Silly lil guy (girl)

Hiiiii I'm Ben, I'm 22 and a femme non-binary lesbian creature (any/all) and I really like very loud music. If you like rock or techno please follow so I can share dumb music and mixes I create

Ppl say I'm really nice ig idk just don't be rude, albeist or any kind of phobic and ill be ur friend. Be warned I do share a lot of shitty memes on this account and/or have a whinge about how shite the world is

My hobbies at the minute (although I work full time so I suck at them) is mainly stuff like DJ'ing, raves, learning to draw, being gay, running, being stressed, hiking/camping with my gang, being gay again and video games. Former space nerd, now just gay and burnt out from the haters (capitalism)...

If you wanna find my original posts I use #ben moments vol alpha.

I love it when things which happened months ago gets dragged up again and again and blown massively out of proportion, There is nothing new to discuss. No reason to keep opening old wounds.

I had wanted to post something like this for a while now to set the record straight, to at least offer an alternative to the nasty stuff said about me.

Nothing of the awful stuff that was said about me was true, for those who know. I tried to have tact when i realised things aren't working. I was honest, I explained that I didn't see a future together. I did not end things because I found someone else. That was never true and some of the nasty stuff which was said about me is really quite awful and all of you bandwagoners should be fucking ashamed of yourselves, speaking about things that aren't your business, that you have NO context for outside of something which was said.

My latest set.

Part of me knows that this is the end for me living at home, and I'm terrified of that fact. I don't make enough to move out because of this shithole of an economic system

I miss the honeymoon phase where I felt happy on E and nobody could tell, least of all him.

Cant wait for 2025 to be over, simultaneously the best and hardest year of my life. Got depressed, got on E, graduated, got a car, got a gf after dating people, broke my hand and had a few mental breakdowns.

To my followers, thank you for everything. There are more things I would like to explain about what happened this year but I'd rather leave that buried.

I know now at least where i went wrong and where i need to improve.

I'll consider posting my mixes and stuff again, been putting it off though.

Here's some pics of me and stuff i saw this year ig

Life is pretty good atm. I kind of got over a lot of stuff that happened over the summer, some bits good, some bad, and now I'm doing pretty OK for myself. I have a car now, which is working wonders for my mental health (thanks carbrained ireland I really love you mwah).

Got over some body image things also, I guess that's to be expected with transitioning but it was pretty bad at points.

I'm still doing the djing, not as often these days but I do the occasional set when there's a house party, etc.

I have the support of my wonderful girlfriend who I am eternally grateful for.

Bonus pics of my plushies:

You get the understanding and life experience of being trans, the absolute joy of being a transbian but also the nightmare that is dealing with parents, feeling inferior to your partner, dysphoria, and potentially being at completely different stages in your transition.

Idc though I still love her so much and she gives me so much strength on a daily basis to keep going. Before I met her I was just so lost, without any goals or anything to look forwards to. Now everything I do, I do for her.