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" yeah okay, fuck it, fine — I missed you. "

never one to hide his feelings, his smile widened as soon as he heard her voice. “ yeah? i missed you too. a lot. ” fingertips found her waist and pulled her closer.

" whatever you say, I'm over it. "

a mocking laugh escapes her lips before she can even stop herself. “ you said that last time. so what's it going to be? are you going stick with it, or will i see you again in a few days? ”

" yeah I get it okay, it's not your fault. just... timing. "

her words hurt more than they should have, leaving a bitter taste in his mouth. timing. it was never the right time for them. always too busy with their careers or trying to prevent failed relationships from reaching their fate. “ i'm sorry . . . i really am. ”

" look I don't give a fuck — okay ? I want to be with you. "

white pearls sink against glossy lips, she knew it wouldn't be easy and it wouldn't be him if benji didn't make her decision feel heavier on her chest. “ it's not about wanting, i want you too. but sometimes that's not enough. ” in the end, it didn't matter how much they wanted each other, she couldn't erase the feeling that she wasn't good enough for him.