aint no good chain gang

they put the basketball where i can’t watch it which is so fucked up and evil of them

i’ve thought it over and decided NOT to pay any attention to the wnba until they have a detroit team. it’s too much basketball already

yesterday we had open bargaining & i went into it like, just there to see what is going on, not anticipating being surprised; open to the union actions but like not as an individual really wanting a strike vote… now i think the organization is secretly dead flat broke and that we should bargain as hard as possible, authorize a strike, and then also all jump ship. management did such a bad job

yesterday i was so happy the spurs won - now though idk if i have a preference between the spurs and the knicks!

at the onset of basketball brain disease i was stoked bc i was like now i will have a social KEY to speak to kinds of people ive never been able to click with one shared interests!! but big mistake - ive already built a life that totally avoids them & no one i know wants to talk about only playoffs basketball

lmao Wemby DID in fact get caught on camera telling the bench players to go do hard fouls.. stan

also she’s going to have me do a values worksheet and my values are going to be like. um duty.. honor.. revenge? righteousness.. equity?

the therapist keeps being like what is the internal vs external locus of control? & i go, um well i am not sure but i do know one day i will perfect my systems and control all things and people, using a perfect structure of interruption, surprise, polite agreement with gentle differentiation, disarming honesty, pratfalls, and posture

thinking 24/7 about the idea of “ethical hoops”. rotating ethical hoops in my mind

pray for me homies in the phone that my toe is simply bruised and sprained and not broken

i’m reading a like, beach read genre book someone gave me & experiencing a like real genre shock between it & what i have been reading, im like, ok who in this is the Kissenger??? does anyone care about nuclear war??

finally finished saint leibowitz and the wild horse woman. it’s a good book but by the end i was having trouble keeping track of all the different guys in it. it’s going to take some mental digesting