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[ this is Ophelia's blog and its entirely dedicated to Felix. this blog can also not be seen by anyone but Felix.
I am adult, decently past the age of 21 and so is Ophelia. there may be questionable themes and some adult themes, though I will try to keep deeply NSFT stuff off this blog. if you wish to block the tag for NSFT stuff, its [ #dirty thoughts ].
follow at your own risk (18+). ]
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Itβs okay if your love language is βplease donβt leave when it gets hardβ Not everyone speaks it fluently, and that doesnβt make it any less valuable.
You look gorgeous through the hidden camera I put in your room
the urge to have a toxic, mutually obsessive relationship & a pure, gentle, loving relationship at the same time
reply.
you won't have to live a life without me, you don't need to pretend otherwise and I'd never want you to do that anyway. I want to, need to know that you need me the same way that I need you too.
why would I ever reject you, reject your feelings for me? why would I care if its disgusting, or more so in a way that is negative? I love you, I want you, I need you. you can be disgusting, be pathetic.
if the way YOU feel is too much, then my intensity must be totally unacceptable. am I suffocating you because of how much I love you? is my possessiveness and obsessiveness too overbearing? do you find me disgusting? pathetic? for wanting you to myself, for needing you?
if it was too much for me, you'd know. I'd say. because I haven't, that means it is okay. that I want it.
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do you ever get secondhand happiness? like someone is happy so you're happy because they're happy
god, you're the fucking cutest puppy ever.. I hope you know that.
but you're right, it should be me and it only ever should be me. no one should ever get to reach that deep inside you and fill you full like I do, only I should get to make you take it like that.
I really, really wanna bite you now and hold you down and squeeze myself as close as possible to you and keep you full even after.
well. it does make me very happy you think so.
ugh.. god. i hope you know what you're doing to me right now. i'm so needy and i can tell i'm soaked even without checking..
please. please bite me. please fill me. give me another reason to feel good about being born with this body.
I know so cause you're my cute puppy. π
you're not the only one, baby.. trust me. I keep clenching my thighs cause I can feel how soaked I am and now I'm squirming in my chair. I'm supposed to be streaming and playing games with the boys but.
tomorrow. I'm gonna bite you, at least. even if we're not still feeling this, I wanna feel my teeth in you as I sit in your lap and hold you.
you're perfect, you're body is perfect. even when you want to have it be a little different, even when you find you want a small change.
you're perfect and I love you. π€
believe it or not i do actually like the idea of being bred.
but i don't want to reblog too many things about it to that blog because.. it should be you. it should be you pressing yourself deep inside of me. you pinning me down. you giving me no choice but taking it when you cum inside me. it should only be you.
god, you're the fucking cutest puppy ever.. I hope you know that.
but you're right, it should be me and it only ever should be me. no one should ever get to reach that deep inside you and fill you full like I do, only I should get to make you take it like that.
I really, really wanna bite you now and hold you down and squeeze myself as close as possible to you and keep you full even after.
I've never wanted something as badly as I want you. You are so beautiful, so perfect, so kind and compassionate that nobody else compares. I try to come up with comparisons and yet my mind is blank, letting me remember that nobody makes me feel the way you do. You are one of a kind, my love, and I must have you.
I know you are. and I like that you are. but I know thats entirely a selfish, unfair thing..
you can tie my down sometimes but, not always. I do have other people I wanna see, thats true. but I'll always come back to see you. after all, you're one of those people I wanna see too, y'know?
you needed me this week and I was worried about you, I didn't want you to be left alone in a new situation that you're adjusting to still. I wanted to be the comfort you could latch onto in the uncertainty.
i want you to need me cause I need you too, I want you to choke on it. I want to suffocate on it and I want you to suffocate me with it. I want you to miss me so much it hurts, I want you to know I feel the same.
I want you to need me so bad that the moment I'm in your space, your hands reach for me immediately and your body is on mine like a magnet. I want to be wanted. I want you just the same.
but I don't want you to Really suffer.. I wanna give you more to calm down when I can't be there, whatever you want I'll give you.
please don't apologize, baby. I'm already sick, but not of you. I love you so much, I really do.
i can't hel p ubt love your selfishness with me. even if it's prboably bad for me sometimes. i wan tyou to b e selfish. i want you to wan tme so badly you won' tshare me with anyone.
i know. i know and i love you and it makes me feel so happy knowing you care about me tha tmuch. i know because of how yuo treat me that it's real care. tha t you really mean it when you say that i'm special to you.
i absolultely absolutely do. i miss you so much it hurts and its' only been a few hours. it's patheti c. i'm apthetic for you and id on't think i can be any other way.
i need you . i need you.
to be hones t. i don't think trying to manage it is reall yworking. i think i'm still getting more desperate for you ev ery day.
you've ruined me for anyone else. the way i love anynoe else doesn't compare to what i feel for you at all .
can i just hear your voice for a few mniutes? i wont keep you for long. i just want to hear you call me babya nd tell you i love you. i think that will be enough to cal m me down..
I'm gonna be so real with you, baby.. you feeding into and loving my selfishness is what makes it so much worse with you especially, y'know? I can't be this way as intensely with anyone else, so I do get kinda scared that eventually I'm gonna do something that goes too far and learn that you don't actually like it as much as you thought.
I don't wanna end up hurting you genuinely in any kinda way.
I do care about you, a whole lot. just as much as I love you, Just as much as I feel selfish and obsessive over you, just as much as I feel the need to be possessive over you. I feel intensely for you.
I miss you too and now my chest is aching so much knowing how badly you're missing me.. just one day and I'll be with you again, but I'm so happy I've ruined you this way. I love hearing you need me. I love knowing you're desperate for me. I love that you're pathetic.
I love you. and I'm just as messy about it too.
I can call you, yes. more than a few minutes.
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i'm so dependent on you now.. you know that, right?
i don't want to make you feel tied down. i want you to see the other people who love you. so i do my best to manage it. to be my own person sometimes. and you already gave me so much time this week. i'm grateful for it.
but i need you. i need you so much it's suffocating. and some nights i try so hard but i can't make myself keep doing anything. all i can do is curl up with the clothes you gave me because smelling you helps me calm down. at least a little.
i'm sorry i 'm like this. i'm sosrryy i 'm so dependent. please dont get sic kofm e.
I know you are. and I like that you are. but I know thats entirely a selfish, unfair thing..
you can tie me down sometimes but, not always. I do have other people I wanna see, thats true. but I'll always come back to see you. after all, you're one of those people I wanna see too, y'know?
you needed me this week and I was worried about you, I didn't want you to be left alone in a new situation that you're adjusting to still. I wanted to be the comfort you could latch onto in the uncertainty.
i want you to need me cause I need you too, I want you to choke on it. I want to suffocate on it and I want you to suffocate me with it. I want you to miss me so much it hurts, I want you to know I feel the same.
I want you to need me so bad that the moment I'm in your space, your hands reach for me immediately and your body is on mine like a magnet. I want to be wanted. I want you just the same.
but I don't want you to Really suffer.. I wanna give you more to calm down when I can't be there, whatever you want I'll give you.
please don't apologize, baby. I'm already sick, but not of you. I love you so much, I really do.
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i keep telling myself i should calm down but then you disappear for five minutes and suddenly my head is full of the worst things imaginable. i start thinking maybe you found someone softer. someone easier. someone who doesnβt watch every little change in your typing style like itβs life or death. i hate how badly i need your attention. i hate how good it feels when i get it.
It's very important to have a cute house pet. A pretty darling who looks good collared, is quick to learn new tricks β how fast do you think I can get you to drop onto your knees the second I sit down and spread my legs? β and who's a good stress reliever toy.
For example, I just had a really long day and I still need to get some reading done. It'd be so much better if I had someone between my legs, nibbling, kissing and licking my inner thighs and eating me out :)
I hope you know, I can't breath. I'm making such a mess. its all your fault.. my head feels all fuzzy and dizzy.
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my tummy is so tight..
i could be gross and perverted to you too. i could hurt you more. i want to.
you should be, you shouldn't ever restrain yourself either. love me how you want to, soft or rough.
hurt me because you want to. watch me turn silver for you because you are.
i like that thought too much..
the thought of you wanting me enough to not take no for an answer. not that i'd tell you no.
i want you to pin me down. i want you to use me however you want me. you can even decide whether i'm using the bracelet or not.
after all. all of me belongs to you. any version of my body. whatever changes there are to it.. its still all yours.
and i want you to tell me that that this is only for you too. that only you get access to me anytime you want me. mark me up so much i can't move without feeling you.
i've probably thought too much about this..
at this rate, its gonna happens sooner rather than later..
I'm gonna have to do both, with the bracelet and without it. and you can have both of my forms, any of them really..
you're mine, only mine.
I want you, only I can have you like this. only I can mark you.
I love you.
