Phylactery was a really really good episode of Objectified Comic (kind of informal analysis about grief and Dynamite and Mushroom with various side-tangents)
I'd say I don't know what to say but that is a lie. I have several things to say. I will say them now.
TW for sad I guess but you (hopefully) already read the episode one can't get more sad I don't think.
1- Mushroom Doesn't Seem Well
I could think of so many reasons why Mushroom is so determined to do this to themself. You could reason they want to desensitize themselves to the parasites, and the fear that they're going to die. This is never a great path for an almost immortal character in the scary people die comic. But if they can come back to life, then why fear it? Anyway you're strong and cool for making things worse for yourself and refusing help and they've gotta be strong and cool or else Dynamite is going to die, right? Yeah. Oh gosh.
2- Mushroom Is Tall
I know it doesn't look like it here but I swear Dynamite had to have been the tall friend once. Not even when they first met, but for just a second, and it's all he could talk about. Maybe he wasn't really taller. Maybe Mushroom just let him have that. I don't know I just find dramatic changes in the tallness hierarchy funny. We know nothing about their other friends (besides maybe Glowstick) that were kind of mentioned at the end of Into the Wild, but I like to think Dynamite is or was taller than a lot of them. He just can't compete with Mushroom.
And they're kneeling here too. They're 2.5 inches taller in tall form too. I know this is obvious I'm just grasping this. Someone seems suspiciously kinglike in height.
This growth spurt could be insane foreshadowing woah.
3- Flower Symbolism Woah
So Chester has used flower symbolism in the past (Out of Mind teaser) and this dead dandelion here seems very intentional. You can go all sorts of directions with it too. It's a flower associated with childhood and innocence and yet it's here, dead, (Bic mentions someone else who was dead here). It's a flower that transforms, yet this one never did, and is instead here, dead. And with Mushroom you have the very literal transformation to think about and the other aspect of mushroom's character one would associate with a transition. (I pride myself on being subtle and poetic) There's probably more interpretations you can make but those seem like the big ones. Also, it was crushed by a rock. Also, it was crushed by a rock. (I say with emphasis)
4 - Mushroom Oh No (ft. Spiny-Backed Orb Weaver)
Mushroom loves bugs. They did anyway. This thing that brings them joy, (and this thing that looks like them) only reminds them of being killed. "I would never eat a bug." has not aged well. (It's aged fantastically. This writing is wonderful. I'm just very hurt by how this piece of art makes me think and feel emotions /silly but this is heartbreaking)
5 - Dynamite I'm really sorry oh gosh
He's trying. He's really trying to help and he really needs to be helpful in the way he was never helped and he really needs to be needed in the way he needs people when he's learned to feel he doesn't deserve anything, much less someone he loves and adores so much. He has to be the most helpful source of joy and comfort forever and he can't because he doesn't know what that really looks like, and he just wants to convince himself he's perfect enough to deserve someone who cares about him, but he doesn't know what he needs to do. He wanted to affirm that someone trusted him to be any better at anything than what he thought he could be, to have Mushroom be open and thank him for reaching out, but that was never going to happen. He really doesn't understand that though. And it only makes him feel he's worth a whole lot less.
I want to do a much longer analysis on this subject, looking at the whole comic, but gosh. These couple of panels say so much.
5 - Woah Dolly intermission
I really like that we need to specify this for Dolly. I'm very curious about whatever incident could have made this clarification very important.
6 - Scary Hivecore Thing also Yay Mitosis
I'm not going to say as much as I maybe could say on this because people talk about this a lot and I'm bad at coming up with smart theories on this kind of thing, but wow this is quite cool. I'm glad we got to see some fourth form mushroom things in the main comic now, not just teasers. So ID_Shroud and ribbon guy (it was ribbon guy in the teaser) both became these mushroomy Hivecore looking things. We can assume there's two little Mushroomlings right (I initially typed little mushroom but realized it's the same size as original Mushroom)? But this Mushroomling is a Spore. Do they take longer to grow up (eighteen years, like normal Mushroom before they died)? Did this one just crawl out of the thing? When will ribbon guy spore emerge? Will this Mushroomling be special because it grew from ID_Shroud?
And then I'm terrified to see what the Mushroomlings add to the story. Mushroom is figuring out who they are and the clones of their child self running around might not help. We also see a lot of growing up / loss of innocence theming with Dynamite and Mushroom, and seeing these Mushroomlings grow up or get sent off into battle would both be equally interesting and terrible (terrible in a good way I'm just scared). Also are these things as smart as Mushroom? Are these clones or stranger little bugs that just look uncomfortably similar to Mushroom?
7 - No Being Too Sad Guys
I've said this already but sheltering Mushroom under ROCKS seems very deliberate in the talking about ID_SHROUD episode. Thinking about the start of the episode, and their forcing themsevles to go back and face and relive this experience even though they feel horrible about it seems to be showing here.
I'm realizing I could be definitely stretching things with the rock symbolism but guys Dynamite killed SHROUD with a boulder and Mushroom was there and this is the ID_SHROUD episode. These creatures make me sad.
Dynamite has seen Mushroom die twice now. And both times, especially the second, were in an effort to save dynamite (shroud was to save both of them but Dynamite thinks he could have prevented that had he been "stronger"). He feels like he's losing her because he has. He needs this connection more than anything, and losing it briefly has made him fear losing it more. And maybe he fears being serious because he doesn't think he can be depended upon. Or he's almost grieving a death that hasn't happened yet, because he needs to process the worst case scenario since he can't handle even the idea of Mushroom possibly being gone one day.
By "stupid" Dynamite means he feels worse about himself for failing to help Mushroom through any of this. He matters to her, but he feels burdonsome when Mushroom is relying on a person he feels like he can't be. It's not his fault that Mushroom is closed off, but it feels like it. And when Mushroom is this source of joy and safety, it's so scary to ask how Mushroom really feels, to question how stable it really is. But, now he has to. Things have gotten bad. It's not irrational to think it's a matter of life and death. Mushroom will risk their own wellbeing for Dynamite and they won't deal with the things that are hurting them. Something very bad could happen if Mushroom isn't helped, and because they're alone in the woods in an apocalypse Dynamite is the only one who can do that .And he's a kid, kind of, and it makes so much sense he'd reminisce about that right now, just trying to think all of this through. Of course he wishes he could go back, but he probably feels guilty knowing he could be ignorant because Mushroom will suffer for his wellbeing. And again, he can't really fathom that he deserves that at all.
Sorry if this is kind of rambly I'm just in shock gosh.
Also didn't we mention flowers being associated with innocence and youth and whatnot a few paragraphs ago oh my gosh this comic is so good it hurts.
And this episode captures so many different forms of grief, but they're for people who aren't gone, yet. Billie might be terminally sick. She's still here but Dolly feels she has to prepare to lose her. And she'll keep being silly Dolly and getting through but that person she relies on won't be there forever. She can't hide from it. It's inevitable, and this is different from Dynamite and Mushroom where Mushroom dying isn't as guaranteed, but it's a similar feeling when you think about that potential loss for long enough.
Dear goodness
That's about it for now. That was gut-wrenching. The object show furries in the woods make me feel things sometimes I must say


















