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I’ve officially decided to drop this muse for a lot of reasons so this blog will still remain as an archive in case of anything but I want you all to know that I’ve loved the times we’ve shared together and they were honestly the most fun I’ve ever had in years. The likelihood of me returning to this muse is very slim and probably won’y happen for months or maybe y e a r s but yeah.
I’ve no plan to change the theme so you can still peek at the blogroll (the guest book/last star on the side of this post on my blog) and I really truly recomend following all those sweeties on there.
You can check here for previous promos or stalk this blog.
My skype is still the same and if for some reason you wanna keep up with my personal updates then my personal blog is here I guess.
I wish you all the best of luck in the future! Tifa-Mun out!
So uh.. Mun's not dead and apparently some of you are still here, honestly that makes me relieved or something but I need to discuss something with all of you remaining sweeties. I lost my Garry icons. </3
It's the future of this muse.
Now I love this muse so much, more than I probably should. I'm gonna be honest, RPing as Tifa literally made all the negative stuff I deal with worth it and I was forced to stop due to life and various other issues, I hated it. I mean it honestly sucked and I'll spare you all my dumb sob story and get straight to the point. I won't be deleting her though, I'll make this blog an archive for anyone in case they need it and it'll be named beatrushbarmaidarchive or something like that.
I guess I wanna try again, I wanna see how all of my efforts mentioned below the cut had paid off, I wanna make this fun again for me and everyone else so pending on if all goes well, I may figure this out myself on Friday but please understand that I never left because I was lazy or hated any of my partners, it just became less fun when people made demands of me and my muse. Getting kinda emotional and really long here so ya know, gonna just put a cut here.
I possibly have a new URL for this muse, no icons, nothing yet on her because I am deciding on if I should start over and try again cause in all honesty, while I love love love this muse to death, I don't love some of the issues I've dealt with on this blog. I even went as far as to open up about it on my personal blog and discuss in private with people who may have dealt with the same person (not important but I heard they moved sites so yay but not yay for other people they're probably bugging) but it really got me scared when I was looking at the messages this person left me in my inbox, I mean they were all rude and definitely shitty things to say to someone and I tried to have a thick skin about it but it just kinda took it's toll after a while.
I'm scared of repeats like that, I'm scared I won't be good enough, that people will think I'm bad or that they'll be scared of me, I'm scared I won't meet your expectations. I mean it's gotten to a point where meeting new people make me so incredibly nervous and I always pussyfoot around ways to not mess up but I do anyway. I try overly hard to impress and meet expectations that I think people have set for me when in actuality most people are happy, their response is "yay! another partner" or something but yet again, I'm trailing off.
2015 is the year I fix my bad habits and issues (I've gotten started on worrying less about what others think and the above mentioned fears and it's gotten better), my forgetfulness is long since gone, I've got a neat schedule and system for work and school, seeking help for some mental stuff, life has actually started to get decent but here I am anyway, scared out of my wits that it'll all fall apart if I pick this muse back up because of how scared I am of everything I said before and here I am, side tracking again. OTL
In all honesty I feel as if it won't matter, that you'll all be disappointed in me and you all definitely have the right to be, I won't stop you and i won't blame any of you for hating my rotten guts or whatever. Maybe I'm overthinking cause I'm scared but I can't help it but I've an honest to God question for all of you.
Would you care? Would it matter at all if I remade and would it even make a difference at all if I came back into the community? I'm not asking for reassurance, in all honesty I don't know what I'm asking for, opinions I guess or maybe a second chance and what I mean by the third question is, No I'm not expecting this huge event for my return, I guess what I mean is would anyone even notice I'm back and if I was even gone?
I'm sorry, this seems like I'm guilttripping people, I'm not trying to, honestyly I'm not, I just wanna know if I should try again, ya know? Either way, I'll probably let you all know my decision on Friday but to all of those who've stayed with me, thank you. To those who have left, thank you for staying with me as long as you did, even when you didn't have to and I'm sorry I messed up so badly. (Blegh, this started as all emotional and venty) I'm trying to end this on a good note, sort of but I'm just gonna flat out say, That I've loved each and every one of you like family, even when we didn't interact or if we did and my dumb self forgot like usual, you guys made it enjoyable for me and I hope that if you're reading this that you continue to do so and have fun.
So uh, I guess this'll be my last update till Friday. It's not goodbye though, it's just see ya later for now.
SORRY FOR MY ABSCENSE GUYS, I'VE BEEN PROMOTED TO THE ROLE OF NURSE IN MY HOUSE CAUSE EVERYONE'S SICK AND COLLEGE IS WHOOPIN MY ASS PLUS I ADDED A NOTHER BLOG TO MY LIST OF LAME BLOGS BY ME SURPRISE IT'S HOMESTUCK RELATED
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ugh. it’s been so long since i’ve been able to really do stuff digitally, so this little warmup felt good. my queen, tifa, as usual. (warmups are just an excuse to draw fanart, ha)
Been busy today doing chores, finishing some classwork, and I have class in about an hour (I may try to knock out some replies before then if not maybe during) Also had a lot of fun refinding my Merrill muse a bit.
Things I have in my q: 17 (Like 3 responses and 3 starters, the rest is just muse stuff and I'll add a self promo for my next project maybe)
Things I owe: Starter for sleepingmirrors (which I have drafted! Yay! )
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- “The world is veiled in darkness.”
- “All those who live must someday die.”
- “I have no business with you.”
- “Were you always that pretty?”
- “The reaper is always one step behind me..”
- “Guess my technique’s a bit rusty.”
- “Read my lips- mercy is for wimps.”
- “Why did you let this happen?!”
- “It’s not my problem.”
- “I want to know you. The real you.”
- “The planet’s dying!”
- “Words aren’t the only way to tell someone how you feel.”
- “Just looking at you is makin’ me sober.”
- “I hate having nothing to do. It gets me thinking too much.”
- “Go talk to wall.”
- “Oh, what an easy life it must be, just to follow orders.”
- “You don’t need a reason to help somebody.”
- “I wish to be kidnapped- right away!”
- “Listen to my story… this may be our last chance.”
- “No matter how dark the night, morning always comes.”
- “It would be so easy… to let my fate just carry me away.”
- “The gods are toying with us.”
- “Why do you hesitate?”
- “You think I’m going to buy that? Full points for originality.”
- “I wouldn’t bet against me.”
- “Come on, heroes never quit!”
- “Humans aren’t strong. They die easy.”
- “You and I are the same”
- “You don’t think I can handle it?”
- “You want the truth?”
- “Nothing’s going to happen just by crying for them.”
- “It was their destiny and their’s alone to decide.”
Yeah no, I'm not feeling up for much of anything rn so I'm gonna take my nap early. Got everything saved in my drafts and I'll finish 'em when I wake up but yeah sorry and stuff.
drafted: 3
starters I owe: Treasurehuntingninja, blue-eyedkumiho sleepingmirrors
responses I owe: none atm (or that I know of)
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