it still breaks my heart that I'll never find someone like you again. I blame myself every day for letting you go. I should've fought harder for you, I should've made you stay somehow. god, it's been a long time but you never really left my head. everything's still about you. and no matter how much I cry every night or how I'm being self-destructive lately, there's nothing that would make you come back. this is the worst part. you're gone forever.























