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╰┈➤ knight of cups, judgement, page of pentacles, 6 of swords, 10 of pentacles, queen of cups.

In his future, I'm seeing him still pursuing music, but differently, he might change genre or take a new direction in production, he might start writing and producing more music or he'll sign with a new company, maybe overseas or in another country, it seems he'll stop focusing on the k-industry and go more global. He'll have lots of ideas and maybe do collab with other artists, I also see him focusing a lot on modeling and acting outside of south korea. He has so many ideas in his mind, probably wants to focus on a lot of things, and he's trying to figure out what to do, he actually have many options on what he can do in the future. I know he has a business of his own already, so he probably will try and make it grow even bigger than it is right now, I see lots of money coming for him in the future. I pulled some more cards and I got the star, this is something he's been preparing and wishing for a while, I wouldn't be surprised if he's already doing the things I said and is planning to expand his business abroad as well, the 2 of cups, this is mutual connections, doesn't necessarily means love but it can be a partnership, and the hierophant, in the future, he'll be more wise and he'll knew exactly what he's gonna do, I think he'll focus a lot in teaching something or become also a motivational speaker of some sort, but I do see this coming later in his life, like in his 50s or 60s.

JACKSON WANG'S ideal type

╰┈➤ ace of pentacles, 4 of wands, 8 of wands, 2 of cups, 3 of swords, the empress, king of cups, 2 of wands

His ideal type would be someone who's always looking ahead for the future and is always excited about what life has life to offer. He would like someone who's just alive and thrilled to live, someone lively and full of spirit, someone who's not afraid of failure and who never thinks about the bad stuff, the ace of pentacles talks about someone who always takes every opportunity to make it through and never misses a chance to get closer to their goal. This card also suggests that he's into really hard working people, into someone who's just eager to work their asses off and make it big in life no matter what, someone with a strong sense of self and who's extremely ambitious. He could be into people who are also very much family oriented, but I see with the 4 of wands and 2 of cups here that he wants a soulmate, he wants someone he can connect with on a deep soul level, and that he wants something serious, something that will last until his next life, he craves for longevity and deep love. He could be into action takers, into people who just go for it, and that are extremely smart. Maybe he likes people with a certain school degree. Like into those who have a degree in law, science, business, or even engineering, like that kind of smart I'm talking about, because he wants to have serious and intellectual conversations with his lover, he wants someone who's mature enough to take care of themselves instead of relying on other people, someone who doesn't blame others or acts immature in front of him, but someone who stays quiet and leave a room when they don't feel welcomed. He could be into people who had a rough past or went through many heartbreak in past relationships. Cause I see it with the 3 of swords that there's a small energy surrounding vulnerability and sadness, so this can indicate that he's into classy and powerful people on the outside, but that are very soft and sensitive on the inside. The empress card does indicate an interest in women or people with lots of feminine qualities to them, can be into foreigners or someone with a different background than him, because the 2 of wands makes me think of travel for some reason. Lastly. I keep hearing saturnian, so he could be into those who has a strong saturn in their chart, and I'm seeing blonde hair, so it's likely that he's into people with blonde hair.

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10 of wands, king of cups, the fool, 3 of pentacles, knight of cups, 2 of swords, 6 of swords, page of swords.

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i can always spot a capricorn rising because they have a very defined jawline and usually a skinnier figure depending on their other placements of course. even if they aren’t skinny they do tend to be the skinniest in their family. they usually have a smaller head. in their childhood their faces always look too mature for their age, but then they tend to age rly well as they get older. their mannerisms can be awkward sometimes or they walk awkwardly not sure why 😭. they usually talk in a way that comes off very intelligent tho. they also always have dry or dark humor

1st house (capricorn/aquarius | aquarius/pisces): you probably have something about yourself that bothers you but that others find infatuating. You take life very seriously, which can manifest in one of the two extremes: you live it to the fullest with an idgaf attitude or you try to make the most out of it and become as successful as you possibly can.

2nd house(aquarius/pisces | pisces/aries): finances are something that tends to stress you out. Your security isn’t entirely built on money but you understand its importance in today’s world. Maybe you find yourself restricting yourself financially, believing you have to earn that nice pair of earrings first. You aren’t necessarily hard on yourself as a person but rather hard on your drive and energy levels.

3rd house (pisces/aries | aries/taurus): people expect maturity from you. As a child you were most likely very articulate and specific for your age, which is why others started very early on to place expectations upon you. You tend to be very aware, it can feel like you’re being pressured into performing rather than being your authentic self.

4th house (aries/taurus | taurus/gemini): you might cling onto the traditional definition of family, rather than believing in the concept of choosing your family. Perhaps you experienced turbulent times in your childhood, divorces, death of a close family member, substance abuse. As an adult you tend to be overly serious and secretive when it comes to your home life.

5th house (taurus/gemini | gemini/cancer): you are very careful with the words “love“ and “relationship“. You know exactly how much weight both of them are supposed to carry so you might feel uncomfortable to commit or tell someone you love them. This might sound heavy, but it’s actually something that can protect you from heart break and being taken advantage of.

6th house (gemini/cancer | cancer/leo): you might find comfort in creating a strong routine that keeps you on track. Especially anything that includes a healthy diet, mindfulness, workouts or journaling. You take routines and work very seriously and it takes up a big part of your life. However it’s also something that you tend to enjoy, whereas other people dread working out or cooking healthy meals.

7th house (cancer/leo | leo/virgo): this is actually a popular indicator for a late marriage. People with their Saturn in the 7th house tend to get married noticeably later than others. Obviously, that doesn’t mean they aren’t in relationships, but the final steps is something that isn’t taken lightly. As your chart ruler, you might experience hard lessons around setting boundaries in relationships.

8th house (leo/virgo | virgo/libra): as you may know, the 8th house is the house of rebirth (among MANY other themes). Saturn placed here is traditionally a good placement and can actually be indicative of a long life, however that goes hand in hand with chronical health conditions that taught you the hard way how important it is to take care of yourself.

9th house (virgo/libra | libra/scorpio): you take learning extremely seriously. Pairing curiosity with discipline is the key to succeeding in anything that has to do with academia and higher learning. You most likely have a few “philosophical“ mantras or systems you live by, can be as simple as YOLO or “do it for the plot“.

10th house (libra/scorpio | scorpio/sagittarius): with this placement you might experience success that seems delayed. You tend to work hard and it never seems to pay off the way it does for other people, for you it takes longer to build something. However whatever you built for yourself tends to be long lasting and more rewarding than the quick success you can observe in others, even if it can be demoralizing to watch.

11th house (scorpio/sagittarius | sagittarius/capricorn): you take networking, community and friendship very seriously. You might not be the most outgoing person with dozens of friends, you rather focus on building deep friendships and reliable connections. I have seen many 11 houser Saturns keeping a lot of their childhood friends and managing to integrate them into their lives as they keep growing and evolving.

Note: These are all my personal observations and patterns I've noticed over the years. Take what resonates with you more and leave the rest. Lemme know in the comments if it hits home!

There are general interpretations. The signs on the house can make things different. Look at your Western chart!

Venus in 1st - crushes hit hard and fast, fantasizes off the smallest detail, addicted to being wanted, loves touch and attention, needs compliments to feel alive, sex is passionate and ego-driven, mirror sex, teasing, being watched, dominant but gets turned on by someone who takes control, wants it rough but romantic, flirty even when not trying, love language is touch and constant attention, gets bored if it’s too quiet or routine, chases chaos, confuses lust with love, pulls away when not admired, overthinks if not being noticed, takes care of themselves by dressing hot, posting selfies, shopping, changing their hair or look, hides sadness by turning up the charm, isolates when it really gets bad, won’t admit they’re spiraling, still needs to feel wanted even when numb.

Venus in 2nd - slow burn attraction, crushes build over time, wants safety before sex, needs to feel stable to open up, fantasizes about long-term partners not flings, sensual over sexual, big on physical comfort and routine in bed, loves touch, food, cuddling, cozy sex vibes, neck kisses, earthy and slow, love language is quality time and gifts, sex has to feel earned, doesn’t rush into anything, loyal but possessive, confuses comfort with love, stays too long in dead situations ("dead bedroom"), jealousy hides under chill energy, needs control to feel secure, takes care of themselves by eating something good, shopping, staying in bed, numbs out with comfort habits, avoids talking when low, isolates but still wants to feel cared for without asking.

Venus in 3rd - crush starts in the mind, turned on by voice, texts, banter, flirty and clever, fast talker fast lover, fantasizes about late-night convos turning into sex, loves sexting, curious and experimental in bed, love language is words and constant communication, can talk someone into bed or out of love, gets obsessive with overthinking, mind games, emotional detachment masked as charm, gets turned off if partner isn’t mentally stimulating, sex can feel empty if connection lacks depth, when low they spiral mentally, overthink everything, plays it cool but breaks down alone, tries to distract with social media or hookup energy, sending nudes, hard time sitting with emotions, uses words to deflect feeling.

Venus in 4th - soft crushes that sneak up, feels everything but doesn’t say much, drawn to people who feel like home, emotional connection before sexual, touchy but private, into secret love affairs or deep soul-level sex, love language is nurturing and silent care, fantasizes about being protected and emotionally understood, needs to feel safe to open up sexually, sex is intimate, slow, sacred, emotionally unavailable but expects you to read their mind, holds on to past lovers, avoids confrontation, shuts down when overwhelmed, when low they disappear, sleep a lot, rewatch comfort shows, isolate but still crave someone checking in, too much in their head to ask for what they need.

Venus in 5th - falls for people who make them laugh, shows off when they like someone, flirts like it’s second nature, big into playful teasing, sends thirst traps for attention, wants sex to feel fun and wild, obsessed with being desired, fantasizes about being irresistible, likes when someone’s a little obsessed with them, love language is compliments, showing off together, constant attention, gets dramatic when they feel ignored, picks fights just to feel something, jealous if you look too happy without them, acts super confident when sad, flirts harder when they’re down, celeb crushes, jokes through feelings, needs attention like air eve when they say they don't want.

Venus in 6th - crush starts slow, catches feelings from daily convos, notices your habits, flirts by being helpful, lowkey obsessed with consistency, sex is steady, focused, quietly intense, needs trust to open up, fantasizes about someone showing up every day for them, love language is acts of service, small helpful gestures, doing things without being asked, attracted to routines, stability, and loyalty, over-gives to feel needed, gets stuck in people-pleasing, hides hurt by staying busy, shuts down when drained, acts fine but quietly pulls away, zones out into work or chores when depressed, struggles to ask for love directly, wants to be chosen without having to say it.

Venus in 7th - crushes feel like romantic daydreams, wants a partner not a fling, flirts by being graceful, composed, knows how to pull people in with quiet charm, sex is soft but deep, wants balance and emotional connection, fantasizes about being chosen fully, love language is loyalty, quality time, mutual effort, loves being in sync with someone, obsessed with "the one" energy, avoids conflict to keep the peace, can settle just to not be alone, overthinks everything in silence, shuts down when things get unfair, goes cold when hurt, acts distant but still wants closeness, isolates when sad but checks your socials, self-soothes with routines, soft music, and staying emotionally guarded.

Venus in 8th - crushes feel like obsession, can’t stop thinking about them, picks up on hidden vibes fast, drawn to intense people, flirts through eye contact and emotional depth, sex is emotional, consuming, wants to fully merge, fantasizes about secret love, taboo, power play, love language is emotional loyalty, deep talks, full vulnerability, needs to feel like it’s all or nothing, jealous, controlling, tests people without saying why, creates drama to feel secure, stuck in past betrayals, overthinks every interaction, when low they spiral in silence, disappears to process, won't leave even though it's toxic, sexually frustrated, abstinence, plays it cool but feels everything too much, numbs out with fantasies or sex, craves intensity even when it hurts.

Venus in 9th - crushes hit fast and ends fast, falls for people who feel different or exciting, loves foreign accents and deep convos, flirts through humor, big ideas, eye contact, sex is spontaneous, wild, full of movement, fantasizes about road trip hookups, long-distance lovers, teacher-student energy, love language is freedom, sharing knowledge, exploring together, gets turned on by minds and new experiences, red flag: runs when things get too real, says they want love but craves escape, romanticizes unavailable people, talks a lot but avoids emotional depth, when low they disappear, book trips, change everything, chase distractions, attracted to exotic places or people, pretend they’re fine by staying busy, needs space but secretly wants to be missed.

Venus in 10th - crushes on successful people, older partners, boss vibes, celeb struck, drawn to people with money or status, flirts through achievements, style, showing off wins, sex is intense, dominant, about control and slow tension, can be super sexual or fully abstinent if it doesn’t feel “worth it,” fantasizes about secret hookups with powerful people, being worshipped behind closed doors, love language is consistency, financial support, public respect, wants to be admired and shown off, into sugar baby/sugar daddy dynamics, uses love to climb ladders, may marry for money or image, mixes love with ambition, needs validation to feel loved, when low they shut down emotionally, obsess in silence, chase work over love, secretly wants someone who sees past the image but still spoils them.

Venus in 11th - crushes on friends first, celeb crushes, online obsessions, loves brains over looks, flirts through sarcasm, memes, long convos, sex is experimental, mental, needs a strong connection first or else it feels empty, fantasizes about futuristic love, forbidden hookups, secret relationships, love language is shared interests, inside jokes, late-night talks, drawn to detached, mysterious types, emotionally unavailable, ghosts then watches your stories/status, acts chill but overthinks everything, lies to avoid confrontation, confuses flirting with friendship, when low they detach fully, scroll endlessly, disappear into daydreams, pretend they’re too “logical” for love but want to be chosen without asking.

Venus in 12th - secret admirer energy, hidden feelings, loves people they can’t have, crushes feel like fate, drawn to artists, addicts, loners, or people who seem broken, flirts without realizing it, emotionally seductive, soft touches, dreamy eyes, sex is emotional escapism, loves dim lights, silence, and emotional closeness, fantasizes about being rescued, soulmate sex, karmic lovers, dramatic love stories, love language is intuition, emotional sacrifice, being there even when unasked, gives without expecting much back, gets stuck in secret or toxic love, self-abandons, falls for unavailable types on repeat, confused between love and fantasy, ignores red flags to protect the dream, when low they isolate, over-romanticize pain, disappear into fantasies, live in old memories, lack of self-care when depressed, inexperienced, cry over what never even happened, wants love to feel like a movie but forgets to live it.

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DISCLAIMER: These are just my personal observations and are meant for entertainment purposes only; it may not resonate with everyone due to the nuances of astrology. Please respect my work and avoid copying or stealing it. This is gonna ruffle some feathers 😂. Sorry not sorry.

Aries Moon ♈🐏

okay aries moon. you're not angry, you're scared. that's the whole thing. something triggers you and instead of sitting with that feeling for two seconds you explode. vulnerability terrifies you so you attack first. you've convinced yourself that being reactive is being passionate but it's actually just being defensive all the time. stop taking things so damn personally, it isn't that deep. your coping mechanism is staying angry because anger feels like power and at least you're in control of something. you burn bridges before people can even leave you. you make everything a competition even when nobody's competing with you. someone's happy and suddenly you're in a bad mood because their joy highlighted your lack of it. you call it honesty when you're really just being aggressive. your words are weapons and you use them to keep people at a distance so they can't hurt you. but the joke is you hurt them first and then wonder why they're gone. the relational impact is people are terrified around you. nobody gets close because you won't let them. the cost to you is you're always alone. you could be incredible if you weren't so busy fighting everyone including yourself. you know this about yourself. you're reading this right now and getting annoyed aren't you? because you don't like being called out on your bs. what you're actually seeking is someone who won't leave when you stop fighting. but you don't know how to stop.

Taurus Moons ♉🐂

okay babe, you're not loyal you're just scared of change. that's the difference and it matters. you get comfortable and then you stay in situations way longer than you should because at least you know them. your job sucks? you've been there five years. your relationship doesn't work? you stay because leaving is hard. you tell yourself you're being patient when really you're just frozen. your coping mechanism is numbing....by using food, shopping, routine, whatever makes you feel safe. you either consume everything or consume nothing and there's no middle ground. the second anything shifts you freak out like the world is ending. you see the problem coming from a mile away and you do absolutely nothing about it because actually dealing with it would mean moving and moving terrifies you. you'd rather rot in place and complain than take responsibility. people stay with you because you feel safe but safe isn't love. the contradiction is you claim stability but you're actually just paralyzed. what you tell yourself is that patience is a virtue when really it's just cowardice. the cost to you is watching your own life collapse and doing nothing. you're self-aware enough to know better but too stubborn to actually change anything. what scares you about changing is that you'd lose control. what you're actually seeking is someone who'll stay even though you won't move for them and most importantly remember that the only constant thing is change.

Gemini Moon ♊👬

okay gemini moon. you're exhausting honestly. you talk constantly but like... about nothing real. you'll tell everyone your best friend's business because you need the reaction, the engagement, something to keep your brain stimulated. one day someone means everything and the next they're nothing because your feelings change faster than your attention span. you can't sit with one feeling for more than a second so you talk about everything except what actually matters. your coping mechanism is distraction like your 889547473837th new project, or new conversations, or new people. anything to fill the void also known as stillness. you do this because actually sitting with your feelings makes you want to jump out of your skin. you ask people questions to test if they're stupid but really you're trying to figure out why you can't stay interested in anything including people. you gaslight without meaning to because you genuinely don't remember what you said or felt five minutes ago. your mind is always three steps ahead so you're never actually present for anything. the relational impact is people feel used and confused. you're the friend who vanishes when things get real. the contradiction is you call yourself communicative when you're actually just running from yourself. what you tell yourself is that you're free-spirited when really you're just scattered. the cost to you is zero depth in any relationship. you know this about yourself. you hate yourself for it sometimes but you also can't stop because stopping would mean sitting still and feeling something. what scares you is silence and what you're actually seeking is someone who can keep up with your mind but you'll never let them close enough for them to truly know you.

Cancer Moons ♋🦀

hello there crabby cakes, who are we snapping at today? lol. you're the mom friend and you absolutely resent it. you take care of everyone but then throw it in their face later like they owe you. you're passive aggressive as hell. someone does something that slightly bothers you and you're quiet about it for days, making them figure out what they did wrong. your coping mechanism is guilt-tripping and emotional manipulation disguised as vulnerability. you cry and people feel responsible for your emotions because you've trained them to. you hold grudges like they're proof that nobody's ever actually loved you right. you bring up old shit constantly in arguments like a weapon. the second someone doesn't need you anymore you panic. they become independent and suddenly you're starting fights just to pull them back in. you make everything about how it affects you. your best friend gets a job and you're upset because now they don't have time for you. the relational impact is people feel suffocated by your neediness. nobody can have their own life without you making it about you. the contradiction is you call yourself nurturing when you're actually just controlling. what you tell yourself is that you're just being sensitive when really you're being manipulative. the cost to you is everyone eventually leaves because they can't breathe around you. you know you do this. you hate yourself for it sometimes but you also can't stop because if nobody needs you then what's the point?? what scares you is being abandoned again and what you're actually seeking is unconditional love but you're demanding it instead of waiting for it patiently.

Leo Moon ♌🦁

you genuinely can't handle being ordinary. the thought of being average terrifies you more than anything else. you need to believe you're special or impressive or better somehow because if you're just... regular... then what's the point. you can't sit with that. your coping mechanism is performing constantly. you make things bigger and more dramatic than they need to be because your real self doesn't feel like enough. someone succeeds and you're not mad they succeeded, you're horrified that they could be more impressive than you. your ego is so fragile that the smallest slight feels like a betrayal. you take things personally because you're convinced everything is somehow about your worth or lack thereof. you cry and scream about it too because emotions have to be a production with you. you can't just be sad, you have to be DRAMATICALLY sad. the relational impact is people are exhausted being around you. there's no such thing as just existing next to you without it becoming about your feelings. the contradiction is you call yourself confident when you're actually deeply insecure. what you tell yourself is that you need admiration to feel worthy when really you're just running from feeling ordinary. the cost to you is nobody actually knows you. they know the performance but not the person. you know this about yourself. you'd rather be hated and known than loved and invisible because at least then you still matter. what scares you about changing is becoming invisible and what you're actually seeking is proof that you matter but no amount of admiration will ever be enough.

Virgo Moon ♍🧼

if anxiety and ruminating were Olympic sports, you'd have more gold medals than anyone in history 💀. you treat perfectionism like a virtue instead of the burden it is. you analyze every interaction to death because stillness makes you want to crawl out of your skin. your coping mechanism is isolating, analyzing, cleaning, organizing...literally anything to feel like you have control. your anxiety is disguised as helpfulness where you "just want to improve things" when really you're terrified of chaos. someone tells you they're sad and you immediately start problem-solving instead of just listening. you nitpick people's feelings and find their biggest weaknesses to file away. the relational impact is people feel judged constantly around you. you make them feel like they're not doing life right. the contradiction is you call yourself helpful when you're actually just controlling. what you tell yourself is that your criticism comes from love when really it comes from fear. the cost to you is chronic isolation. you've pushed away everyone who got tired of the scrutiny. you know this about yourself. you see the pattern but you can't stop because accepting that things and people are imperfect, including YOU, would shatter everything you've built. what scares you about changing is losing control and what you're actually seeking is safety through perfection but perfection doesn't exist....and the sooner you understand the better.

Libra Moon ♎⚖️

you don't have relationships you have mirrors. you become whoever people need you to be so completely that you forgot who YOU actually are. you say yes to everything because saying no feels like abandonment. your coping mechanism is disappearing. you isolate instead of dealing with conflict. you keep the peace by erasing yourself. somebody online shopping for plane tickets? that's you trying to escape. you shut down if it's too overwhelming. nobody knows you because you've spent so long being what they need that the real you is buried somewhere deep. you make decisions based on what others will think, not what you actually want. the relational impact is people feel like they're in a relationship with a ghost. you're there but you're not really there. the contradiction is you call yourself peaceful when you're actually just avoidant. what you tell yourself is that sacrifice is love when really it's just self-abandonment. the cost to you is depression and exhaustion. you're tired from performing but you can't stop. you know this about yourself. you can see it happening but the thought of actually having opinions and boundaries and disappointing people paralyzes you. what scares you about changing is being alone if you stop people-pleasing and what you're actually seeking is approval but you're never going to get enough of it because you won't approve of yourself.

Scorpio Moon ♏🦂

you feel everything at an intensity that would break most people so you've decided to break people before they can break you. that's your strategy and it's exhausting for literally everyone. you test people constantly because you're waiting for them to prove they'll betray you like you've been betrayed before. your coping mechanism is emotional walls and obsession. you don't just love people, you consume them. you need to know everything, control everything, or nothing at all. there's no middle ground with you and that's suffocating. you pretend you're not bothered at first while secretly plotting revenge. you follow through on it too. you hold grudges like they're proof you were right about people all along. people can feel the coldness radiating off you and they don't know why. the relational impact is your relationships are intense but isolating. nobody can get close enough without being completely consumed. the contradiction is you call yourself loyal when you're actually just obsessive. what you tell yourself is that control equals safety when really it equals loneliness. the cost to you is you're always alone even with someone. you've trained yourself not to trust so deeply that trust becomes impossible. you know this about yourself. you're aware of your revenge fantasies and your control issues but you also can't imagine letting someone see you vulnerable. what scares you about changing is being hurt and what you're actually seeking is someone who won't leave but you're making sure they do by not letting them stay.

Sagittarius Moon ♐🏹

you're running and you call it freedom. that's the core lie you've built your whole emotional life on. you can't sit with discomfort for even a second so you move on to the next person, next place, next thing. your coping mechanism is literal escape. you joke when things get real. you change the subject when emotions get heavy. you leave before they can leave you. you're the friend who's always "onto the next adventure" and people think it's strength when really it's dissociation. you take so much pride in your independence that you sabotage anything requiring compromise. your attention span for feelings is nonexistent. the relational impact is you have shallow connections with a thousand people instead of depth with anyone. people feel unimportant to you because emotionally they are. the contradiction is you call yourself free-spirited when you're actually just avoidant. what you tell yourself is that staying means being trapped when really it means being loved. the cost to you is chronic loneliness and no real intimacy. you've never let anyone actually know you. you know this about yourself. you can see the pattern of leaving but you also can't imagine staying because staying would mean feeling and that terrifies you. what scares you about changing is being still and what you're actually seeking is connection but you're too busy running to notice it's right there.

Capricorn Moon ♑🐐

you learned early that emotions are a liability so you shut down completely. you think numbness is strength and discipline is love. that's backwards and it's destroying you. your coping mechanism is work and achievement. you keep everyone at professional distance, even your OWN family doesn't know you. you're so focused on building your external empire that your internal world is a wasteland. you feel things deeply but you've trained yourself not to show it so people think you don't care. you're drowning but you're too proud to ask for help. your toxic trait is cutting people off with no explanation and never offering to fix it. people feel the coldness radiating off you and they're right to. the relational impact is you end up alone at the top. success without anyone to share it with. the contradiction is you call yourself strong when you're actually just numb. what you tell yourself is that needing people is weakness when really it's humanity. the cost to you is everything. you achieve everything and have nobody. you know this about yourself. you've watched relationships die and you know exactly why but the thought of actually being vulnerable, actually admitting you need someone, feels like death. what scares you about changing is being seen as weak and what you're actually seeking is love but you're too scared to let anyone close enough to give it.

Aquarius Moon ♒⚡

you intellectualize your emotions into oblivion. you can explain your feelings with perfect logic but you never actually feel them. you're brilliant at understanding humanity in the abstract but terrible at actual relationships with actual people. you need people but you need them at a distance. your coping mechanism is detachment and analysis. you detach and don't even realize you're doing it until months or years have passed. you keep people at arm's length and call it being independent when really you're just afraid. you rationalize your way out of every human connection. people are just interesting puzzles to you, not actual beings who need you. you change your mind about people constantly because you're always analyzing them instead of accepting them. the relational impact is you have a million acquaintances and zero real friends. people keep you at a distance for years and it feels cold because it is. the contradiction is you call yourself logical when you're actually just scared. what you tell yourself is that emotions are messy and unnecessary when really they're how you connect. the cost to you is complete isolation dressed up as independence. you're unreachable and you know it. you know this about yourself. you're aware that you detach and that people feel the coldness but you also can't seem to stop because feeling means losing control. what scares you about changing is needing someone and what you're actually seeking is connection but you've built the walls so high that nobody can reach you and honestly at this point you prefer it that way.

Pisces Moon ♓🐟

you don't have boundaries between yourself and other people and you call it empathy. your fantasy life is more real than actual life so you're constantly disappointed when people don't match the version in your head. you're a victim of your own imagination. your coping mechanism is escape like drugs, alcohol, daydreaming, whatever numbs you until your world implodes. you say yes to everything because you can't sit with people being upset with you. you commit to people who hurt you repeatedly because abandoning them feels like dying. the relational impact is people use you because they know you won't leave. you're so lost in other people's needs that your own voice disappears completely. the contradiction is you call yourself empathetic when you're actually just erased. what you tell yourself is that loving people means sacrificing yourself when really it means choosing people who deserve you. the cost to you is self-destruction and chronic disappointment. you know this about yourself. you can see the pattern of being used but you also can't seem to stop because staying would mean being present with your own pain instead of escaping into someone else's. what scares you about changing is being alone with yourself and what you're actually seeking is love but you're looking for it in people who can't give it.

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I’m so GOT7 coded rn. Here I go again interpreting birth charts for my own silly pleasure. Take it with a pinch of salt, ahgases. The way this sat in my drafts for over a year yet only took about an hour to finish. I refused to change the pics for the next comeback so here ya go.

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did u miss me? Anyways, as per usual, THESE ARE ALL MY OBSERVATIONS AND OPINIONS!!

Taurus mars:

You already know. This is my number one favorite and always will be. As men, they might not always be the most masculine, but considering the sign is feminine they have more respect for women. They take their sweet time courting you (and for good reason). Traditional gentlemen, and especially so when placed with Capricorn placements (sun or venus). AND, love taking the time in the bedroom to figure out YOU. If you don’t feel good, they don’t feel good. Trust me when I say they know when you aren’t having a good time. Also, tend to be pretty big, ifykwim (unless they have unfavorable Saturn aspects). AND they’re soft doms (my favorite 🥹). They’re also some of the most gorgeous men to ever walk this planet, but as men they can be really insecure because of the feminine energy that rules their mars. Reserved when it comes to sex, but their sex appeal is off the charts. They’ll always be number 1 for me.

Leo mars:

God they’re handsome. I love fixed mars, and this mars conjuncts my rising so almost ALL Leo mars men make me just a tad horny. Fun and exciting to be around! Just enough exciting energy to keep you entertained, but not enough to wear you out. Generally likes going on mini adventures and always loves having their s/o tag along. They’re not always the most handsome (because their sun sign and rising has A LOT to do with it) but they have warm/handsome energy, does that make sense? Big personalities, whether or not they’re shy. Usually are always average and up in size. Saturn aspects usually don’t hurt a Leo mars too much (unless if there’s a lot or a really detrimental one). Prides themselves on being pleasers, and honestly, they’re power subs. And just like their other fire sisters and brothers, they’re experimental! And if they have any positive Uranus aspects this can amplify by like 10. They’re quite gentlemanly, and do love making their partner feel like the best version of themselves.

Capricorn mars:

Ah, my favorite cardinal sign. I love any and all Capricorn placements. They always bring a sense of longevity to whatever they do and are always very providing and supportive. Despite being a feminine sign, this mars placement has a lot of drive and power that goes into everything. When they’re in a relationship they make you their project. Not always the most romantic, but they notice the little details about you and make it their mission to show that they notice these things about you. STAMINA FOR DAYS, they’re not tired until you’re absolutely beat. They like the give and take, but don’t forget that they are the ones that call the shots. Actually, usually just average. But don’t worry, they —almost— always know how to use it. Pretty romantic with how they treat their s/o, they like making them feel known and seen.

Aquarius mars:

okay, don’t hate me, but I love these little freaks. Very much NOT traditional, love bringing something new to the table for every relationship. Don’t get me wrong though, these guys are a hit or a miss. But they’re still cool to me. They conjunct my venus after all. Their love language absolutely is shared experiences, if they’re doing something new, you best believe they want to do it with you. Honestly, kinda weird when it comes to sex. They can be very detached and cold, but when they’re in it, they’re in it. Also, probably the most experimental of all the mars signs. Dominant to a t. Also tend to be pretty weird looking down there, and they have really good pics when they’re aspected to Neptune.

Libra mars:

I feel very similar emotions about these people as I do about libra venus. Indecisive, usually only care to be pleased, chronic cheaters, unsure of their masculinity (but not in a cute way in an Andrew Tate way). Anyway, I hate them, next.

Aries mars:

fuck these aggressive assholes. they have problems with expressing themselves and feeling like they’re disrespected and so they take it out on everyone else. Not well liked by their friends, and tend to make enemies very quickly. And honestly just annoying 😭.

Cancer mars:

always feel lesser than but don’t take the steps to fix it. not as bad as Pisces mars. Chronic complainers, whiners, and losers. Hardly ever channel their feminine energy into anything good.

PISCES MARS:

the ultimate enemy. womanizer but secretive about it, they have possibly the deepest shadow side. biggest porn watchers and have the worst idea of what women should be. absolutely hates the feminine energy in their mars, very few men with this placement have a healthy relationship with their mars signs.

okay that’s all, no notes. Love ya

This is a part of a series on the rising signs not necessarily in Zodiacal order.

Capricorn risings wish for one thing and it's material security, self sufficiency. Where you have aquarius in the chart is what you wish for. They have for aquarius in 2h so they wish for 2h stuff. Saturn also rules their 1h so their whole identity and personality is affected by a lack of finances and self sufficiency early in life. Especially night charts. Sagittarius in the 12th house - resistant to chance, to getting out of their comfort zone.

Saturn their ruler exalts in libra 10h and debilitates in aries 4h so if they keep thinking about the past, it will get them nowhere. 10h is very misunderstood and capricorns are misunderstood as well. 10h is not as traditional as 4h. 4h is following the customs of your ancestors and nation, 10h is carving your own path. So that's how capricorns exalt - by carving their own path in life and not allowing traditions to dictate them!

No, they're not all workaholics and CEOs. Capricorn is about cultivating your own life path independently and accomplishing what you want with effort, integrity, patience and persistance. Whatever that life path may be. It can even be a spiritual path or quest! A great spiritual leader is Swami Vivekananda, Capricorn rising with an exalted 10h saturn. Doesn't fit the pop astro stereotype you had in mind, right?

Capricorns can be fun, bubbly and cheerful. They're not all serious. After all, Venus rules their 5h and 10h so embodying joyful Venusian and 5h traits is part their reputation (10h). Venus rejoices in 5h and it rules their 5h and 10h, they can be oriented towards creative careers. Check the condition of Venus to discover their creative spirit.

They are the happiest when they marry for love - and love alone! Not for status or gain. Their 7h ruler, the moon, debilitates in scorpio in the 11th house of material gains, and exalts in the 5th house of romance. The goal for their marriage should be romance, creativity, procreation, fun... 5th house stuff. They can be attracted to partners of lunar and 5th house nature so people who are nurturing,stable,practical,grounded, artistic,good with children,kind, family-oriented, somehow introverted.

Their ruler saturn debilitates in 8h in leo, the house of relying on others. Relying on others doesn't benefit them in the long run though maybe in the short run only. The 2h is the house of self sufficiency and it's what they truly want. When independent, secure and self sufficient, they're at their best.

They have virgo (The Hermit in tarot) in the 9h and mercury also rules their 6h. Faith and spirituality for them comes hand in hand with practical acts of service. Their 10h ruler exalts in 3h pisces so it's great for their career to speak up and voice their opinions, express themselves, not be afraid to upset status quo. As I mentioned again caps are meant to shake up the status quo and carve their own path independently, not follow traditions - 4h - or depend on others - 8h.