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Summary:As a single mother of a six-year-old, you decide to move out after realizing that his father, Ari Levinson, simply didn’t have you both as a priority.In the twists and turns of life, you meet Andy Barber but your job makes things complicated, especially when you work with his son and see his ex-wife several times.
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Summer was coming to end and everything was so good. You had had an amazing vacation, with little getaways to a cottage and the beach. Andy had made everything better.
Mason was now seven years old, a birthday which Ari attended but noticed the remoteness of his son. Mason was clear: "What's the point if he's leaving me later?" He was passing bills to him for the pain he was causing.
If there was one thing you didn't know, it was when Ari showed up to talk to Andy. He agreed and left the house, without telling you where he was going. He spent the rest of the day with the man's words in his head, just remembering what he said every time he looked at you or Mason.
He understood, he understood what he had told him, when one summer afternoon, after spending the whole weekend playing with Mason, and in Jacob's absence because he was on vacation with his mother, he was carrying him to bed sleepily in his arms, and upon depositing him, the boy mumbled a "Thank you daddy Andy" And he... How could he refuse what he didn't want to do? He had simply felt the bond and knew how much the child needed it, he was always warned of that. And he accepted it.
Days later, you were going with Mason who was in the shopping cart, weeks before the end of the summer. He'd eat a pack of gummies that you'd have to pay for when you got to the checkout, and obviously, it would be empty. "Can we go get Dad Andy?"
You still hadn't fully processed that one, and the truth is, it was all happening because you were afraid. Afraid that Andy would break his heart too "Mason..."
"But he lets me tell him like this" you sighed, not wanting to continue that conversation.
"We'll meet him at the house."
"Who?" a voice asked and you turned, seeing Andy standing behind you with a smile.
"Daddy Andy!" Mason stood up from the car and you went to grab him so he wouldn't fall, but Andy had already lifted him into his arms.
"Hey champ" Andy walked over to you and deposited a short kiss on your lips.
"Gross" you laughed at your son's grimace, Andy did too and tickled that belly.
"Were you guys shopping?" Mason nodded. "Can I join?"
"Only if you go for the water" Andy winked at you to make himself of the cart and walk with Mason on his arm. You sighed and soon after tracked them down again. "Yeah, we're going for Jacob tomorrow, you think? You're coming with me" Mason nodded scratching his nose.
"It's boring when Jacob isn't home" you heard Mason say as you set the things you had in your arms inside the car.
"True, you have no one to play with" Andy assured. "But you already have today to watch your movie."
"Popcorn!" yelled Mason.
Andy looked at you and you nodded "Right, I forgot about the popcorn" you assured raising your arms guiltily to turn towards the gondolas.
And in the evening, you were inside the dressing room looking for the sleeping shirt that you couldn't find. "Mason is already asleep" he announced and looked at you "What are you doing there?"
"Have you seen my sleep shirt?"
"You mean my t-shirt you wear to sleep?" you sensed his tone of amusement and turned to him. "No, but I'll figure it out for you quick" he assured removing the one he was wearing and holding it out to you. You took it but looked at him bare-chested. "What?"
"Do I look like I'll settle for leftovers?" you smiled and Andy denied it.
"Of course not" squeezing you into the closet, he moved in to deposit a kiss on your lips as he wrapped his hands around your hips. You broke away to look into his blue eyes and he returned to your lips. "Tell me tonight is our night," he asked somewhat amused.
You rolled your eyes "Lie back on the bed".
"My girl in charge, how I love it" he placed a kiss on your lips before going to do as you had ordered. And as his hands ran up and down your naked body, up and down, you felt a shiver run through your body after realizing how far you had come since you had arrived: you had found someone, you had someone worthwhile by your side, and had established a family. Daddy Andy.
Daddy Andy. Mason wasn't even waiting for Ari anymore. And the only thing that snapped you out of those thoughts, was when Andy wrapped his arms around you to move under him, turning over on the bed. "You left in the middle of sex, I don't think you came like I wanted you to. what's wrong?" he noticed something was wrong. He kissed your bare shoulder and you felt him move, but you clung to his arm.
"Don't leave" you murmured closing your eyes, feeling his cock in you. "I want... let me feel you" was stupid.
"Okay, but it would be nice if you talked to me. What's wrong?" you wiggled your hips and felt Andy's gasp as you slid up and down, onto the sheets. "Honey."
"Andy, please, just keep going."
"But you don't seem to be with your head here" he murmured.
You opened your eyes, bringing your hands up to his face "Then bring me, damn it, Andy. Come on" this one saw how your eyes pleaded and nodded.
"But then we'll talk" his mouth kissed your neck again and you moaned as he pulled out, but he moved his mouth down your stomach.
Your thoughts were erased at that moment, but Andy already knew something was wrong with you so as he finished and threw himself on the bed next to you, clinging to him, he made it clear he wanted to talk to you.
He left a few minutes in silence "Come on, tell me."
You sighed "It's just stupid."
"If you think about it too hard, it's not"
You couldn't look at him, but you settled into his body "It's Mason"
"What about him?" Andy ran a hand through your hair. "Is it because of today? Honey, I don't mind him stealing my clothes" he laughed and smiled slightly at you.
"Andy, he calls you daddy" the man stopped laughing and took a breath.
"Do you think that's wrong?"
You bit your lip, running your fingers over his bare chest as you avoided looking at him "I feel like... it's all too good and I've never had anything so stable, so every day, and I'm afraid I don't have it anymore"
This one nodded "Well I won't be good at many things, there are several things I can't be sure of, as well as swearing to you that we'll be together all our lives. I love it, but neither of us knows the future circumstances, however, I swear to you with my life, that I love Mason too. To me he is so much more than your son; I have spent months with him every day, watching him grow, and sharing moments with him. The way he took me with affection, and trust, to me, is worth everything. And despite all the things that life may involve, I assure you that there will be nothing that will not make me fight for him. As long as I am in this life, I will make sure that no one lacks anything. I decided to take care of Mason too. It's my choice, and it's not going to change in twenty years."
Your eyes completely glazed over but you were unable to look at Andy to show him that you had started to cry. "You really are making us happy, Andy" you felt his hand stop stroking your hair when he heard you cry and he brought his hand up to your face to make you look at him. "But sometimes I'm just afraid Ari will come back, break it again, feel betrayed and destabilize Mason. The process that you were a part of too. And shit, Andy. You deserve the title of father, of course, you do, I just never expected anyone to give Mason so much place in their life either" you brought your hands to your face. "My god, I love you so much Andy" you had a build-up of feelings.
Andy stirred on the bed "I haven't told you this before, but before Ari left, he asked to meet me" you pulled your hands from your face, and with tears, you looked at him confused. You sat on the bed, him still resting, but knowing he had your attention. "He was serious...and I never felt like this was good or relevant for you to know, that maybe I could keep this and handle it. Apparently, Mason talked to him before he started calling me in that way" Andy saw your lost face " I just...I don't know, in a way I think something happened with them because when I sat across from Ari he told me he was fucking hurt and didn't know what he does, did or will do with his life" he took a breath "He confessed to me that he loved you, and I think you noticed too that he never stopped, but he said it to my face. He said he loved you and Mason, but that he also knew that he hadn't seen you as happy as you were now. He said he was conscious of the fact that he was Mason's biological father, but that he had never raised him nearly as much as I had in those months" this one stirred and sat up in bed, nodding as he looked at you dumbfounded "That if...he told me that if at one point the situation got serious if it ever came to that if Mason felt confident and the feeling to put me as his father figure, he would understand. He made it clear that it was going to hurt, that it already hurt, but that even so, he knew Mason deserved that kind of family, that kind of happiness, that kind of treatment."
"Andy" you mumbled and he denied it, wanting you to let him finish.
"He asked me to take care of you, both of you, and to always remember not to do the same idiocy he did. He asked me to never turn my back on you. And... he was speaking to me with pain, but also with sincerity. At what point does one go so far as to stand in front of the current partner of the woman you started a family with to ask that? I can't assure you of anything in life, sweetheart, but I assure you that you're never going to go through loneliness like that again, Mason is never going to be alone again."
Your tears were streaming from your eyes steadily, stunned and stricken with feelings. And sitting on the bed, he let you cry making it clear that he was going to stay by your side.
.........
Three months later, you were back from shopping. The song hummed in your head. "Love?" shouted Andy from upstairs.
"It's me" you assured.
"I'll be right down" you smiled, assuming he was upstairs playing with Mason. Your phone rang and you gathered your bags together to pick up the cell phone. Your teenage patient started crying in your ear, and forgetting everything, you dropped the bags on the table and headed for the office.
Ten minutes later, you managed to calm her down and help her, still alert. But your head went spinning when you entered the kitchen. Andy was still in his work clothes, and he was tired: he'd spent the last week barely sleeping on a case, and you understood that but there he was, with dark circles under his eyes, his beard unkempt, and he wasn't even out for a run anymore, so you got up early, got coffee for him, ironed his uniform, made elaborate meals, or just made up his side of the bed. Whatever you did, he always noticed and thanked you for it, kissing your lips, your head, or caressing you whenever he could.
But this time, walking into the kitchen, you saw him totally lost and bent over. He felt you coming and sighed, looking up at you. "I was... taking out the groceries" he mumbled and took a breath. "I know I've been a little lost and full of work, but there are things I'd completely give up if you need me. Like Mason being sick, or this" Andy pulled out the pregnancy test box and you swallowed spittle, not moving. Your eyes collided with his, and he scratched his cheek "Do you really think you could be?"
"No... I didn't want you to find out like this. No, don't make a big deal out of it" you denied and he just untensed his body, dropped it sighing tiredly.
"Honey, you don't have to do any of this alone. I'm...I'm here. A little gone and tired from work, but...let's see, if you have symptoms and you believe, well, in calculations you can have about three weeks"
"Andy" you walked over to him to take the test from his hand, but he was serious and raised his arm. You looked at him in surprise, but he didn't change his seriousness.
"No. No. And no. We're a healthy couple who figure things out together. If you need anything, I'm there. If I need anything, you're there. If Mason needs something, we're both there. If Jacob needs anything, we're both there. If you have a doctor, we both have a doctor. If you have to take a pregnancy test, we'll do it together" had sounded excessive, but you had gotten his point.
"Andy, it's nothing" but even if you understood his point, you weren't going to put your pride aside. You stretched to reach for him, but Andy stretched his arm out further. "God, don't be an idiot" fear betrayed your words.
He looked at you "If you think you're pregnant?"
"I... I don't know" he raised an eyebrow, still serious. "God yes, Andy. I'm sure, now please give me that" you begged.
"How far behind are you?" he asked and you didn't speak. "Love..."
"A month" you mumbled and watched as he opened his eyes.
"A month!" his voice rose in surprise. "Let's go to the bathroom" he started walking and you followed him.
"Andy, there's Mason, stop" you mumbled following him.
"He lives here. He's going to be here forever. He's playing with his toys. Don't make excuses" he even stopped walking.
"Andy stop it."
This one turned halfway down the hall, and knowing Mason was nearby, he pointed his finger at you in a warning and serious "Regardless of what the blessed outcome is, we're going to talk" he warned you.
"Why are you treating me like you're challenging me?"
"Because you were going to hide it from me."
"I wasn't going to do that!" you spoke slapping your hands against your legs in the complaint.
"Yes, yes you were going to do that because you didn't want me to see this" Mason peeked out the door and you both turned your heads. The boy laughed as he saw his father with something in his hand and his mother complaining.
"Dad are you bothering mom?" asked Mason amused. And it had been a while since he had stopped being "Dad Andy," to just being "Dad."
Andy didn't help but smile at the boy and nodded "Yes I am" he assured, winking at him. "Go turn on the console and load up the game I'll play with you now, champ" Mason nodded with a grin and then turned the door back and you looked indignantly at Andy. He pointed at you in a warning and put his fingers to his lips so you wouldn't speak loudly, and again pointed you to the bathroom so he could go in himself.
Of course, when the kids found out they celebrated as if it was the best game they had ever won, but Andy... he just had a sparkle in his eyes that you had never seen before, and quickly his tiredness seemed to last only a moment, he was back to his normal state only happier. And how the fuck could you not be excited about that too?
He almost rolled on the hospital floor when he found out it was going to be a girl, and you really just didn't understand what his need was to go around telling everyone: he'd even come bearing gifts from people at work that you'd never met, just because he kept talking about having a girl.
Of course, that didn't help Mason and Jacob, who had even come to you with congratulations from the headmistress once you had picked them up. And what about drawings? You had a lot done.
...
"Please, we're all late in this house!" the morning's consuming despair was all over you. "Kids!" your voice boomed up the staircase.
"Come on, come on, get up!" one of your arms hugged the six-month-old baby upright, and she only looked for her father at the sound of the voice. The doorbell rang, and you walked to the door praying you wouldn't fight with the neighbor after the fact that they had been noisy late, specifically the children. However, you took a breath.
"Ari" this one blinked and made a slight smile bringing his eyes to the little girl.
"She's born already" he mumbled somewhat surprised, aware that the last time he came to your house he wasn't expecting you to be pregnant. And yet it hurt like shit and he tried not to think about it, and accept that his son was also calling Andy daddy. And now, now he was looking at you with a beautiful chubby baby girl in your arms.
"It's Saturday!" complained Mason from upstairs.
"Yeah, I know, but it's also not my fault that your school does this event" Andy quickly went downstairs. "Oh, Ari, how are you?" Andy reached over to greet him with a handshake but quickly averted his gaze as his daughter began whimpering in her mother's arms and stretching out to her father. Andy looked at her, and Ari even replied "Okay, I've got you" Andy settled his clothes as he took his daughter in his arms. "Are you both ready yet?"
"Is this a bad time?" asked Ari with a certain grimace.
"Umh no, just...it's a school event" you spoke and looked at Andy, who had his gaze on the little girl.
"Dad?" Andy heard Mason's voice and didn't turn, knowing it wasn't towards him this time. Ari averted his gaze to Mason with a big smile, forgetting about the pain he had as a kick in his chest.
"Mason" Ari watched as this one approached with a certain smile and hugged him. Sure, he was no longer the little boy running desperately, but the hug was still with love.
"Dad, I can't find my jacket" Jacob's shouted tapping his feet to make everyone look. Andy sighed.
"Jacob, those aren't the clothes I gave you" he assured "If your mother sees you in those, you know she's not going to be happy at all."
"But I can't find anything!" of course, Jacob and Mason were already at the moment of tantrums.
"Come on, let me help you" you blurted out to rush over to the boy, and halfway up the stairs, you realized you had left Ari and Andy downstairs alone, but the latter managed just fine.
"Did you come for the school day?" Mason looked at Ari.
"Uh I-" Ari stammered uncertainly and Andy spoke up : "Yeah, came for that" Ari, with his hand on Mason's shoulder, saw Andy who nodded slightly.
"Mason!" the shout of yours got the boy's attention. Andy watched the boy with a raised eyebrow.
"I'm coming, I'm coming!" the child quickly climbed the ladder.
"Yo, hum- congratulations" Ari pointed to the baby as he spoke to Andy.
"Oh thank you. Right, you didn't get to meet her" he recalled and grimaced as the baby tugged at his cheeks "It's family day...I think you should go."
"I've never been to one of those" Ari confessed and Andy grimaced.
"Don't worry, they're no fun at all" Andy felt the girl's stomach and quickly pushed her away, leaning her forward slightly. Ari looked at him and soon understood the reflexes by the time the girl vomited towards the floor. "Thank you, sweetie. Thank you" Andy murmured relieved that the little girl hadn't thrown up her second set of clothes in the span of an hour.
Andy quickly grabbed a rag to wipe the floor, ignoring the look on Ari's face who didn't even feel to move.
"We're all in" both men turned their heads to see you coming downstairs with both children. Andy smiled at you, walked over to you, and told you he had told Ari to go. You looked at him and nodded, not entirely convinced either.
"So, Mason, you're going with Ari?" you looked at Ari to confirm that. Mason looked at him and he nodded in agreement.
"If you want, I have the car out front" spoke Ari changing his plans completely.
"I want to go too!" Jacob demanded.
"No Jacob, n-" Ari quickly interrupted, looking at Andy and nodded, "If you let him, no problem" he clarified and Andy saw the look on his son's face. "Well, if Ari agrees, yes. But you behave yourself."
"So... I go to school?" asked Ari looking at you.
"Yeah, we're already out too" you assured, and Ari walked out with both kids. "Do you think that's a good idea?"
Andy shrugged and kissed your lips "Don't overthink it, honey."
"I wasn't expecting you to come today."
He shook his head and wrinkled his nose "We never really expected it" you snort and then lowered your gaze to the little girl. "Besides, Alycia is happy to feel like an only child for a few minutes" I smiled to deposit a kiss on Andy's lips.
"Shall we?"
And maybe it wasn't the best thing for Mason to have Ari's absence, but what he never lacked again was the absence of a father. Nor of a family.
And you never felt that void of loneliness ever again, happy with the family that had overshadowed your saddest days.
Thank you all of you for your love here! It was great serving here! Also, I wanna let you all know that tumblr doesn't let me comment on my own things, and the support isn't helping me at all. But I read all of you comments and I really appreciated the love
Wanna apologize for not being active at all. Tbh, in the last weeks, I realized that I caught feelings for a friend, he play with me, came to my home, kissed me, and he THROW ME like a shit because HE WAS AFRAID, and now, he def broke me so, I will be posting soon cause my mental health is like a shit
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Summary:As a single mother of a six-year-old, you decide to move out after realizing that his father, Ari Levinson, simply didn’t have you both as a priority.In the twists and turns of life, you meet Andy Barber but your job makes things complicated, especially when you work with his son and see his ex-wife several times.
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Summer was coming to end and everything was so good. You had had an amazing vacation, with little getaways to a cottage and the beach. Andy had made everything better.
Mason was now seven years old, a birthday which Ari attended but noticed the remoteness of his son. Mason was clear: "What's the point if he's leaving me later?" He was passing bills to him for the pain he was causing.
If there was one thing you didn't know, it was when Ari showed up to talk to Andy. He agreed and left the house, without telling you where he was going. He spent the rest of the day with the man's words in his head, just remembering what he said every time he looked at you or Mason.
He understood, he understood what he had told him, when one summer afternoon, after spending the whole weekend playing with Mason, and in Jacob's absence because he was on vacation with his mother, he was carrying him to bed sleepily in his arms, and upon depositing him, the boy mumbled a "Thank you daddy Andy" And he... How could he refuse what he didn't want to do? He had simply felt the bond and knew how much the child needed it, he was always warned of that. And he accepted it.
Days later, you were going with Mason who was in the shopping cart, weeks before the end of the summer. He'd eat a pack of gummies that you'd have to pay for when you got to the checkout, and obviously, it would be empty. "Can we go get Dad Andy?"
You still hadn't fully processed that one, and the truth is, it was all happening because you were afraid. Afraid that Andy would break his heart too "Mason..."
"But he lets me tell him like this" you sighed, not wanting to continue that conversation.
"We'll meet him at the house."
"Who?" a voice asked and you turned, seeing Andy standing behind you with a smile.
"Daddy Andy!" Mason stood up from the car and you went to grab him so he wouldn't fall, but Andy had already lifted him into his arms.
"Hey champ" Andy walked over to you and deposited a short kiss on your lips.
"Gross" you laughed at your son's grimace, Andy did too and tickled that belly.
"Were you guys shopping?" Mason nodded. "Can I join?"
"Only if you go for the water" Andy winked at you to make himself of the cart and walk with Mason on his arm. You sighed and soon after tracked them down again. "Yeah, we're going for Jacob tomorrow, you think? You're coming with me" Mason nodded scratching his nose.
"It's boring when Jacob isn't home" you heard Mason say as you set the things you had in your arms inside the car.
"True, you have no one to play with" Andy assured. "But you already have today to watch your movie."
"Popcorn!" yelled Mason.
Andy looked at you and you nodded "Right, I forgot about the popcorn" you assured raising your arms guiltily to turn towards the gondolas.
And in the evening, you were inside the dressing room looking for the sleeping shirt that you couldn't find. "Mason is already asleep" he announced and looked at you "What are you doing there?"
"Have you seen my sleep shirt?"
"You mean my t-shirt you wear to sleep?" you sensed his tone of amusement and turned to him. "No, but I'll figure it out for you quick" he assured removing the one he was wearing and holding it out to you. You took it but looked at him bare-chested. "What?"
"Do I look like I'll settle for leftovers?" you smiled and Andy denied it.
"Of course not" squeezing you into the closet, he moved in to deposit a kiss on your lips as he wrapped his hands around your hips. You broke away to look into his blue eyes and he returned to your lips. "Tell me tonight is our night," he asked somewhat amused.
You rolled your eyes "Lie back on the bed".
"My girl in charge, how I love it" he placed a kiss on your lips before going to do as you had ordered. And as his hands ran up and down your naked body, up and down, you felt a shiver run through your body after realizing how far you had come since you had arrived: you had found someone, you had someone worthwhile by your side, and had established a family. Daddy Andy.
Daddy Andy. Mason wasn't even waiting for Ari anymore. And the only thing that snapped you out of those thoughts, was when Andy wrapped his arms around you to move under him, turning over on the bed. "You left in the middle of sex, I don't think you came like I wanted you to. what's wrong?" he noticed something was wrong. He kissed your bare shoulder and you felt him move, but you clung to his arm.
"Don't leave" you murmured closing your eyes, feeling his cock in you. "I want... let me feel you" was stupid.
"Okay, but it would be nice if you talked to me. What's wrong?" you wiggled your hips and felt Andy's gasp as you slid up and down, onto the sheets. "Honey."
"Andy, please, just keep going."
"But you don't seem to be with your head here" he murmured.
You opened your eyes, bringing your hands up to his face "Then bring me, damn it, Andy. Come on" this one saw how your eyes pleaded and nodded.
"But then we'll talk" his mouth kissed your neck again and you moaned as he pulled out, but he moved his mouth down your stomach.
Your thoughts were erased at that moment, but Andy already knew something was wrong with you so as he finished and threw himself on the bed next to you, clinging to him, he made it clear he wanted to talk to you.
He left a few minutes in silence "Come on, tell me."
You sighed "It's just stupid."
"If you think about it too hard, it's not"
You couldn't look at him, but you settled into his body "It's Mason"
"What about him?" Andy ran a hand through your hair. "Is it because of today? Honey, I don't mind him stealing my clothes" he laughed and smiled slightly at you.
"Andy, he calls you daddy" the man stopped laughing and took a breath.
"Do you think that's wrong?"
You bit your lip, running your fingers over his bare chest as you avoided looking at him "I feel like... it's all too good and I've never had anything so stable, so every day, and I'm afraid I don't have it anymore"
This one nodded "Well I won't be good at many things, there are several things I can't be sure of, as well as swearing to you that we'll be together all our lives. I love it, but neither of us knows the future circumstances, however, I swear to you with my life, that I love Mason too. To me he is so much more than your son; I have spent months with him every day, watching him grow, and sharing moments with him. The way he took me with affection, and trust, to me, is worth everything. And despite all the things that life may involve, I assure you that there will be nothing that will not make me fight for him. As long as I am in this life, I will make sure that no one lacks anything. I decided to take care of Mason too. It's my choice, and it's not going to change in twenty years."
Your eyes completely glazed over but you were unable to look at Andy to show him that you had started to cry. "You really are making us happy, Andy" you felt his hand stop stroking your hair when he heard you cry and he brought his hand up to your face to make you look at him. "But sometimes I'm just afraid Ari will come back, break it again, feel betrayed and destabilize Mason. The process that you were a part of too. And shit, Andy. You deserve the title of father, of course, you do, I just never expected anyone to give Mason so much place in their life either" you brought your hands to your face. "My god, I love you so much Andy" you had a build-up of feelings.
Andy stirred on the bed "I haven't told you this before, but before Ari left, he asked to meet me" you pulled your hands from your face, and with tears, you looked at him confused. You sat on the bed, him still resting, but knowing he had your attention. "He was serious...and I never felt like this was good or relevant for you to know, that maybe I could keep this and handle it. Apparently, Mason talked to him before he started calling me in that way" Andy saw your lost face " I just...I don't know, in a way I think something happened with them because when I sat across from Ari he told me he was fucking hurt and didn't know what he does, did or will do with his life" he took a breath "He confessed to me that he loved you, and I think you noticed too that he never stopped, but he said it to my face. He said he loved you and Mason, but that he also knew that he hadn't seen you as happy as you were now. He said he was conscious of the fact that he was Mason's biological father, but that he had never raised him nearly as much as I had in those months" this one stirred and sat up in bed, nodding as he looked at you dumbfounded "That if...he told me that if at one point the situation got serious if it ever came to that if Mason felt confident and the feeling to put me as his father figure, he would understand. He made it clear that it was going to hurt, that it already hurt, but that even so, he knew Mason deserved that kind of family, that kind of happiness, that kind of treatment."
"Andy" you mumbled and he denied it, wanting you to let him finish.
"He asked me to take care of you, both of you, and to always remember not to do the same idiocy he did. He asked me to never turn my back on you. And... he was speaking to me with pain, but also with sincerity. At what point does one go so far as to stand in front of the current partner of the woman you started a family with to ask that? I can't assure you of anything in life, sweetheart, but I assure you that you're never going to go through loneliness like that again, Mason is never going to be alone again."
Your tears were streaming from your eyes steadily, stunned and stricken with feelings. And sitting on the bed, he let you cry making it clear that he was going to stay by your side.
.........
Three months later, you were back from shopping. The song hummed in your head. "Love?" shouted Andy from upstairs.
"It's me" you assured.
"I'll be right down" you smiled, assuming he was upstairs playing with Mason. Your phone rang and you gathered your bags together to pick up the cell phone. Your teenage patient started crying in your ear, and forgetting everything, you dropped the bags on the table and headed for the office.
Ten minutes later, you managed to calm her down and help her, still alert. But your head went spinning when you entered the kitchen. Andy was still in his work clothes, and he was tired: he'd spent the last week barely sleeping on a case, and you understood that but there he was, with dark circles under his eyes, his beard unkempt, and he wasn't even out for a run anymore, so you got up early, got coffee for him, ironed his uniform, made elaborate meals, or just made up his side of the bed. Whatever you did, he always noticed and thanked you for it, kissing your lips, your head, or caressing you whenever he could.
But this time, walking into the kitchen, you saw him totally lost and bent over. He felt you coming and sighed, looking up at you. "I was... taking out the groceries" he mumbled and took a breath. "I know I've been a little lost and full of work, but there are things I'd completely give up if you need me. Like Mason being sick, or this" Andy pulled out the pregnancy test box and you swallowed spittle, not moving. Your eyes collided with his, and he scratched his cheek "Do you really think you could be?"
"No... I didn't want you to find out like this. No, don't make a big deal out of it" you denied and he just untensed his body, dropped it sighing tiredly.
"Honey, you don't have to do any of this alone. I'm...I'm here. A little gone and tired from work, but...let's see, if you have symptoms and you believe, well, in calculations you can have about three weeks"
"Andy" you walked over to him to take the test from his hand, but he was serious and raised his arm. You looked at him in surprise, but he didn't change his seriousness.
"No. No. And no. We're a healthy couple who figure things out together. If you need anything, I'm there. If I need anything, you're there. If Mason needs something, we're both there. If Jacob needs anything, we're both there. If you have a doctor, we both have a doctor. If you have to take a pregnancy test, we'll do it together" had sounded excessive, but you had gotten his point.
"Andy, it's nothing" but even if you understood his point, you weren't going to put your pride aside. You stretched to reach for him, but Andy stretched his arm out further. "God, don't be an idiot" fear betrayed your words.
He looked at you "If you think you're pregnant?"
"I... I don't know" he raised an eyebrow, still serious. "God yes, Andy. I'm sure, now please give me that" you begged.
"How far behind are you?" he asked and you didn't speak. "Love..."
"A month" you mumbled and watched as he opened his eyes.
"A month!" his voice rose in surprise. "Let's go to the bathroom" he started walking and you followed him.
"Andy, there's Mason, stop" you mumbled following him.
"He lives here. He's going to be here forever. He's playing with his toys. Don't make excuses" he even stopped walking.
"Andy stop it."
This one turned halfway down the hall, and knowing Mason was nearby, he pointed his finger at you in a warning and serious "Regardless of what the blessed outcome is, we're going to talk" he warned you.
"Why are you treating me like you're challenging me?"
"Because you were going to hide it from me."
"I wasn't going to do that!" you spoke slapping your hands against your legs in the complaint.
"Yes, yes you were going to do that because you didn't want me to see this" Mason peeked out the door and you both turned your heads. The boy laughed as he saw his father with something in his hand and his mother complaining.
"Dad are you bothering mom?" asked Mason amused. And it had been a while since he had stopped being "Dad Andy," to just being "Dad."
Andy didn't help but smile at the boy and nodded "Yes I am" he assured, winking at him. "Go turn on the console and load up the game I'll play with you now, champ" Mason nodded with a grin and then turned the door back and you looked indignantly at Andy. He pointed at you in a warning and put his fingers to his lips so you wouldn't speak loudly, and again pointed you to the bathroom so he could go in himself.
Of course, when the kids found out they celebrated as if it was the best game they had ever won, but Andy... he just had a sparkle in his eyes that you had never seen before, and quickly his tiredness seemed to last only a moment, he was back to his normal state only happier. And how the fuck could you not be excited about that too?
He almost rolled on the hospital floor when he found out it was going to be a girl, and you really just didn't understand what his need was to go around telling everyone: he'd even come bearing gifts from people at work that you'd never met, just because he kept talking about having a girl.
Of course, that didn't help Mason and Jacob, who had even come to you with congratulations from the headmistress once you had picked them up. And what about drawings? You had a lot done.
...
"Please, we're all late in this house!" the morning's consuming despair was all over you. "Kids!" your voice boomed up the staircase.
"Come on, come on, get up!" one of your arms hugged the six-month-old baby upright, and she only looked for her father at the sound of the voice. The doorbell rang, and you walked to the door praying you wouldn't fight with the neighbor after the fact that they had been noisy late, specifically the children. However, you took a breath.
"Ari" this one blinked and made a slight smile bringing his eyes to the little girl.
"She's born already" he mumbled somewhat surprised, aware that the last time he came to your house he wasn't expecting you to be pregnant. And yet it hurt like shit and he tried not to think about it, and accept that his son was also calling Andy daddy. And now, now he was looking at you with a beautiful chubby baby girl in your arms.
"It's Saturday!" complained Mason from upstairs.
"Yeah, I know, but it's also not my fault that your school does this event" Andy quickly went downstairs. "Oh, Ari, how are you?" Andy reached over to greet him with a handshake but quickly averted his gaze as his daughter began whimpering in her mother's arms and stretching out to her father. Andy looked at her, and Ari even replied "Okay, I've got you" Andy settled his clothes as he took his daughter in his arms. "Are you both ready yet?"
"Is this a bad time?" asked Ari with a certain grimace.
"Umh no, just...it's a school event" you spoke and looked at Andy, who had his gaze on the little girl.
"Dad?" Andy heard Mason's voice and didn't turn, knowing it wasn't towards him this time. Ari averted his gaze to Mason with a big smile, forgetting about the pain he had as a kick in his chest.
"Mason" Ari watched as this one approached with a certain smile and hugged him. Sure, he was no longer the little boy running desperately, but the hug was still with love.
"Dad, I can't find my jacket" Jacob's shouted tapping his feet to make everyone look. Andy sighed.
"Jacob, those aren't the clothes I gave you" he assured "If your mother sees you in those, you know she's not going to be happy at all."
"But I can't find anything!" of course, Jacob and Mason were already at the moment of tantrums.
"Come on, let me help you" you blurted out to rush over to the boy, and halfway up the stairs, you realized you had left Ari and Andy downstairs alone, but the latter managed just fine.
"Did you come for the school day?" Mason looked at Ari.
"Uh I-" Ari stammered uncertainly and Andy spoke up : "Yeah, came for that" Ari, with his hand on Mason's shoulder, saw Andy who nodded slightly.
"Mason!" the shout of yours got the boy's attention. Andy watched the boy with a raised eyebrow.
"I'm coming, I'm coming!" the child quickly climbed the ladder.
"Yo, hum- congratulations" Ari pointed to the baby as he spoke to Andy.
"Oh thank you. Right, you didn't get to meet her" he recalled and grimaced as the baby tugged at his cheeks "It's family day...I think you should go."
"I've never been to one of those" Ari confessed and Andy grimaced.
"Don't worry, they're no fun at all" Andy felt the girl's stomach and quickly pushed her away, leaning her forward slightly. Ari looked at him and soon understood the reflexes by the time the girl vomited towards the floor. "Thank you, sweetie. Thank you" Andy murmured relieved that the little girl hadn't thrown up her second set of clothes in the span of an hour.
Andy quickly grabbed a rag to wipe the floor, ignoring the look on Ari's face who didn't even feel to move.
"We're all in" both men turned their heads to see you coming downstairs with both children. Andy smiled at you, walked over to you, and told you he had told Ari to go. You looked at him and nodded, not entirely convinced either.
"So, Mason, you're going with Ari?" you looked at Ari to confirm that. Mason looked at him and he nodded in agreement.
"If you want, I have the car out front" spoke Ari changing his plans completely.
"I want to go too!" Jacob demanded.
"No Jacob, n-" Ari quickly interrupted, looking at Andy and nodded, "If you let him, no problem" he clarified and Andy saw the look on his son's face. "Well, if Ari agrees, yes. But you behave yourself."
"So... I go to school?" asked Ari looking at you.
"Yeah, we're already out too" you assured, and Ari walked out with both kids. "Do you think that's a good idea?"
Andy shrugged and kissed your lips "Don't overthink it, honey."
"I wasn't expecting you to come today."
He shook his head and wrinkled his nose "We never really expected it" you snort and then lowered your gaze to the little girl. "Besides, Alycia is happy to feel like an only child for a few minutes" I smiled to deposit a kiss on Andy's lips.
"Shall we?"
And maybe it wasn't the best thing for Mason to have Ari's absence, but what he never lacked again was the absence of a father. Nor of a family.
And you never felt that void of loneliness ever again, happy with the family that had overshadowed your saddest days.
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Summary: Steve thinks you left after spending the night with him.
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Steve stirred in bed and quickly felt pressure in his chest. It was empty. Empty and cold on his right side. And worse, he remembered hearing your "I go to the bathroom" fallacy. His heart was in his throat, remembering how after so many years, he had decided to focus on someone, to encourage himself to love, the moment he was in front of you and your eyes glazed over as you tried to decipher the exact color of his eyes: He had already been warned that you were weird, and he didn't think that much. But that was what he liked about you.
And now, he was drowning in grief just from feeling like he'd thrown away that nice bond, thinking you'd looked at him differently, but in the end, he always ended up being little Steve without serum.
He thought back to the night, looking for something he'd done wrong, something he'd said wrong. He held his hands to his head, sighing heavily and assuring himself that the only thing that had happened, was that you didn't like him and it had been an attraction. If that was it, you had completely broken his heart.
Without much else, he got dressed in the first sportswear he could find and poured himself a glass of water, completely ignoring his surroundings. He was so overwhelmed and hurt, he didn't even notice the glass of water with your lipstick, or your clothes lying on his couch left over from the day before, or even worse, the biscuit in the oven, and went outside.
He trotted up the first two steps quickly, but the door behind him opening made him stop.
"Steve?" his skin bristled completely and he lifted his head, seeing you on the step of the stairs, with a tousled bun, leaning against the wall, a frown on your face and his T-shirt. You were wearing his T-shirt. He felt the world spin three times and his soul returns to his body. He wracked his whole body, and his heartbeat was going a thousand beats a second, and he was unable to move. You placed one of your bare feet on top of the other and as you watched him stunned, you raised a somewhat playful eyebrow. "Were you running or going somewhere?"
This one swallowed "I thought you were gone"
You wrinkled your nose "Of course not, silly" this one climbed just one step, and there he stayed again. You saw the insecurity on his face and gave him a sweet smile "Steve, I was in the bathroom. I've been up early, and besides, the sponge cake I made is due. It's chocolate, do you want to try it? Also, the coffee is already in the pot, and I cleaned those old magazines that had a lot of dust" you took a breath, making an amused grimace and puffing your cheeks and twisting your head. "You know they're still putting out some of those comics? I think I have some that were my brother's, I can give them to you."
"You didn't leave" you saw him aware that he hadn't retained a word of what you had said. You folded your arms and bit your lip lightly, and his legs trembled. "You stayed."
"And I made us breakfast, come on. I think we need to talk, not all friends make love usually. Usually, those friendships are something weirder" and by the time you realized it, he had finished climbing the steps and was standing in front of you. "Steve?"
"Did you make breakfast, clean up my things, and wait for me to get up?" you smiled tenderly at him. Aware that he must not have lived through those experiences many times.
You took his hand "And I cleaned that stain on your suit."
"Thank you "you leaned on tiptoe and kissed the corner of his lip.
Summary: You're a senior in school and your parents are shitty people who never cared about you. So you're looking for a way to earn money. Confused and innocent, you got the ad that you were being paid to be the baby of a couple looking for a baby girl. Maybe if you hadn't been so ignorant and innocent, if you hadn't choked with excitement at the idea that someone could give you some love, you wouldn't have ended up in that situation. And then, these nice women adopted you. And they gave you love, much more than you ever received.
Warning: Family kink, dubious consent, Threesome F/F/F, sex toys, innocense (a lot), strap-on, praise kink, domestic sex, nicknames, Polyamory, caretaking.
The Reader is 16, so consent from an older couple is doubtful. I'm not in favor of this, it's just a fanfic.
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That night you had remembered the last few events, and again you felt that wetness under you. You squeezed your legs together, remembering how Wanda had said you couldn't touch yourself. Would it be just sex? No, no, they did too many things for you to even respect when they said your body was theirs. Oh, what good they could do for you. The kissing, the touching.
Again Wanda had woken you up in the morning and had done a new hairstyle on you, and as she finished earlier, she patted her lap to give you a session of those tickling kisses. You spread your legs, but Wanda quickly closed them, parting.
"Kitten, you have to go to class."
"But momma" you went to complain, but she denied it.
"Hey, hey, what did I say?" you lowered your head and she nuzzled you "Momma was just tasting your lips this morning, I didn't want your kitty to get wet for me."
"But it tickles me."
"Then close your legs and don't touch yourself" you showed dissent on your face, but then agreed to go downstairs for breakfast. Natasha was already in the kitchen, brushing her hair.
"Hello, my love" Natasha pressed a kiss to Wanda's lips, as you stood still. Your heavy breathing caused them to break apart, and Natasha raised an eyebrow.
Wanda smiled "Apparently our little girl woke up fluttering."
Natasha walked toward you and you just kept eye contact. "Did you like last night, bunny?" you nodded. "You want it back tonight?"
"Oh come on Natasha, she has class, don't bubble her pussy" Wanda replied before you.
"But momma- mommy..." you went to complain, looking at Natasha who shrugged.
"Sorry honey, you heard momma" and you really were annoyed, maybe it was the wetness in you from thinking about it, the frustration, or the desire for her kisses. "You got your yogurt with fruit cereal served, princess" Natasha kissed your nose and you made a smile, totally marveling at Natasha's tender side.
You were upset all day in class, possibly for the same reasons you were in the morning. Your pussy just throbbed fiercely, looking to get home. Would you ask them? Should you do something? What if they said no?
Natasha came to pick you up, again without Wanda. This time, she made it clear that Wanda had an issue at work and was running late. WORSE. You didn't even talk much but you did notice Natasha's eyes on you.
The two of them ate lunch in silence, though you could only press your legs under the table, wanting to release the pressure that desire, imagination, and being alone with Natasha was causing you. You'd been wet all goddamn day, how could you not be in a bad mood?
The redhead instantly knew it was your scattering and why your body was tensing up. And she was fucking horny just thinking about the things you would do in the future. When they finished eating, she made sure she cleaned up and you did homework, but you didn't have any, so you sat in front of the big TV.
You were caught by the first movie that came on and sitting on the couch, Natasha got behind the couch. You threw your head back to look at her, and she made a smile without showing her teeth. She stroked your cheek gently, despite her calloused hands. "I'm going to be working in that office. I'll leave the door open, if you need anything let me know" You nodded, allowing her to deposit a small kiss on your forehead.
Thirty minutes later and you were nervous. You just remembered that Natasha was in the office in front of you, with her door open, watching you. You just watched as those two people had started kissing, and now some more kissing, and now-oh, why was she jumping up and down when she was on top of her naked? Oh, your cheeks flushed and your thighs blushed, but quickly the screen faded.
You saw Natasha's hand lower the control, a challenging tone on her face "Those things are for big girls, bunny."
"But mommy, I didn't put it in."
"Well, but if you see it, you have to take it out."
"It was cute" you justified yourself, and Natasha raised an eyebrow.
"You like that?" you nodded, blushing not sure whether or not you should look at that. "You have your bubbly kitty, don't you?"
You stirred as you felt the teasing tone and pouted your lips, watching as Natasha was stunned at that "Mummy, all day -" as you stirred, your heel brushed against the fabric of her wedgie and your mouth opened, unexpectedly. Ever since you'd been touched there, your whole area always seemed sensitive.
Natasha lowered her gaze and bit her lip "Were you wet all day?" you nodded, and she sighed, moving closer to you. You stirred on the couch, turning your heel away from you and watching as Natasha sat next to you, but keeping her distance. "Oh little bunny, that had to be so frustrating."
"Yeah, mommy."
"Come on, mommy's going to help you. Get out of those clothes" without much more, you got rid of everything. Definitely, so no one had ever seen you without clothes, you had lost your shyness about it when it came to them. They always gave you love when you were naked. You saw Nat's leg and she nodded "I can see you like to fuck mommy's leg, so, go on, do it" you spread your legs apart, and you swore you felt a noise at those wet lips parting after all day.
"Mommy, can I jump like on TV?"
Natasha denied, cupping her hand on your cheek "That's for later when you're a good girl and with momma, we can do lots of new things with you."
You frowned "New stuff?"
"Don't think you're the only one who's going to be naked. No, of course not. We're waiting for you to start getting used to it so we can all start playing together."
Just imagining it, you felt the need to move forward. Natasha nodded, giving the green light to that. "All three of you? You and momma are going to get naked too?"
She nodded "And we're going to use some toys" she saw your confused face "Toys so momma and I can make you happier every time you're a good girl."
"Sounds good" you nodded, turning back with your hips. Natasha placed her hands on your waist.
"Don't be shy, bunny. Come on," you felt her start to move you more intensely, pressing down. Your clit quivered, and you felt like you could touch a nerve and collapse.
"Mommy, please."
"Come, baby."
"I can't" you confessed angrily to yourself, leaning down and rubbing harder. Natasha moaned softly, and the truth was you were beginning to feel the pain of the rose, but you wanted that spot. You wanted to touch that spot.
"Oh look how good you are rubbing yourself on mommy. Keep going, keep going baby" you touched that spot, where you cum on Natasha again, leaving a wet spot on her jeans.
"Sorry, Mommy."
"It's okay, bunny. You can ruin all my clothes when it comes to fucking you good" you made a smile, giving her a small kiss on the lips. "Do you want mommy to show you something?" you nodded seeing her amused face. "But don't tell momma to show you this" you laughed lightly, amused at her complicity. She ordered you to raise your hips and made a pile with slightly high pillows. You frowned and she pointed out, "You can't do this when neither I nor momma is around," she warned, and after that, she ordered you to sit with each leg on either side of the pillows.
"But I'm going to get them dirty, I'm wet, mommy" Natasha kissed your neck effusively and brought her lips up to your ear.
"And for me, there's not going to be anything nicer than feeling the beautiful smell and knowing of your kitty on my pillow" oh those words definitely made you wet again, and also embarrassed to know that your center already touched the pillows. You clung towards the backrest, and felt Natasha's body against your back, locking you with her hands on the backrest as well, only she was standing. Close to your face, with her hot air, she started murmuring how much she liked you being there, how she liked fucking you with her fingers, and with her body, she started pushing you forward: that's how you discovered to rub yourself on the pillow. "That bunny, fuck that pillow like its mommy" you whimpered, with your eyes closed and harder, but she opened the door. Your cheeks flushed red and Wanda looked at you with a smile, then at Nat.
"Are you teaching this little girl to misbehave already?"
"I- I- I'm sorry momma" you stammered, stopping yourself from moving.
Wanda came up to you and smiled "Why, show me how your kitty eats my pillows, come on" oh shit, oh shit. And you did it again, you ranted and whimpered, especially when you watched as Wanda launched herself into Natasha's mouth, as their hands went down and they fondled each other.
"Oh, mommies" your moan took their attention again.
"I think someone loves mommy and me very much" whispered Wanda, resting her head on Nat's chest as they watched that scene.
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Summary: You were just a single mother of a baby girl, who goes every afternoon to the park across the street from the district attorney's building in the new town you recently moved to. Andy Barber, is a divorced father who found that after his office let him see you and your daughter. And his divorce wasn't important in the moment he started looking for you and his attention was on you.
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It was summer and you were loving the temperature there. It was your first week, you had recently moved in, and on the first weekend, you spent it walking around town.
You never would have imagined moving, but being twenty-five and carrying a baby alone hadn't been easy, especially with the trauma of dealing with the fact that you'd been knocked up and he'd left. It was cruel, and you spent the nine months of the pregnancy sad. When little Holly was born, you were simply lost in her clear eyes: maybe things could start to pay off if you knew someone was waiting for you. She was, and you knew it by the way her little hands begged for you, how she babbled and giggled beside you.
You were thankful she wasn't one of those babies who cried all day, she rarely did. However, she was starting to grow up and you needed help, so after applying to the school where your sister lived, and you were accepted, you decided to move to Newton with her. Well, you deposited all your savings in the apartment closest to the school where you worked and where you could fit well with the little girl: it had two small rooms, a bathroom, and the living room was shared with the kitchen, but it was all you needed until you could get financially comfortable.
Fortunately for you, you didn't earn badly as a teacher, and before going to live with your sister, her husband, and two children, you preferred to be the aunt who lived in the apartment alone. You just knew you had her support, you did and you appreciated that.
That weekend you got to know the little square in front of the district attorney's office. It was a really beautiful building, but the park with the little lake, the bridge, and the very accessible stroller loop made it such a recurring place for you to go. You would just squat next to it and look at Holly, who moved her little hands as if she could touch all the leaves.
"Do you like it, sweetie?" you ran her hair that could bother her and kissed her head, you felt her little squeak and smiled. "Look, come" you took her out of the stroller to sit on the grass and sit on your lap. The little girl wiggled her feet as she felt the grass "Uhm, I think we've found a place for both of us."
And so it was, that every morning, you would take little Holly to your sister's house - who work in the house and had offered to watch the little one while you worked. So, you were off to the Middle School. And lucky for you, you were able to stick to that routine, with the addition of grading papers in the square.
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Andy was a divorced man a year ago. His marriage had simply come to nothing after twenty years. And getting divorced at 38 with a 15-year-old son had its downsides to the single world, other than he seemed uninterested in anyone.
He rose from his chair, ready to go get lunch when out his window he noticed for no reason the presence of a girl leaning on the grass. He frowned, curious to understand what she was doing because she simply looked strange. Seconds later, with his coat in his hand, he watched as the woman stepped back and revealed a small baby girl.
He ignored that, so he just went out in search of food. He didn't avoid passing his gaze around the park, listening to the baby's little giggles.
He remembered Jacob as a child, how he laughed at anything he did. It was nice to remember those things. And when he came back with his food, she was still there with papers as she watched over the baby girl at the same time.
Summary: You were just a single mother of a baby girl, who goes every afternoon to the park across the street from the district attorney's building in the new town you recently moved to. Andy Barber, is a divorced father who found that after his office let him see you and your daughter. And his divorce wasn't important in the moment he started looking for you and his attention was on you.
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Summary: When everyone thought Six kills him, no one really has any luck with that. Lloyd wakes up after being unconscious and receives two surprises. Apparently even the tortured murderer has a certain weakness, and he will fall under the arms of that somewhat annoyed girl, allowing her to torture him.
And maybe her plan doesn't sound so bad.
Only fluff... a sick fluff? sociopath fluff)?
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Lloyd Hansen is an idiot. An idiot that everyone hates because he is good. Sure, that really was the view of everyone in that environment of disgust, until one man alone was able to throw away his entire temple and his house.
But everything was a chronicle of a death foretold, everyone knew how that story was going to end, that's why no one was surprised when his dead image leaked in the fountain, with a bullet wound in the abdomen.
Of course, except you. Because out of the three billion people in the world, you were the only one who had ever met him without that stupid mustache and with less idiocy on top. And yes, repeatedly you could say he was an idiot, but he was too lucky an idiot to die quietly.
And when everyone thought Six kills him, no one really has any luck with that.
Llyod stirs wherever he is. He's in too much pain to open his eyes. His body is completely burned from a wound that will need at least three months to heal and stop burning.
The whimper comes out of his mouth, with a "shit, shit". He struggles to open his eyes, ready to fight whoever was in front of him to get out of there. He was spiteful, especially since he had seen the light and thought he had died, and now he was locked in a place he could even intuit because none of his senses were really functioning.
"I recommend you stay quiet" that voice made him stop moving, and he gasped heavily as he recognized the voice so quickly.
"Fuck" he cursed lightly, and realizing that death wasn't brushing his fingers -for now-, he relaxed his body slightly. He opened his mouth, feeling the pressure in his abdomen, but also smelling the scent of field, pine, maybe cedar, and some sandalwood. "Texas" he muttered, still concentrating to open his eyes. He felt footsteps walking not far from him, and a couple of objects moving.
"Quick for smells and not for bullets."
"AGSH!" he exclaimed in an annoyed groan at the words, scowling. "Shut the fuck up" he held his hands up to his head, surprised that his nervous system was working.
"And you still have the nerve to yell at me. Always such an asshole, Llyod" he felt her move closer to him and something touched his skin, so he noticed not only how sore he was, but how he was shirtless and pantless, just his boxers. "You'd better keep your friend asleep" she warned sliding the cloth across his scarred V-zone. He groaned in annoyance, gritting his teeth.
"AGHS!" he cried out in pain as the wound seemed to spread across his entire chest.
"So did I the moment I saw that one man was beating you."
"Shut the fuck up!" he yelled slamming his fist into his side, but he hadn't opened his eyes yet. He could just picture her talking to him and it was an image that seemed so identical to reality, that he didn’t even need to open his eyes.
A cloth was placed on his lips and he let go, knowing it was going to hurt what followed. The moment she squirted liquid into his wound, he groaned in annoyance and contracted his face, lifting his hip in pain. She withdrew the stuff from his mouth to pursue healing the bandage she had been doing a week ago when she had him under her power and cared for him while he was unconscious that week.
"You know, I hate to say it, but you should have shot the little girl and saved your alpha male part. If only you hadn't flip-flopped so much with the gun, you'd have a bit of a reputation"
He wanted to yell at her, but his eyes closed caught the light in him. His hands moved away from his body, and he stirred upward, noticing the soft sheets. He moaned at the pleasurable contact of not being underground. He opened his eyes, feeling utensils move beside him for her.
He saw the chandelier hanging from the ceiling, which weighed 100 kg and had more bulbs than he could count at a glance. "You liked my gift," and when with that teasing smile he went to turn to look at her, it quickly faded from him. "What the fuck?" his tone definitely echoed loudly in the room and he ignored the beauty of the view the window gave him of the countryside and its sunset.
The brunette sighed, turning to him and being able to collide eyesight after five months without even calls. "And now why exactly are you complaining?" she knew what he was complaining about. And she also saw how he tensed his jaw without even looking her in the eye. "Lloyd, you are so screwed, you know that right?"
This one sighed, moving to the side and looking at her. "Yeah, I know" his annoyed expression was there. "What the fuck did you do?"
"You know, same old thing. Clean up your shit. When I saw your house burn, I sent in a police operation, some friends took a picture of you dying, put you in the ambulance, and while they were doing what they could with you, they took you to the airfield and brought you to Texas with me. So we've been together for a week, living together, and you sleeping at home" this one moved his jaw "It's a pity you forget that your wife is one of the smartest in the world."
"I'm really beginning to doubt that seeing your belly" he shook his head, showing his annoyance.
"Well, you could have found out sooner if you weren't such an idiot" she sat down next to him on the bed and saw his seriousness. "I chose it."
"Well, you made a shitty choice" he spat stirring, wanting to sit up but the pain wouldn't let him and thwarted him. "I didn't send you to live in the middle of nowhere, in a big house all alone, so you can add another thing to fuck everything up."
"Oh, so you get to fuck me and I can't fuck?" she blurted out with some amusement but he didn't laugh. She sighed in annoyance this time. "Shit, Lloyd, you expect me to tell you it's a joke, That is from the gardener? You know damn well how deep you stick your cock alone in me."
"I don't remember doing it like five months ago."
"Then guess my time" she pointed to her belly and stood up "Anyway, you can think about is fucking well because I assure you that wound is going to take like four more months, not counting you had a liver transplant. So, go as you want to live because, by the time you start to recover, I will have already delivered your son."
"Is it a boy?" the question made her turn on her way to the door. She nodded. "You know I'm never going to let you leave this house again now?" she smiled slightly at his seriousness. "That's not funny at all."
"And you say then that you're going to be taking care of me more?" she returned to the bed, and he was settling down with his head on four pillows, wanting more up. He felt the slight burn on his back burn but only grimaced. He didn't answer his wife, he didn't look at her either. "Oh come on, honey" she whispered and Lloyd watched as she was climbing into bed. "You stay with me here hiding until you get back on your feet. I help you make the best plan in the world, we take only four people and are very trustworthy" she sat on his cock and felt him clench at the feel of it, despite his clothes. He let out a grunt and she moaned slightly. She lowered her hands to his abdomen "We'll get rid of that stupid mustache if you want. We blow up the shitty building that has that motherfucker Suzanne, that asshole Denny, and that bitch Dani Miranda" he frowned "You know, the whore that worked with Six" he looked at you and you smiled "And then we put your friend to sleep a little, bring him in here with that sweet girl. You torture him a little bit and I help that little girl recover from all her traumas like the good psychologist I am."
"And now you don't want to kill the girl anymore?" this one moved his hands up towards his wife's hip, biting his lip.
"Well, she's not going to behave like a spoiled brat. Then we can just make her part of the family" he grimaced "Oh come on, I've always wanted a daughter. Do her hair, go shopping. She's just going to have to get used to it. I'd look forward to that."
"It's not going to be easy dealing with that child."
"Well, we're going to have our little baby now. It'll be like two kids" she stirred on him and he gasped "Come on honey, and we can start building our family. You start working more here, like a fucking king you start bossing everyone around, but you make your stays more recurring than your goes" she lifted her hips slightly and let them drop, slapping at his hardened member, and moaning a little at his low moan, holding her hips tight "Think about it, love. Besides, you always told me you wanted to make me happy."
"Shut the fuck up and take off your clothes. I'm going to introduce myself to our little boy" he mocked the words totally serious and she let out a little gasp at the thought. She leaned into him, careful of his wound, and kissed his lips.
"I love you, baby" you she as his fingers sank into you.
"You're fucking sick, princess."
"But we always work out. Besides, you want me. Remember when you used to call me to cum with my little noises?" he caught his wife's lips with his teeth, and she was careful not to hurt.
"Let me recover to collapse your legs on our bed" he moved his hand down from her waist and tucked it under the clothes. He touched the center through the underwear "Desperate, honey?"
"You don't know how frustrating it is to have to rub yourself on the pillow and spend your money on toys."
He denied it, insisting that his wife move on him "What a waste of money you make, my love."
"So... Shall we take our plan forward?"
"We're going to make you happy. I'm going to make sure I kill those assholes and bring you that little girl for you. And then if you want, I'll give you a girl for myself" she gasped at the idea, throwing her head back as she felt her husband's throbbing in her center. "You think so, baby?"
"Yes. Let's kill them with kindness and surprise them with your existence. And you're going to bring home many millions, yes?"
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Summary:As a single mother of a six-year-old, you decide to move out after realizing that his father, Ari Levinson, simply didn't have you both as a priority.In the twists and turns of life, you meet Andy Barber but your job makes things complicated, especially when you work with his son and see his ex-wife several times.
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On Sunday, Andy knocked on the door of Laurie's house with Jacob sleeping in his arms. He had fallen asleep in the car even though it was only a couple of blocks away. When the woman opened the door, she let Andy in and he went straight to his son's room. That wasn't enough, he went back down to the living room where Laurie was.
"Friday I was called before school dismissal time" Laurie turned her attention to him quickly.
"Why didn't you tell me before?"
Andy looked at her and thought for a few seconds, "Laurie, I think you understand that Jacob can read. And he's a very smart boy. And I... I was going to come to talk to you because I'm starting a relationship" he saw how it was what she didn't expect at that moment " but I didn't expect at all that the boy would find out before you did."
"I'm not-" Laurie was a little overwhelmed, surprised, even embarrassed. Andy gave her room to continue "I'm sorry, Andy. But really...really with her?"
"Yes, Laurie. It's with her" he assured nodding "I met her and then the things of life led to her. And after the fact that kids aren't stupid, well...you know. They both know."
Laurie just nodded "Okay. Umh, could you leave?" Andy nodded and walked out, but ended up at the door of your house. He knocked, and the door opened, letting him see Mason who promptly let him in. Andy frowned, "And you can open the door?"
Mason wrinkled his nose as Andy walked past, closing the door behind him. "Mom's taking a bath, and I saw you through the keyhole. I guess I can open it to you."
Andy smiled as he watched the boy sit on the couch. "What are you watching?"
"SpongeBob. Want to sit?" Mason tapped his side of the couch and Andy nodded, sitting down next to him. He watched him, remembering how he'd been extremely quiet since Friday. It wasn't like that, at least it never had been with him, and now that he knew his mother was in a relationship, he was afraid Mason would hold a grudge. He was a kid, he could understand that. Especially one who hadn't counted much in his life with any figure other than his mother in the house. And there was Andy, for the first time in the house alone with him and you, even if you were in the shower. "Are you going to stay over tonight?"
Andy looked at him "Umh, I don't think so. No, you don't have to worry about that" he spoke leaning back on the couch.
Mason looked at him with a grimace "I'm not worried. It's fine."
"Oh well, no. You have school tomorrow, I'm working, your mother too."
"That doesn't matter. Mom looks happy that you're home. You can come over anytime" Andy smiled at the boy.
"Thanks, champ" Andy fiddled with Mason's hair, watching as the boy smiled despite the absence of his front teeth. The stairs rattled and they both turned to see you coming down, wearing a long t-shirt and shorts.
"Andy" you spoke with a smile, not knowing it was coming.
"Mom, it's cold," Mason wrinkled his nose and Andy nodded.
"Too cold" added this one in agreement with the boy.
"Don't be grumpy" you reproached both of them. "See SpongeBob?" Andy stepped aside, allowing you to sit in the middle. "Everything okay?" you asked in a whisper to Andy, who nodded placing his arm behind the couch. You leaned back, pulled your feet up onto the couch, and looked at Mason. "Did you finish your snack, sweetie?" Mason nodded glancing at you. And after that, he laid his head in your lap as he stirred to get comfortable. You smiled and felt Andy's hand caress your shoulder, the three of you watching cartoons on TV. And slowly, you laid your head on his chest. "Did you fight with her?" you whispered as you nuzzled Mason's head.
"I didn't," he muttered but took a breath, "It was just... weird. She even looked embarrassed. I don't know" this one kissed the crown of your head.
"Do you want to stay tonight?" you murmured and felt a faint chuckle from him.
"That's the second proposal I've gotten since I got here" you looked at him and he nodded. "Even Mason asked me."
"Well, then I guess you're going to say yes" you whispered and he nodded. "I promise I'll get you up tomorrow so you won't be late for work."
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The next day, you stirred in bed when Andy did. His arms released you and you groaned, but he placed a kiss on the crown of your head. "I'm going to take a bath" you nodded, seeing as how it was still early but you let him go.
A few minutes later, Andy came back out of the bathroom in the same clothes but showered. He saw how you were still sound asleep, so he walked towards Mason's room. He was surprised to see him sitting on the bed, already dressed, and trying to tie his shoelaces.
"Good morning, champ."
"Good morning" the boy looked up quickly, but then focused on his shoelaces again.
"Do you want some help?"
"Please" Andy smiled walking into the room and kneeling in front of the boy. "I don't know how to do that."
"Oh look, it's easy. First, you cross them, then you pass it underneath, then two bunny ears and another knot" the boy frowned. You, for your part, got up at the sound of the voices. You leaned against the door to Mason's room, watching as Andy explained to the boy how to tie his shoelaces. "Almost, do it one more time" he assured. There was a minute of silence.
"I did it! Andy, I did it!" the boy cheered and you felt Andy laugh.
"Yes, yes you did."
You smiled "Does that triumph merit a good breakfast?"
They both saw you "Mom I was able to tie my shoelaces!"
"And I saw it" you assured with a smile.
And from that day on, you forgot to know what the despair of being alone felt like.
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Three months later, you had come to terms with the fact that Andy was living with you. It might sound crazy, but you didn't even think about it much, especially since you'd already made a place for his life.
Mornings woke up to see Andy making breakfast while Mason talked to him, watching them interact until all afternoon. Sometimes you were seeing patients, and you could feel Andy watching TV with him, sometimes working while you were with him, or sometimes both of you in the kitchen. And it felt good to have someone on the side who understood your life, who was comfortable with your life and loved you, just like he did with Mason. And the boy quickly got used to the presence of his mother's boyfriend who he saw every day, and he was the father figure that he had in the house. You'd even catch your breath sometimes as you deepened your thoughts and watched Andy play ball with him, or go on errands.
Also, things hadn't been easy: Mason had stopped going to Laurie's house to play with Jacob, and the reasons were obvious. Both had never exchanged a word again after her apology for the messages Jacob had inadvertently leaked.
All of that, though, also included Andy asking for more than the weekend with Jacob: Mason's room was now occupied by a bunk bed so that Jacob could live there on Fridays and weekends as well, both boys refusing to sleep in separate rooms and occupy the spare room.
And the house had completely changed. Mason's closet was now his and his "brother's," which at first was weird and seemed so fast, but that's how they felt. Toys were shared, and they seemed to want to do everything together.
Your room... sometimes you wanted to hang Andy for being so messy but then you remembered how your whole life had been in some order. His papers were on a desk in your room - because he said it wasn't necessary to take up the spare room. Shit, you'd have been happier if he did that and didn't leave everything in the room - his clothes sometimes took up your closet space because he just put away them where he wanted them.
But those little things, they were evened out, like when every morning he'd go get coffee for both of you, and when he didn't have time, you'd go to the cafeteria together after dropping off the kids, or Mason alone, and he'd drop you off at the house again. When he always arrived at the same time and promised Mason the soccer games, or when you were late with patients and he had dinner ready.
Mason changed his attitude, and you noticed how lonely he felt whenever you were working. Now he wasn't, Andy used to be with him. You also noticed how he didn't ask about his father, you didn't think it was because it didn't cross his mind, you just assumed that he didn't need his male figure in the house anymore because Andy had taken a place that Ari, unfortunately, never had.
And being the Friday that it was, Andy was taking a bath after going for a run like he did every morning, and you had woken both boys up to get dressed, laying their clothes on each edge of the bed and kissing both of their heads. Oh, Jacob was so sweet to you too, sometimes you just wanted the weekend to come so you could spend it with the three boys.
The shower stopped running as you stepped back into your room to change out of your pajamas, pulling on a t-shirt with a skirt, feeling the summer brush against your toes, and thinking about the vacation Andy had planned. Your flat shoes clacked on the stairs as you descended, but the sound of the door opening made every part of you bristle. And standing on the bottom steps, you knew who it was when a quadrille shirt walked by. Your breath left you, seeing Ari whose eyes met yours, his hair falling into his face.
"Ari" you spoke, you didn't expect to see him, you never did, but less so now when the last envelopes that came with money were from his boss. It had been seven months since you'd seen him, so Mason hadn't either.
"I... I used the key you always keep in the second pot" he frowned "not very safe that is, by the way."
"I didn't know you were coming."
"I know I had to get here, but I got here in the early hours of the morning and I wanted to see Mason," and that's when their gazes collided even harder at the male voice. "Nice house."
"Mason, Jacob, please don't throw things out now" a knock on the frame "Both need to be ready by now, I don't understand why aren't" Andy's rushed morning voice echoed from everywhere. "Mason, I saw you, take that out of your backpack, you know you can't bring that to school" you weren't even close to being able to utter a word because you weren't taking in the situation, and immediately you heard Andy move closer and closer, his shoes sounding "Love, I bought coffee and I'm sure you'll love this tas-" the image of Andy in his formal wear, and in the middle of tying his tie, made you cross your eyes with him, who only looked surprised.
"Oh my bad" you saw Ari who scratched his neck, clearly surprised.
Andy finished descending the stairs, glancing at you quickly seeing that you were okay. Knowing it had been months since you had seen him. "Andy Barber" he introduced himself stretching out his hand.
Ari pressed his lips together, shaking his hand too "Ari Levinson" Andy nodded, making it clear that he knew. He took a step back when he felt the sounds of small children's feet.
"Dad" Mason jumped off the ladder running to him. Ari smiled as he leaned down to grab him, and lifted him.
"How big you are, little one," the boy hid his face in his father's neck, hugging him tightly.
"Mason, your daddy's here!" celebrated Jacob and Ari looked at the boy with a certain smile.
"Jacob, let's go to the kitchen" Andy muttered giving you a look that you just nodded, making it clear that the routine had changed.
You exchanged glances with Ari, but he only moved with his lips to see his son's face parting.
"I missed you, Dad."
"Me too, son, me too. How have you been?"
Mason nodded with a smile "Alright. Did you see the new house mom bought?"
"It's big and cute, do you like it?" Mason nodded and brought his hands up to his father's cheek.
"You're hurt."
"Old hurt" Ari shrugged back to attack his son's cheek, who let out a laugh. "Were you going to school?"
"Yeah" Mason nodded and then looked at his mother "But not anymore, right?" you got the look from both of them, and just shrugged.
"You're staying with me today" Ari smiled at his son, pressing his lips to his cheek again. You scratched the bridge of your nose, watching the scene. Mason however stirred in his father's arms to put him down.
"I have to go tell Jacob I'm not going to class" when Ari put him down, you watched as the boy ran into the kitchen.
"I... I didn't know."
"I know" you assured him and denied, downplaying it "You just didn't know, it's okay" Ari nodded, his eyes locked on you, and you could see the pain. He always looked at you in pain, but this time it was different, this time you simply didn't feel pain, only pity.
Mason came running in again, carrying two cookies, and handed them to his father.
"Here, Andy said to bring you" a slight smile escaped your lips, sensing Andy and Jacob's murmur, possibly the adult keeping the child occupied. "Mom, Jacob said to pass me the school stuff."
"It's okay, sweetie. Don't worry about it" you assured with a certain smile, then looked at Ari "You're taking him?"
"Yeah... if you let me yeah" you nodded, crossing your arms with a smile not showing your teeth. "Then can I talk to you?" you nodded as you squatted down, procuring for your fault, and Mason walked over to you. You ruffled his hair with a smile :
"Behave yourself and enjoy" you kissed his forehead, keeping a kiss on his forehead.
"I love you mommy" Mason smiled and instead of running off to Ari, he ran to the kitchen. You felt Andy's sound of surprise, the one he always made when the kids jumped in to hug him tightly.
"Andy, my dad's here."
"I know, you're going to take the day off huh? Enjoy it" you peeked your head out to see Andy stroking Mason's back "Be a good boy."
"Brother, tell me how today's episode ends," Mason's voice made me smile lowering my gaze.
"Sure thing, bro" Andy and you always laughed at the way they called each other, you shook your head in amusement to see Mason walk away with a smile.
"I'm ready, Dad."
"Then let's go," was the best Ari could do, aware that this time he didn't have you to himself. That was the first time in four years, that he realized how he had lost. But he walked out the door, leaving you, watching these go. Your eyes filled with tears and you raised your head to the ceiling, biting your lip.
"Honey," Andy's voice coming closer made you look at him. He looked at you with some sympathy.
"I know Mason is going to be sad again when he leaves" Andy's arms wrapped around you, holding you back. He kissed your forehead.
"We all are going to be for him" you rested your head on Andy's chest, feeling his pounding heartbeat. You rested your hand on his chest.
"I love you" you whispered against his lips in your head.
"I love you too. Do you want me to stay home with you today?"
You denied "No, no, I... I'm just going to work, you do the same. I have lunch off, can I go to lunch with you?"
"Of course you do" you pulled away from Andy and cradled your hands on his face to deposit a small kiss on his lips.
"Let's go before the coffee gets cold."
Mason's absence in the afternoon hit home hard. It had never happened that he wasn't around for an afternoon unless he went to a birthday with Jacob, or to another friend's house with Jacob as well. Even Andy felt the emptiness on the couch when after dinner, you sat in front of the TV for the evening of movies - Jacob lay his head in your lap and you lay with your head on Andy's chest, your eyes closing tighter and tighter as Andy pressed his lips to your temple. "You fall asleep" he teased in a whisper. You smiled, your eyes closed, pressing your hand tighter on his chest.
"Jacob is sleeping" you murmured, running your hands through the boy's hair.
"He too" Andy assured, separating himself to confirm that his son was sleeping.
The door rattled this time and you sighed. Andy rubbed your back and you stood up, carefully taking Jacob's head and mumbling a "Shh."
"Do you want me to go upstairs?" you looked at Andy with a frown and denied obvious. Opening the door, you watched as Mason slept in Ari's arms who gave you a look.
"Oh, really asleep" Ari nodded. "Uhm, can I leave him in his bed?"
"Please" you let this one pass and didn't avoid looking into the dark living room, with the television lighting, and Andy with Jacob sleeping in the middle of the couch, clearly marking how you had gotten up from there.
Ari moved his head to climb the stairs, following you. "This is it" you walked into the room, letting Ari get acquainted with the house. "The bottom bunk" you clarified so he could carefully kneel and deposit the boy on the bed, a little rough but all in all the boy still slept. You waited in the doorway of the room, watching as he took off Mason's shoes and opened the bed to cover him. He kissed his head for a few seconds and you looked away: there weren't enough kisses to occupy his absence. And that bothered you about him. It made you so angry.
"It's a nice room" Ari walked out closing the door.
"No" you spoke before the door closed and he looked at you confused "He doesn't like to sleep with the door closed. He's afraid to wake up and see it closed"
"Right, sorry" Ari swept his gaze completely over you. "I... I have to ask... did you move in with him since you came to this town?"
"No, I met Andy here. Mason and Jacob are classmates."
"Yeah, he spoke very highly of Jacob" he nodded and shook his head "Also of Andy" you shook your head, and noises from the staircase sounded making the two of you watch. You saw Jacob walk sleepily.
"Hey, Jacob, what's up honey?" you saw how sleepy the boy was.
"I- daddy was in the kitchen, I want to go to the bathroom" you took the boy by the shoulders and walked him down the hall, turning on the light and shutting the door. Ari looked back at you and you looked back at him.
"How long are you going to stay?"
"I don't know. I... I haven't been assigned anything yet."
You nodded and went to speak, but the sound of the water opening and closing made you turn around to see Jacob come back out, shuffling his feet. "Goodnight" Jacob hugged you sleepily.
"Do you want me to walk you to bed?" the boy denied, and still drowsily opened the door, and by reflex, did not close it. "Can we go downstairs?"
"Sure" Ari nodded and went downstairs, watching as the man was arranging the cushions on the couch.
"Jacob went to sleep," you said to Andy. He looked at you, nodding.
"Right. I put water on to boil, I don't know, for some tea or coffee" you nodded with a smile and he shook his head. "I'll be upstairs" Andy turned to Ari and reached out his hand again. "My pleasure."
"Same," Ari shook his hand again and watched as this one climbed the stairs. And it was so weird to him, and it hurt so much.
"Do you want tea or coffee?"
"Tea" he nodded as he followed you into the kitchen. "He's a good man. Very formal too."
"He's not as formal as he seems" you turned your back to Ari as you looked for the cups "He just knows things, he wasn't expecting you and he doesn't want to make you uncomfortable" you clarified leaving the sugar on the table where Ari had sat. He didn't take his eyes off you: you didn't understand how he always arrived with the hope that you would welcome him alone, with open arms. Yes, you always ended up receiving him like that and letting yourself be carried away by melancholy and loneliness, despite being separated, you let him kiss you and hug your body under the sheets, but this time it was different and you wanted to make that clear to him. "Ari, please," you asked.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" he lowered his gaze and took a breath "I just didn't... I didn't expect it. It hurts."
"You couldn't expect me to always wait for you" yes, he did. And that was the problem.
"I know, and I understand that you have stability. A nice house, a good life partner, a stable job... let's be honest, you've got the family made."
"I think I deserve it" you looked at him and felt how you were breaking his heart into a thousand pieces. Just as he had once done to you.
"I would be unable to say otherwise" he assured as he watched you pour both cups with the water.
"Ari, I want to make something clear to you" he looked at you as you sat down. "It's been seven months since Mason last saw you, it's been three months since he stopped asking about you. You're never even close, Ari."
"Please don't say the same old thing" you saw the pain in him.
"No, no, this is different" his gaze collided with yours, and you were serious to blurt out the truth "I sit here and wait for you to leave so I can fix the remains of the child you leave empty every time you leave. It's always been the same, but now I'm not alone. I also want you to understand that...Mason is growing up for the first time with a father figure" Ari pulled his body back in the chair, feeling scissors dig into his chest. "You're going to leave again, Andy's going to stay. No...I don't want you to be surprised one day if Mason doesn't get you and he gets angry. He lives with Andy every day, he understands that Jacob has a father present and he doesn't. Mason demanded for a long time something that now, Andy gave him. Mason grew up, and I will be unable to say a bad thing about you, but he will begin to resent you every time he understands the situation. You're his hero, Ari. You're his hero but not his father."
The man bit his lip "At it again, are we?"
"No Ari, I'm not asking you to choose anymore. It's too late, for you to choose" you clarified and your gaze crossed his. "I just...I want you to know that I'm going to put Mason ahead of anything."
"And when he hates me I'm supposed to just walk away?"
You shrugged "If you do that, you're going to disappoint me even more Ari. And you're going to disappoint him, who believed that one day you were going to come back for us."
And you watched as the pain built up in his body "Shit!" his cry of fury was accompanied by a thump on the table. You looked away from him. "If I was going to come back for you guys. I thought-" he stopped talking as you watched Andy walk by completely serious. You made contact with him and Ari looked up at the ceiling, catching his breath and stopping talking. Andy had come down worried with that punch.
"It's all okay, Andy" you muttered.
"Sorry, I'm impulsive" Ari even turned his gaze towards Andy "I'm impulsive but I would never hit her" Andy only relaxed when you nodded looking at him. Still, you knew he hadn't gone upstairs, he'd just stayed on the couch: if there was one thing you knew, it was from Andy's childhood where his father had beaten his mother. And that made Andy hate violence, and it was more than clear that he wasn't going to be calm with leaving you alone with him. "I don't have anything anymore, I can't quit the job."
"Ari, I asked you that once. I'm not going to ask you again. I just want to put myself in a place as a psychologist and make it clear to you how that works and it's going to work."
"You warn me it's possible I'll stop being his father and he'll turn," Ari gestured out of the kitchen.
"No, I told you that your absence made Mason know what it's like to have a father figure, and he's going to grow up and realize that you're not his. It doesn't mean you won't bond, but when Mason is nine, ten, or twelve, your visits every seven months aren't going to be enough. I think if you want to be present in his life, you have to change your ways. You've even sent him a letter, Ari. He learned to read a year ago but you wouldn't even know that."
"I know I've been a shitty father, I know that!" his voice rose in pitch, and realizing this, he took a sip of his tea, but rejected the cup and slid it back, causing it to fall on the table without breaking, but spilling the tea.
"Shit, Ari, shit" you stood up quickly before the hot liquid overflowed onto your legs. This one sighed as Andy walked into the kitchen quickly, seeing you standing carefully. Ari sighed, curling his face as the man entered.
"I think it's late" Andy's words echoed in the kitchen as he picked up a cleaning rag and placed it on the table, standing in front of you. He saw Ari, who rubbed his eyes stressed "Too late and it's been a long day" Ari crossed his gaze with Andy and then saw you, behind him. He nodded, grabbing his jacket and standing up.
"Yeah, it's late" Ari picked up the cup and set it down in the sink "Sorry. I'll finish talking tomorrow" and without another word, you felt the door close. You let out a sigh and Andy turned around.
"I'm sorry, but it made me nervous" he admitted and you nodded, bringing your hand to his arm to make it clear that everything was okay "Did you get burned?"
You shook your head and carried the cup towards the sink as well. "Let's go to bed, please."
Andy nodded and followed you in, turning off the downstairs lights and making sure the door was locked. And by the time he entered the room, you were climbing into bed wearing one of his t-shirts. Andy closed the door and stripped down to his boxers to lie next to you, and without a word, you snuggled into his chest. "Andy" you murmured and he brought his hands to caress your back "thanks for being. Loneliness sucks" your eyes glazed over and he squeezed you tighter as he felt the tear fall on his bare chest. "I don't want to be lonely, I don't... I don't want you to leave me."
"I promise you, you're not going to get me out of your life that easy. Not anymore," he kissed your head.
And just as predictably, Ari left again, only a month later. He promised Mason to come back, but as he had been warned, all he got was a loud tantrum. "Shut up, shut up, and go away!" Mason put his hands to his ears, and you just watched with tears in your eyes at Ari, wanting to punch him with all his might. Ari knelt in front of him, "Hey, Mason, son," he muttered.
"I promise I'll be back by the end of the school year, I'll come to get you" He didn't, but lucky for you, Mason even kept that unfinished promise and was happy when Andy carried him at the end of the year along with Jacob, while you took the picture.
Mason shoved his father and ran off, however, hugging Andy by the hips who was in the door frame. "Mason, champ," Andy murmured, aware that he had never seen the boy suffer so much. Mason broke down more in tears and you wiped your tears away, looking at Ari.
"Ari, just go away. He's going to keep crying" you denied and watched as tears gathered in his eyes. Ari nodded, aware that you weren't going to hug him. "Travel safe" you muttered. And as Ari got into the cab, you could see Andy pick up Mason, who quickly hid in his chest and stroked his back.
"It's okay, bud. It's okay," Andy muttered walking into the house as you were already approaching to go inside. And when you did, Andy was carrying Mason in his arms, with him tucked in. This one turned to look at you, totally pained to see your son like that. Andy made a slight smile towards you "Will you come with me to surprise your mother and let's go buy her something yummy to eat?" you smiled, knowing it was no excuse other than to take the boy out and distract him, even though it was almost ten o'clock at night.
