Miss_worldwide

Rehab never was an option…

This is just a really sad thing for me, not only for the animal, mostly because this represents life, represents our generation and how we don’t care or bother about anything that is not ourselves, things happened to real people “how it’s not me, first concern me”. Real bullshit

Sé que todo esto que ha pasado es mi culpa y realmente no hay nada más que hacer, lo único que me pesa es que tú me odies con tanta fuerza, entiendo el porq de todo pero eso es el castigo más fuerte que puedo llegar a tener, te echo tanto de menos que solo ver tu nombre en un trozo de papel en el trabajo hace que llore. Parece un funeral cada vez que se te menciona, todos sonreímos por recordarte pero al momento una tristeza nos invade por tu pérdida en el trabajo, cual todos saben que es mi culpa y ahora todos no me quieren ni ver la cara. Estos últimos días cuando no podía más me iba al almacén y me ponía a llorar en una esquina escondida, con suerte si no me movía la luz se apagaba y podía perfectamente estar en la oscuridad llorando por todo lo que he causado, te echo de menos pero lo que sí echo tanto de menos es tu felicidad, cual espero que lo encuentres de nuevo y mejor.

I'm overwhelmed to think that this is my reality and possibly for him it's a burden, when from my version, knowing the least about him, how his day went or simply a small message from him makes me the happiest person alive, I'm aware that that's only selfishness on my part and I have to leave space, if he wants to talk to me he will do it, I can't always be behind him, it's not good for me or for him, but thinking that maybe he doesn't even like me destroys me inside, because it doesn't matter the words or statements he tells me that he considers me his friend, his actions really show the opposite, I know that he is independent on his own and that he doesn't like to be on top of him, he likes his space and I give it to him or at least I try to, but he always acts as if I had leprosy or something, the truth is that it eats me inside and his actions and words not only make me dizzy, it is also a pure addition.

Reading to not cry

Needed to clear my mind :)