill seeping through your shirt. He broke away for a heartbeat, eyes dark and pleading. "Take it out on me."

Your hands fisted the collar of his jacket, yanking him with you as you backed toward the bedroom, the hallway blurring in your periphery. He followed without resistance, letting you lead, letting you use him like a weapon against your own pain–something he caused.

In the dim light of the bedroom, you shoved him down onto the bed, the mattress creaking under his weight. You climbed onto his lap seconds later, straddling him, your skirt riding up your thighs. His hands hovered at your sides, hesitant, waiting for your cue. "Tell me what you need," he said, voice thick with desire, eyes burning into yours like he was memorizing every fractured line of your face.

"Touch me," you replied, the words vague, laced with the numbness you wielded like armor. But he knew. God, he always knew.

In a swift move, he flipped your positions, pinning you beneath him on the bed. The shift stole the air from your lungs, his body heavy and warm over yours, a stark contrast to the ache inside. His hands slid down, hooking into the waistband of your skirt and panties, dragging them off in one rough pull. Leaving you bare and exposed for him.

His fingers parted your thighs, tracing the slick between them before diving in. One digit slipped inside you first, slow and deliberate, testing your readiness despite the tension coiling in the room. 

You were wet—traitorously so—your body responding even as your heart screamed no. He added a second finger, curling them deep, pressing against that spot that made your hips buck involuntarily. His thumb found your clit, rubbing in firm, insistent circles, building the pressure with each thrust of his hand. 

The wet sounds of his fingers working you filled the space, obscene against the quiet sobs building in your throat.

He watched you, unblinking, as your breaths turned ragged, your walls clenching around him. "Let go," he whispered, voice raw, like he was begging for absolution. 

The coil snapped, pleasure ripping through you in a violent wave—your orgasm crashing hard, leaving you trembling and spent. Tears welled up, spilling hot down your cheeks, not from bliss but from the pain he gave you, the reminder of what he had done to you. You cried softly, the sound muffled against his shoulder as he held you through it, his touch gentling but never pulling away.

He kissed the tears from your skin, murmuring your name like a prayer, but you turned your face away, the intimacy too much, too raw. When the haze cleared enough, you shifted, rolling onto your stomach, presenting your back to him—a wall he couldn't breach. He paused, hands stilling on your hips. "Why are you turning around?" His voice cracked a little, laced with confusion, the question hanging heavy in the air.

"Don't wanna see you right now," you said, the words heartless, slicing through him like a blade. You heard his sharp intake of breath, felt the way his grip faltered for a second, his heart shattering audibly in the silence. But he didn't stop. He couldn't. Positioning himself behind you, he freed his cock—hard, aching, a testament to how deeply he still craved you, even in ruin.

He pushed in slowly, inch by inch, filling you with a stretch that bordered on pain, your body yielding despite the emotional chasm. He moaned your name, voice breaking on each syllable as he began to move, thrusts deep and measured, grinding against you from behind. "I missed you so much. Fuck, I missed you–." His words were a litany, desperate pleas wrapped in groans, his hips snapping harder as if he could fuck the distance away.

You bit the pillow, stifling the moans that threatened to betray you, the pleasure building traitorously even as tears soaked the fabric. He reached around, fingers finding your clit again, rubbing in time with his pace, drawing you under despite yourself. Your body clenched around him, the orgasm pulling you apart—waves of heat pulsing through you, leaving you gasping, spent once more. He followed seconds later, spilling inside you with a broken groan of your name, his release hot and claiming, body shuddering as he collapsed over you.

He always came with you, your body the one thing that could still unravel him completely. But the warmth faded fast. He barely caught his breath, chest heaving against your back, before you were shoving him off, scrambling out of the bed. The sheets tangled around your ankles as you snatched your discarded clothes, pulling them on with frantic hands.

"I have to go," you said coldly, the fleeting spark of vulnerability from moments ago snuffed out like a dying ember. You didn't look at him, couldn't bear the devastation in his eyes. "Please leave as soon as you can."

The words landed like a final blow, the door clicking shut behind you as you fled to the bathroom, leaving him alone in the wreckage of the bed, heart in pieces on the floor.

To your surprise, when you stepped out of the bathroom, Suguru was gone. For a second, you just stood there, staring at the empty space where he had been. You had expected him to still be there. Leaning against the wall. Waiting. Stubborn.

A part of you had wanted him to stay. You just didn't want him to see you fall apart again. During Sex? a little embarrassing but could just be from the pleasure. But afterwards? 

You needed a distraction. And he was right there. But now the silence felt heavier.

The tears came again, hot and uncontrollable. You didn’t bother wiping them away this time. You let them fall as you changed back into your clothes, hands trembling slightly as you pulled your sweater over your head.

You didn’t crawl into bed.

Instead, you slid down beside it, sitting on the cold floor with your back against the frame. Your knees pulled tightly to your chest, arms wrapped around them like you were trying to hold yourself together.

You missed him. That was the worst part. Not the humiliation. Not the anger. The missing. Because after he made a joke out of you and your self-respect, you still missed him.

His words replayed in your head.

It started that way, but it didn’t stay that way.

You didn’t know if you were strong enough to believe. 

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Suguru was a wreck.

He sat on the edge of his bed, elbows resting on his knees, his face buried in his hands. The dark circles under his eyes were deeper than they had been when he’d stood outside your door. His room was quiet, but his mind wasn’t.

It felt like he was already halfway to completely losing you.

You had gone cold. You stopped replying the way you used to. No calls. No lingering touches. No softness in your voice. And the worst part was that just a few days ago, he’d thought things were finally going well.

You had let him into your space. You had kissed him. You had sex with him. And then you’d looked at him with those same eyes and said you didn’t want to see him when he fucked you. When you told him to leave, he felt something in his chest physically crack.

A knock sounded at his door. He didn’t move. “Come in,” he called out, his voice rougher than usual. Satoru pushed the door open without hesitation. “You missed the meeting today.”

Right. The fraternity council meeting. It had completely slipped his mind. Then again, everything had slipped his mind lately. The only thing replaying on a loop was the way you had looked at him when you said he needed to leave. 

“Sorry. Forgot,” he muttered, still staring at the floor.

Satoru raised a brow and walked further into the room before dropping down beside him on the bed.

“What’s up with you?” he asked, nudging Suguru lightly with his elbow, trying to keep it casual.

Suguru turned his head slightly.

The dullness in his eyes, the exhaustion etched into his face, the way his hair hung loose around his shoulders — it was enough to wipe the grin off Satoru’s face. Suguru looked forward again, jaw tightening.

“She found out.” That was all he said. Satoru didn’t need more context.

“I’ve been trying to fix it for two weeks,” Suguru continued, his voice quieter. “I thought I was getting somewhere.” He stopped there, but the strain was obvious. Satoru leaned back slightly. “What happened?”

“She let me in,” Suguru said. “She let me into her apartment. She kissed me. We had sex. And then she told me she couldn’t look at me when i was fucking her. Said she didn’t want to see me.”

He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. “And then she made me leave.”

Satoru tilted his head. “Isn’t that usually your thing?”

Suguru let out a hollow laugh. “Yeah. It was.”

The old him would have shrugged it off. No strings, no expectations. A girl walking away first would’ve been convenient. But this wasn’t convenient. “I don’t want that with her,” he said quietly. “I don’t want it to be casual. She’s not like the others.”

Satoru studied him for a moment before placing a hand on his back. “Then tell her that.”

“I did.”

“Then tell her again,” Satoru replied simply. “And again. Until she believes you. You don’t get to mess something up like that and expect one confession to fix it.”

Suguru frowned. 

“You hurt her pride,” Satoru continued. “You made her feel like a joke. That doesn’t disappear because you look miserable.”

Suguru’s jaw clenched.

“So what do I do?”

“Show up. Not to win her. Not to convince her. Just show up because you want to be with her. "Be consistent." Satoru said while he gave Suguru a pat on his shoulder. 

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A month had passed. Almost every single day, he showed up at your doorstep and would walk you to school or the library.

At first, it was awkward. You would put your headphones in and walk a step ahead of him, pretending he wasn’t there. But he didn’t complain. He was just grateful you hadn’t told him to leave.

After a while, the headphones disappeared.

You still weren’t chatty like you used to be. Conversations were short, polite. “Hi.” “How are you?” “Good.” But even that felt like progress. Hearing your voice again felt like something he didn’t deserve but desperately needed.

He felt like he was starting over. Now he carried the weight of every silence, wishing he could go back to one stupid drunken comment and erase it from existence.

Two weeks in, you spoke to him first.

Just a question about class. It was small, almost insignificant, but it felt like a door cracking open. After that, conversations came in fragments — short, cautious exchanges. He didn’t push. He took whatever you gave him.

His feelings didn’t fade with time. They worsened.

Every day you looked impossibly prettier to him. He found himself craving small things — the sound of your voice, the way your perfume lingered when you walked past him, even your soft smile that wasn't even directed at him but a stray cat lounging on the pavement.

After three weeks, it almost felt like before. You walked beside him instead of ahead. You talked about something dumb a professor said. You even laughed once. You were still guarded. He could feel it.

But he was a greedy man.

After four weeks, you let him wrap an arm around you once. Just once. He had to focus on breathing because his heart felt like it was trying to climb out of his throat.

And now, a full month had passed. He stood outside your apartment like he had every day before.

“Hey,” he said softly when you opened the door. You weren’t dressed for class. You were wearing a simple white dress and a jacket. Casual, but clearly not for studying. You looked beautiful.

“Suguru… it would be better if you didn’t walk me today,” you said, leaning against the doorframe. 

Something uneasy stirred in his chest. His brows furrowed. “Why?” 

You hesitated just a second. “I have a date.” The word hit him harder than he expected.

Date.

His mind went blank for half a second, like someone had cut the power. “What do you mean?” His voice came out softer than he intended.

“I’m going on a date,” you repeated.

He felt it then — panic. Not loud. Not explosive. Quiet and suffocating. Like something tightening around his lungs.

“Why?” he asked again, the question more raw this time.

“I thought it would be good for me to get back out there,” you replied.

Get back out there.

Like he was already something behind you. He stood there for a moment, unable to process it. He had known he wasn’t entitled to you. He had known you didn’t owe him anything. But hearing it felt like the ground shifting under his feet.

“Please don’t,” he said quietly. The air between you grew heavy. He wasn’t jealous in the old way. This wasn’t ego. It wasn’t competition. It was fear. Fear that he had taken too long. Fear that the progress he thought he’d made wasn’t enough. “Please don’t go,” he repeated, his voice unsteady now. You looked at him, unreadable.

“I don’t think you’re in a position to tell me whether I can,” you said, crossing your arms. You were right. That made it worse. “I’m going to be late,” you added, pushing off the doorframe.

He moved without thinking, his hand landing on your shoulder. He stepped closer, gently pressing you back against the frame. Not rough. Not forceful. Just desperate.

His hand slid from your shoulder down to your hand, his fingers wrapping around yours.

“Please,” he said again. His eyes were glossy now, and he didn’t even try to hide it. “It took me too long to say this properly,” he continued, his voice cracking just slightly. “But I’m in love with you.”

The words hung between you, heavier than anything he’d said before. “I still want you,” he went on. “I still need you. This past month has been torture. Watching you walk ahead of me. Not knowing if you’d ever look at me the same again.”

He swallowed hard. “I don’t care about pride. I don’t care about being right. I just— I can’t watch you walk away like this.”

“I’m so sorry I made you feel like you couldn’t trust me,” he said, the words rushing out before he could stop them. His grip on your hand tightened slightly, not to hold you there, but like he needed something steady. “I would do anything to prove to you that you’re going to be it for me.”

“Suguru,” you said softly.

Your voice wasn’t sharp. It wasn’t angry. It was tired.

A tear slipped free despite yourself, trailing down your cheek. His thumb came up instinctively, brushing gently beneath your eye to catch it before it fell further.

“Stop,” you whispered. But he shook his head slightly. “You’re the first girl I’ve ever wanted to prove myself to,” he said, his own eyes glassy now, his composure barely holding. “And I plan on you being the last.”

Your breath hitched, and that small sound almost broke him.

“I don’t want to win you,” he continued, his voice quieter now, steadier in its vulnerability. “I don’t want to chase you because my ego’s bruised. I want to choose you. Every day. Even if you don’t choose me back right now.”

“I want to be better for you,” he said. “I really do. Even if it takes the rest of my life to prove it.”

There was no cockiness left in him. No pride. Just something raw and honest sitting in his chest, waiting for your answer.

Your hand found his wrist and gently pushed it away from your face.

“I want to believe you,” you said, your voice trembling despite your effort to keep it steady. “But I don’t trust you.”

This time, you wiped your own tears away. He didn’t try to stop you.

“I felt used and stupid” you admitted, the word sticking in your throat. “Because of you.”

His expression shifted immediately, something wounded flashing across his face. “I never used you,” he said quickly. “And you’re not stupid.”

“But that’s how I felt.”

That landed. Hard.

It knocked the air from his lungs because he knew it was true. It didn’t matter what he meant. It mattered what you felt.

And he had done that.

He had let you fall for him while knowing how it started. He had kept that piece of truth tucked away because it was easier.

“Please,” he said quietly now. “Give me the chance to replace that feeling.”

He looked wrecked. Not dramatic. Not performative. Just… worn down. Like someone who hadn’t been sleeping properly. Like a man who knew he had messed up something precious and was terrified of losing it. His shoulders weren’t squared the way they usually were. His confidence wasn’t sitting on him the same.

“I’m scared, Suguru,” you admitted, your voice softer now. “I don’t ever want to feel like that again.”

His jaw tightened. “Then I won’t give you a reason to,” he said, almost immediately.

His hand rose slowly, carefully, giving you enough time to pull away if you wanted to. When you didn’t, his fingers slipped gently beneath your chin, tilting your face up just slightly. So gentle.

“Please,” he murmured. “Let me prove it.” There was no arrogance in him now. No ego. Just hope. And for the first time in weeks, you smiled at him. Small. Fragile. But real. The tight, suffocating feeling in his chest loosened instantly, like something had finally unclenched.

“I really don’t know what to do with you,” you said with a shaky chuckle, another tear slipping free. The sound of your laugh — even broken like that — made warmth spread through him. That faint sparkle in your eyes, the one he’d been missing for a month, flickered back to life.

And he realized he would spend the rest of his life protecting that sparkle if you let him. “Don’t make me regret this,” you whispered as you wrapped your arms around him.

For a second he just stood there, stunned. Then his arms came around you — firm, almost desperate — pulling you into his chest like he had been holding that hug in for weeks. His warmth surrounded you again, familiar and grounding, and something inside you finally unclenched.

He exhaled into your hair. When he pulled back, it was only enough to look at you. Your eyes met his. You rose onto your toes slowly, giving him more than enough time to move away if he wanted to. Instead, he stayed completely still.

You pressed the smallest kiss to his lips. Barely there. Soft. Careful.

It had been a month, but it felt like relearning something delicate. Testing if you still fit each other.

His breath hitched almost imperceptibly.

One of his hands came up to cradle your cheek, not guiding you, not pulling you closer — just resting there. Letting you know he wasn’t taking control this time.

You were. You kissed him again. Still soft. Still unsure. Like the two of you were introducing yourselves all over again.

When you tugged him gently inside and shut the door behind you, he followed without resistance. No urgency. No hunger.

Just closeness.

Your lips met his once more — slow, polite, almost shy. There was no claiming in it. No desperation.

Just warmth.

He pulled back slightly, his forehead resting against yours, his breath warm against your skin. For a moment neither of you moved. It felt fragile — like one wrong step could undo the careful rebuilding of the past month.

You kissed him again. Soft. Intentional.

He followed your lead immediately, matching your pace, letting you set the rhythm. There was no urgency in him, no greedy pull of his hands. Just patience. Every time you shifted closer, he responded. Every time you slowed, he did too.

He wanted you to feel it — that you were in control.

His hands rested at your waist, steady but light, as if he was afraid of holding you too tightly. When your fingers curled into the fabric of his shirt, he let out a quiet breath against your lips.

Not rushed. Not claiming. Just there.

You tilted your head slightly, deepening the kiss by a fraction, and he followed without hesitation, his thumb brushing gently along your side in a slow, grounding motion. He wasn’t leading. He was responding. Learning you again.

When you pulled back just slightly, he didn’t chase your lips. He stayed close, his nose brushing yours, waiting.

He let himself be guided by your movements, his mouth moving softly against yours. His hands remained at your waist, his touch light but firm, anchoring you to him.

He was almost hesitant with the way he kissed you, like he was re-learning the shape of your lips, the touch of your tongue. Every movement was deliberate, every breath synchronized.

He was letting you set the pace, following your every whim, like your body had become his compass. And as your hands tangled in his long hair, drawing him closer, he went willingly. 

Every sense was heightened — the taste of him, the way he smelled, the way he felt under your fingertips. It was intoxicating, the way he responded to your touch.

You pulled away from his lips, but only to wrap your arms around him again. Your hands slid around his neck, your cheek resting against his shoulder as if you needed to make sure he was real.

“I missed you,” he whispered, his voice low and almost disbelieving.

One hand stroked gently over your hair, slow and soothing, while the other traced absent patterns along your waist.

“Me too,” you replied softly. It was barely audible, but he heard it. He always did.

His arms tightened slightly around you, like he was afraid the words might disappear if he didn’t hold you close enough. Without rushing, he slipped one hand beneath your thigh and lifted you carefully. You instinctively wrapped your legs around him as he carried you toward your bedroom, steady and protective.

He set you down gently on the edge of the bed. Instead of climbing next to you, instead of escalating, he walked to your closet.

He pulled one of his hoodies from where it hung among your clothes and handed it to you.

“Change,” he said quietly. In his other hand were the sweatpants and shirt he’d left at your place weeks ago.

“I’ll change in the bathroom,” he added before stepping out.

When he returned, he was wearing gray sweatpants and the black shirt you loved on him— the one that made you stare a little too long whenever he wore it. The hoodie swallowed you the way it always did, sleeves falling past your hands, fabric bunching around your thighs.

You sat on the edge of the bed waiting for him.

You did actually have a date tonight.

But you hadn’t been excited about it. Not really. Shoko had pushed you to try. To move on. To protect yourself. But your thoughts stayed on Suguru.

And here you were, listening to Suguru like it was second nature. He placed his folded clothes neatly on your desk before turning back to you. Then, instead of climbing into bed, he knelt in front of you. Right at your feet.

His head rested gently against your knee.

“Wanna be with you today,” he said quietly. “Forget that date please. I just want it to be me and you.”

Your fingers slipped into his hair, guiding his face up slightly. Your thumb brushed over his cheek.

“Please don’t go,” he added, looking up at you — eyes soft, vulnerable in a way he rarely allowed anyone to see.

“I won’t,” you said. You leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to his lips — slow, certain.

Then you tugged at his hands, pulling him up with you. He let himself fall back onto you– his arms keeping from crushing you, both of you landing in a quiet tangle of limbs and fabric.

He pulled the blankets over you instinctively, wrapping them around the two of you like a shield from the outside world. For the first time in weeks, there was no tension. No fear. Just warmth. He held you close, your head tucked beneath his chin, your legs tangled together.

His heart felt full — steady, content. And this time, he wasn’t going anywhere.

The rest of the day blurred into something warm and quiet. You stayed in bed far longer than either of you meant to. At some point your phone buzzed again — the date calling, then texting, asking where you were.

Suguru reached over without hesitation, glanced at the screen, and blocked the number before you could even respond.

You blinked at him. “What?” he muttered defensively. “He doesn’t need an explanation.”

You rolled your eyes but didn’t argue.

Eventually you crawled out of bed, but Suguru followed immediately — wrapping himself around you and following behind you like an oversized puppy. you complained half-heartedly as you tried to move toward the kitchen.

“And yet you’re not pushing me away,” he replied, his chin resting on your shoulder.

You ended up making dinner while he hovered behind you, arms loosely around your waist, occasionally pressing a kiss to your shoulder or cheek. It wasn’t possessive. It wasn’t heated.

It felt like he was afraid that if he let go for too long, the moment might disappear.

You ate at the small table in your kitchen, talking about mundane things — a professor’s weird habit, something stupid Satoru had said, a cat you saw earlier that week.

Halfway through a show on the couch, you noticed Suguru wasn’t even watching.

He was watching you.

When you caught him staring, he didn’t look away.

You fell asleep curled into him, his arm firm around your waist, your legs tangled together. The television kept playing long after neither of you were awake.

Morning light filtered through the blinds, casting soft stripes across the room. The TV screen displayed a quiet, glowing message:

Are you still watching?

Suguru was breathing steadily behind you, his chest rising and falling against your back.

You tried to gently shift out of his hold, wanting to brush your teeth and freshen up before he woke. His grip tightened instinctively. “Don’t go,” he murmured, still half asleep, his face nuzzling into your shoulder.

“I’m just going to the bathroom,” you whispered. He groaned softly but loosened his arms.

A few minutes later, as you stood at the sink, toothbrush in hand, you caught movement in the mirror.

Suguru was leaning in the doorway, hair messy, eyes still heavy with sleep.

He walked over without saying anything and reached for his toothbrush — still sitting in the cup beside yours.

He paused briefly, almost surprised it was still there. You hadn’t thrown it away. He didn’t comment on it. He just started brushing his teeth next to you.

The bathroom was quiet except for the soft sound of running water and the hum of the light above you. It felt strangely intimate — domestic in a way that didn’t require effort.

When you finished and set your toothbrush down, he immediately stepped closer again.

His front pressed gently against your back, arms slipping around your waist.

He rested his chin on your shoulder, eyes half closed.

You could feel it now, his hard-on pressing against your ass. He left a small kiss on your shoulder, before turning your chin gently to meet his gaze in the mirror. His eyes held yours, full of quiet intensity. "Tell me if you want me to stop," he whispered, voice low and earnest, giving you the space to breathe, to choose.

But you didn't want to stop. You leaned into him, your head tilted to his and he captured your lips in a deep kiss. 

His hands slid up your sides, turning you around when he broke away for a second. He lifted you effortlessly onto the bathroom sink counter, the cool porcelain a sharp contrast to the heat of his body. Your legs parted instinctively, the kiss growing hungrier, tongues sliding together in slow, languid strokes.

His palms roamed your body without a word, one hand cupping your breast, thumb circling your nipple until it peaked under his touch. The other hand traced the curve of your hip, dipping lower to squeeze your thigh, pulling you flush against him. You arched into his caresses, fingers threading through his long hair, tugging lightly as his mouth trailed from your lips to your jaw, nipping softly. He kneaded your ass, grinding his erection against you through the fabric, the friction building a delicious ache. Your breaths mingled, heavy and uneven, bodies pressing and shifting in a wordless dance of rediscovery, his touches tender yet possessive, mapping every inch like he was afraid you'd vanish.

Finally, he broke the kiss just enough to scoop you up again, carrying you from the bathroom to the bed with ease. He laid you down gently on the soft sheets, his eyes never leaving yours as he hovered above. 

Starting at your collarbone, he pressed a feather-light kiss there. He moved to your nipple, taking it into his mouth with a gentle suck, tongue flicking over the sensitive bud until you gasped, his mouth ghosted wet kisses across your stomach, each one a promise, leaving a trail of heat.

His hand was already between your thighs, fingers finding your clit with unerring accuracy. He rubbed slow circles at first, coaxing slickness from you, before dipping lower to tease your entrance. 

Then his head followed, settling between your legs. He licked a broad stripe up your folds, groaning against you as if savoring the taste. "You're so gorgeous," he murmured, voice muffled but fervent, before diving in fully—tongue lapping at your clit with frantic urgency, sucking gently as his fingers slid inside, curling to stroke that perfect spot.

"Missed you so much," he breathed between licks, the vibrations humming through you. His free hand gripped your hip, holding you steady as you writhed. "Never letting go of you again." 

He sucked harder onto your clit, tongue swirling, drawing whimpers from your throat. "So sweet," he praised, fingers thrusting deeper, faster. "Let me spoil you—let me make it all better." The words spilled out in a rush. His mouth working you relentlessly until the pleasure washed over you, your body tensing and releasing in shuddering waves. 

“Sugu” A soft cry on your lips.

He crawled back up, lips glistening, and kissed you deeply. You didn't care about the taste of yourself on his tongue—it was intimate, raw, a shared secret that made your heart swell. 

Your arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him closer as he positioned himself, the blunt head of his cock nudging at your entrance. He pushed in slowly, inch by inch, stretching you open with a delicious burn that turned to fullness. You moaned into his mouth, and he swallowed it, kissing you through the initial thrust, his hips rolling in a steady rhythm.

It was all soft moans and heavy breathing now, the room filled with the quiet sounds of skin meeting skin. He braced on his forearms, gazing down at you with eyes full of adoration, thrusts deep and unhurried, grinding against your clit with each pass. "My sweet girl," he whispered against your lips,

 voice breaking with emotion. "I love you." He kissed your forehead, your cheeks blushing with each declaration. "I'm so in love with you." His pace quickened, but it stayed tender, loving. 

"I'm all yours—always." He said through panting. You clung to him, nails digging into his back. Lost in the connection, the way he filled you completely, body and soul.

A few tears slipped from your eyes, A mix of overwhelming joy and the relief of being wanted so fiercely. 

He noticed immediately, pausing to kiss them away, his lips soft on your damp cheeks. "I've got you." he murmured, nuzzling your nose with his

He shifted then, pulling back from your face to grab your leg, lifting it gently. He pressed a kiss to your calf, eyes locked on yours, before draping it over his shoulder. The new angle let him sink deeper, his cock hitting that spot inside you with every thrust, drawing gasps from you both. 

The pleasure coiling tighter with each shared breath, each whispered endearment. Your walls fluttered around him, and he felt it, hips stuttering as he chased the edge with you. "Come with me," he breathed, voice husky, and you did—climax crashing over you in sweet, rolling waves, your body arching into his.

He followed right after, spilling deep inside with a muffled groan against your neck, holding you close as tremors shook you both. 

His arms wrapping around you, peppering your face with lazy kisses as you came down, murmuring how much he loved you.

He stayed buried inside you for a moment longer, his chest heaving against yours in rhythm with your slowing breaths. His weight was a comforting anchor.

He lifted his head just enough to gaze into your eyes, a soft smile curving his lips. “So proud of you,” he whispered. He brushed a damp strand of hair from your forehead with his thumb, then leaned down to press a lingering kiss to your temple.

Slowly, he eased out of you. “You did so well for me,” he murmured, his lips finding the shell of your ear. “My perfect girl.”

You melted into his touch, the praise wrapping around you warmer than the sheets tangled at your feet. He left you for a short while to come out of the bathroom with a warm damp towel. 

With deliberate care, he began wiping you down, starting at your neck where sweat glistened on your skin. The cloth glided over your collarbone, tracing the swell of your breasts, circling each nipple until they pebbled again under the gentle friction. He paused to kiss the spot he'd just cleaned.

The cloth pressing tenderly between your thighs. Mindful of your sensitivity, his free arm holding you steady. “Look at you,” he said softly, eyes dark with lingering heat but softened by love.

“Still so beautiful, even after I wrecked you.” He kissed your shoulder, then your arm, working his way down to your wrist.

He tossed the cloth aside and gathered you closer, pulling the rumpled sheets over both of you. His body molded to yours from behind now, spooning you perfectly, one arm draped over your waist while the other pillowed your head. He nuzzled into your hair, inhaling deeply.

Your eyelids grew heavy under the weight of his warmth, the steady rise and fall of his chest lulling you. His hand splayed possessively over your stomach, fingers tracing lazy circles as sleep crept in. You drifted off, limbs entwined, hearts beating in sync—the world reduced to this moment.

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Suguru was waiting outside your lecture hall again. He still insisted on walking you everywhere. To class. To the café. Back home. Today, though, he didn’t turn toward your apartment. He turned toward the frat. You glanced at him but didn’t question it. He held your hand the whole way up the stairs, a little quieter than usual.

When you reached his room, he opened the door and then turned to you with a strange expression — somewhere between excited and terrified. “Stay here,” he said. “And close your eyes.”

You raised a brow. “Suguru—”

“Please.”

You sighed dramatically but shut your eyes anyway. You heard him moving around. Something fell over. A soft curse. Then the sound of plastic rustling. “Okay,” he said, a little breathless. “Open.”

You opened your eyes.

He was standing there holding a huge Chococat plushie and a bouquet of your favorite flowers. The plushie had a small tag tied around its neck.

You took a step closer, reading it.

Will you be my girlfriend?

Your lips parted in surprise before you let out a soft giggle.

“Sugu…”

You took the plushie from him first, then the bouquet. He looked almost painfully nervous — hands hovering like he didn’t know what to do with them.

It had only been a couple of months since you’d started seeing him again. Officially unofficial. Rebuilding. Healing.

And even though your anxiety had lingered in the beginning, even though some nights you still remembered the hurt — the way he treated you now didn’t feel like strategy. It felt like certainty. He looked at you like you were the only person in the room. Like you were the only person.

“Well?” he asked, trying to play it cool and failing miserably. You stepped forward, your hand sliding up to rest against the side of his neck. Instead of answering, you kissed him. Slow at first. Then a little deeper. When you pulled back, his eyes were wide.

“Is that a yes?” he asked, a nervous laugh slipping out. You nodded eagerly. Relief washed over his face so fast it was almost funny. He let out a breath he’d clearly been holding for the last thirty seconds — maybe the last month.

“You bought Chococat because I said you reminded me of him?” you teased, hugging the plush to your chest.

He nodded immediately.

“You said I had the same energy,” he defended. “You do,” you giggled.

He didn’t waste another second. He wrapped his arms around you, lifted you clean off the floor, and spun you around like he couldn’t contain himself.

“You’re officially my girlfriend,” he said, grinning like an idiot.

You laughed, clinging to him.

He set you down only to cup your face and press a firm, happy kiss to your lips.

“Won’t be long until you’re my wife,” he added, half-joking, half-not. You rolled your eyes but couldn’t hide your smile.

it didn't start off that bad at first, just the muffled bangs of the headboard against the wall. you managed to ignore it, continued yapping to suguru, although your eyes drifted for a moment to where the noises came from.

but it didn't take long before you heard the muted moans on top of the bangs, which got progressively louder. and louder. until it became impossible to ignore.

you looked around your room for something, you didn't know what for, an excuse maybe, just anything that could cut through the sheer awkwardness you currently drowned in. your words became mumbles, and suguru watched you intently as you became more and more flustered with each porn worthy moan coming from the floor above.

"hey, don't you want to eat something? i'm gonna go bring some snack–" your words came out more composed than you'd thought, already lifting yourself off the couch when suguru grabbed you by your wrist to pull you back down.

he saw right through you.

of course he would. he knows you better than anyone, has been there for you every time you needed him since 8th grade, and you've been best friends ever since. he knows that, you both do.

but seeing him grow from the boy you once knew into the undoubtedly handsome man he currently is did something to you.

"i'm all good here, already got everything i need," suguru said sweetly, almost too sweet, his intense gaze making it a bit more difficult to breathe.

he was talking about the half-eaten bag of chips on the table... right?

your body tightened as he extended his arm on the frame of the couch, barely grazing the nape of your neck. your eyes were set on the tv in front of you, not daring to look elsewhere, although you could still feel his eyes on you.

this was having too much of an effect on you. you felt exposed, and he knew it too. you shouldn't feel like this, the heat creeping up on your face as you fidgeted nervously with the hem of your shorts, the moans still echoing through the thin walls.

"wanna bet i can make you scream even louder?"

"w–what?" your eyes widened, did you hear him right?

"do you?" suguru purred, seemingly unbothered.

your lips parted, but no words were coming out.

"strip," he ordered.

as if hypnotised, you did as you were told, quickly pulling off your shorts and top. when you went to peel off your already damp underwear, suguru stopped you.

"leave those on," he said, his amethyst eyes not leaving yours.

he padded his hand against the cushion, signaling you to sit down, and you followed without a second thought.

you plopped yourself next to him, maybe not close enough to his liking, seeing as he had pulled you in, the hand that was formerly resting behind you on the backrest now found its way around your neck. not squeezing, just feeling you, feeling your quickened pulse.

your faces were only centimetres apart by now, close enough to notice the slight hitch in your breath as he leaned in.

"you've been waiting for this for as long as i have, haven't you?" suguru's breath lingered on your lips as he spoke, lowly, but demanding an answer nonetheless.

"yes," you replied, just above a whisper.

"good girl," suguru praised, a faint smirk tugging at his lips before his mouth crashed onto yours.

you whimpered into the kiss, all of your thoughts immediately melting away the moment you felt his tongue slip past your lips. your heart pummelled in your chest as you felt his fingers dig deeper into the sensitive skin on your neck.

his lips are softer than you've imagined, his kiss languid, yet feeling as if he claimed you right there and then. you hum against his mouth as you felt his hand slip down in between your legs, the heat in your belly pooling by now.

his slender fingers traced over your slit over the damp fabric of your panties, feeling the wetness soaking them. he applied more pressure as he reached your clit, moving in teasing circles over it.

"suguru," you whimpered into his mouth, the walls of your cunt clenching around nothing, begging to be filled.

"what do you need, sweetheart?" suguru asked, a string of spit connected to your lips as he pulled away to talk.

"need yo–" you didn't get to finish before he pulled your panties to the side and plunged in two fingers, slipping right in your dripping cunt and making you lock your hands at the base of his hair.

"yeah? you wanna cum on my fingers?" you could only moan in response as be leaned back in, the kiss growing sloppier as his digits curled inside you.

you quickly turned into a squirming mess, pussy leaking a small puddle down his fingers as they drove in and out of you, hitting every spot you never could, even late at night when you laid in your bed with him in your mind as you fingered yourself pathetically.

little did you know he was doing the same thing. going back to his place after every hangout, and stroking his cock raw to the thought of you. enveloped by pleasure, but eaten alive by the guilt of jerking off to his best friend.

you could hear the movements of his fingers as they thrusted into your hole, the wetness soaking them. your body folded against him when he pressed his palm against your clit while simultaneously finger fucking you. you shuddered, legs shaking as you came on his digits.

you laid limp against him, whimpering, as his pace began to slow down. your head was resting into the nape of his neck, your staggered breath warming his skin.

"you did so well," suguru spoke, cupping your face and giving you a gentle kiss on your lips. "but i'm gonna need a little more from you."

you only looked at him, gaze already clouded.

"now bend over for me," he only smiled, bringing the same fingers he used to fuck you to his mouth, and sucked them clean.

"mmhm, atta girl," your slick was sweet on his tongue, a flavour he's been craving for a long time. his eyes followed you as you plopped your knees into the cushion and held onto the backrest for support.

he got on his knees on the ground, his face only centimetres away from your dripping cunt. your thighs sticky with slick and still trembling lightly. a sight he's been dreaming of.

your eyes were still glassy from the intensity of your previous high, eyebrows knit together as you looked back at him, your gaze pleading.

"s' all for me, pretty girl?" suguru murmured, the heat of your pussy lingering on his face, the aroma filling his senses.

"all for you, sugu," his dick twitched at the nickname, although you've called him that before, right now it feels vulgar.

his cock hurt by now because of how hard he was, years of waiting for a taste of you, bottled up until this very moment. every nerve in his body told him to just push your head into a pillow and fuck you until all you knew was his name, but no, he wanted to savour this.

his hands settle on the fat of your ass, gripping lightly as he dives in. you feel his tongue travel up the slit of your pussy, relishing in your taste.

"mmphh– fuck!" you gasp, already sensitive from his fingers earlier.

he groans against your pussy, tongue dipping in deeper between your folds, lips wrapping on your hole as he slurps on the sweet juices leaking out from your hole.

"that's it, sweetheart, soak my face," suguru mumbled into your cunt, swallowing the creamy mess on his tongue.

you moaned at the sound of his voice, hands gripping onto the couch as you felt his hot muscle thrusting into your soppy hole, wet and desperate.

"sweeter than i ever could've imagined...," he brought one hand to your pussy to open up your folds, pulling them apart gently, and spat on it. you jolted in response, the combination of saliva and slick dripping down your legs.

"suguru– please," you whined, unconsciously arching your back in his face.

hearing you say his name and pleading made him go livid. his hand found your clit in response, fingers applying uniform pressure in rough circles– demanding a reaction from you.

"oh my– ah, y–yes," you babbled incoherently, thighs beginning to shake as he gripped onto your ass harder, pulling a whine out of you.

slick was dripping down his wrist and chin as he made out with your cunt, dragging his tongue in your hole like a starved man. the pads of his fingers moved at an agonising speed over your throbbing clit, your moans getting filthier, louder.

"fuckfuckfuckfuck– please, 'm so– close!" you hiccuped, making him hum into your pussy. your sweet begs were music to his ears, and although he would've liked hearing them more, he needed to feel you finish on his face just as much as you did.

he replaced his hand with his lips, suctioning them around your pulsing clit as he pushed in one finger, curling it inside you and hitting your g-spot immediately. you were seeing stars by now, and suguru's only objective was to make you scream his name.

his tongue flicked at your clit as he sucked on it, continuously pumping his fingers inside your velvet walls. before long, you came with a guttural scream, your body tense as you dug your fingers in the pillows, leaking all over suguru's face.

his cock throbbed in his pants as he lapped at the juices oozing out of your cunt, swallowing everything without missing a single drop.

"ahh–," you whined, clenching around his finger as he slowly dragged it out, leaving your hole empty, and weeping.

"you okay, pretty?" suguru asked, his voice attentive as he brought a hand to your back, caressing over your spine.

"y–yeah, i'm fine," you breathed out, legs still weak and wobbling as you tried to stand up.

"good," he replied, now standing up on his feet behind you. in one sleek move, he slipped off his t-shirt, wiping the mess on his face with it.

"easy there, let me help you," suguru said lowly, wrapping his arms around your ribcage to steady you.

he pressed a gentle kiss on the top of your head, the warmth of his bare skin against yours sending shivers throughout your body.

his lips dragged lower, pressing open-mouthed kisses behind your ear, below it, until reaching your jaw and neck. you moved your head to the side permissively, allowing him more space.

"suguru...ah–!' you whispered his name, your eyes falling shut when he sucked sharply on your sensitive skin, surely leaving a hickey by tomorrow.

with him still standing behind you, he led you to walk forward a few steps, his eyes locking onto the full body mirror you had hung on the wall. so thoughtful of you.

his patience frayed around the edges as he slipped off his pants, letting his hard length slap against his stomach, the beading at the tip leaking over his defined abs.

suguru pressed his body against yours, the size of him making you gasp at the contact with your ass. firm hands had travelled over your tits, pulling a whimper from your lips as he squeezed at them.

"mmphh," you whimpered, a glob of warm spit falling from his lips and onto the small of your back, leaking down to your ass. his hips had started moving back and forth slowly, his dick sliding between your lubricated ass cheeks, teasing you.

suguru's arms tightened around you, keeping you upright against his chest, his body heat leaking over to yours.

he angled his hips better, making his dick slip in between your thighs, thrusting just below your pussy lips. your cunt was slobbering all over him, resulting in him groaning into your ear, his restraint chipping away more every second.

"suguru, please– fuck me," you blubbered, your voice weak, as overstimulation began to take over you. the crest of his cockhead nudged your clit with every painfully slow thrust, your knees getting more unsteady as he grazed over your pussy.

"such a greedy girl, came twice already, and you still need more?" you could feel his smirk against your skin as he spoke, lips against your neck, inhaling your scent.

"need you inside," you breathed out, the overwhelming need for him filled your senses, wishing all you felt was him.

"bet all those boy-toys that you had couldn't even make you cum, could they?" suguru purred, and your silence was enough of an answer.

"but don't worry... i'll give this sweet pussy what she really deserves," he whispered, the vibrations of his lips against your ear sending shivers down your neck.

suguru tucked your arms underneath his, keeping you secured against him, while his foot slid in between yours, pushing your legs apart.

"ahh–" you screamed, your eyes squeezing shut when he pushed in, the air in your lungs getting knocked out as he filled you to the brim in one brutal thrust.

"mmnghh–too big!" your words came out like a shriek, legs already shaking as your weeping pussy tried adjusting to his size, the heated sensation of your walls stretching around him making tears gather at your lash line.

your mouth fell agape, your mind in a haze as suguru's hand crept up around your neck, squeezing lightly around the sides.

"look at yourself... look at yourself while you're sobbing on my cock," his grip on your throat tightened, the lack of oxygen making everything feel floaty.

you opened your eyes on command, only to see your full length mirror staring right back at you, reflecting the tear streaks down your cheeks, your legs quivering as he splits you open on his cock.

your skin is buzzing under his touch, strong hands gripping you close to him so you don't collapse. your dripping walls clench around him, earning you a low moan from suguru.

you feel him so deep it snatches away your breath– cockhead hitting that sweet spot inside you with every practiced thrust, shoving it in until your eyes roll back.

your vision is cloudy, drool is spilling out the corner of your lips as he pounds into you mercilessly. if you had anymore coherent thoughts in your little head, they would've been quickly fucked out by suguru.

"where did my sweet girl go, huh? too fucked out?" suguru's honey dipped voice pulled you out of your trace-like state.

" 'm here– sugu," you mumbled, your back bending against him in a delicious arch.

"you can take it, can't you? doing so well already," he praised falsely, slowing down his pace.

"u–uh–uh," you tried agreeing, no coherent words coming out of your mouth. that just made him wonder how far he can push your limits before you break.

his hands slipped away from around you, leaving your neck bare and with nothing to support your weakened form. your hands slapped against the cold glass of the mirror in front of you, feet gripping desperately to the ground in order to stabilise yourself.

you leaned forward, the warmth of your palms leaving soft streaks along the reflective surface. suguru's hands had found their way on your hips now, digging into your supple skin when he slammed into you again.

"fuck, y–yes!" your voice came out shattered by the newfound angle, your greedy pussy swallowing up every inch of him as the wet slaps of skin to skin echoed throughout the room.

"there she isss," suguru mused, eyeing your fucked out reflection in the mirror, "let them hear you, sweetheart."

"haahh– so, deep," you meweld, his cock twitching inside you at the sound.

muttering curses under his breath, his hand tightened on your hip, while the other snaked its way into your messy hair, tugging lightly at the root.

your flushed cheek was pressed into the mirror, the glass fogging as your breathing became more and more broken.

your walls fluttered around him, pussy squeezing him tight as hips pistoned into yours, making his breath run ragged, and his balls tighten when they slapped against your clit with each thrust.

the burning, familiar feeling is building up in your abdomen again, twisting at your insides as you sobbed suguru's name, the feeling of his cock dragging through your folds making you feel high, fingers knotting deeper into your hair.

"nghh–'m, so close," you announced, your voice broken.

"shit–gonna fill you up and make you mine, sweetheart," his voice wavered, hips slamming deep into yours.

his words sent tremors through your body, and you came around his cock with a strangled moan, your orgasm tore through you, cruel and violent.

"haah–," suguru followed soon after, feeling your cunt clench around him, shooting ropes of white hot cum inside your womb, stilling his hips deep inside you, making sure nothing leaked out.

you whimpered when you felt his cock twitch inside of you, knees buckling as you slowly came down from your high.

his warm, sticky cum mixed with yours slowly seeped out of your hole when he pulled out, trickling down your inner thighs until it pooled around your ankles.

suguru held you from underneath your arms, your body melting into him like putty as he led you onto the couch, helping you sit down. you could almost see the imaginary stars floating above your head in a circle, and something tells you, you weren't gonna walk tomorrow.

he quickly went to bring you a towel, and by the time he came back, you could hear the warm water running from the bathroom, probably filling the tub.

suguru crouched down in front of you, his hands softer than ever as he leaned in, cradling your head and pressing a light kiss to your forehead– and another to your nose, and another to your lips, one that felt sweeter than any other candy.