Beautiful Silver Disaster

You know the drill, his name is Tim.

Like this little unflashy post if you won’t mind Gin invading your askbox/sending memes/randomly annoying your muse. Or to throw other verses at your muse or drag into AU hell with him.  Also totally means you can return the favor if the mood catches! Who wouldn’t want to bring home this sweet little fox?

[I’m not calling this a hiatus but I need a few days away from this blog. I have personal things to work on and been having a lot of issues getting to my group and that’s not helping at all. Seeing small pockets of drama popping up is not helping my mental health. 

I’ll be on discord and in the new server to spread a little positivity that is so greatly needed in the fandom and tumblr in general. 

CHOO CHOO! ALL ABOARD THE PISSING OF SHIRO-CHAN TRAIN! @ryusxnka​

❝ Is that so? ❞ Rose asked yet another question. He never truly intended on ever going after another man—especially considering how incredibly deep of a grave he dug himself when it came to his feelings for Gin. It wasn’t supposed to happen, their relationship. The silver haired Shinigami could say they weren’t dating as often as he wanted but the blond begged to differ. There were far and few too many things they knew about one another—physically, emotionally, and psychologically.

❝ Very well, ❞ he quietly hummed as he made way toward the Shinigami. Gently placing soft hands against the back of his lover’s neck, the blond caressed the other’s cheeks, ❝ I’m going to bed. ❞ Leaning inward, he kissed Gin passionately for what felt to be an eternity before letting go. With his lips no more than a few centimeters away and purple hues closed, Rose inhaled Gin’s scent and whispered, ❝ I love you. ❞

And without further ado, he made way to their bedroom for the night.

〘⛓〙 Hate is easy to deal with. Gin can take all the scorn and distrustful looks. All the years he spent building that role. People were meant to hate him. The snake that slithers looking for prey people needed to watch out for. Even now he continued that. It was simply who he was at this point so he wasn’t looking to work so hard to change it. Worked for him all these years.

Rose was the one that was different. Looking at him with eyes that started to see through him. Only one other person looked at him similarly and that person was rewarded by being left behind. With Rose, Gin wasn’t given much choice as he had to stay at his side nearly all the time. Sure, he was given some slack time to time but even then it was limited. The leash was short. Now the Captain had this new habit of subtly attempting to pull more then Gin can give.

A fight was expected only it wasn’t what the fox got. The touch made him silence his voice waiting for the next move. Well, the kiss was a welcomed distraction. For a second Gin smirked ready to tease the man yet anything he might have said was ripped from him. 

Gin froze. Time stood still and he was trapped in that second of hearing those words. Staring into purple eyes while his own remained hidden yet he could feel them look right through him. He wasn’t breathing for a long while after Rose left him there. By the time he remembered to inhale he was light headed. 

No, Gin wasn’t going to follow. Rose went to the bedroom and Gin walked out the door. Running away was childish but so was the snake. Never allowed himself to ‘grow up’ emotionally. He couldn’t let anyone close and now he didn’t know how. Well, that wasn’t the whole truth. Closeness scared him. Allowing someone to have that kind of power or control over him, limit him. Just let Rose was doing now. Those three words held too much in them and Gin was damn sure he didn’t ‘love’. 

Maybe he could feel something but he couldn’t force it out. Running away instead suited him. No one would be shocked. Let them come at him with pitch forks; at least then he’d understand it. Though he also knew he had no where else to go. Couldn’t talk to anyone about the torrent ragging in his mind since he had no friends, and if he could he might as well talk to Rose. 

He was gone the entire night. Only place he could think of to go was the office so he spent the night curled up on the couch there. Avoid these emotions he didn’t understand and didn’t want to. They were better left buried. 

@beautifulsilverdisaster​ is getting an unprompted starter !!

❝ Why are you so dead set against me flirting with others if we’re not in a relationship according to yourself? ❞

〘⛓〙 “We’re na, and it’s none of ma business wha’ ya do, Captain. I’m simply yar advisor.” Not unlike what he was to Aizen. The similarities between both relationships stayed in the for front of his mind. Gin wasn’t willing to attempt to find a part of himself he attempted to kill off long ago when facts were clear. Rose wanted something Gin couldn’t give. 

Will gladly make you hotter.