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( 001 ). hi, i’m alex🔪, 30+, she/her. ( 002 ). welcome to #beartsar : a semi-selective and slow roleplay blog for IVAN MEDVEDEV from leigh bardugo’s grishaverse — series, book, and headcanon based. affiliated with @heartrends / @withink's fedyor. ( 003 ). you must be 18+ to interact. ( 004 ). my inbox is always open and memes never expire, send something today! ( 005 ). blogroll : @djelvar (sb), @kaelishkingpin (sb), @pizzatheif, @mirafirstmate, etc.

est. may 2021 — dash only. carrd.

currently rereading : six of crows.

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criticalfai1ure

you hear a piercing shriek come from the building to your right as the ground begins to shake beneath your feet. through the side doors bursts a monster that stands over nine feet tall — their pale skin is nearly translucent in the moonlight, pointed teeth bared in an ominous grin. when their milky gaze meets yours, a feeling of dread washes over you...

— ROLL INITITATIVE !

indie multimuse rp blog. feat. muses from bullet train, d&d, the grishaverse, my head, & more !! written by alex🔪

#000 ( ❦ ) ─── ( sp ).

criticalfai1ure

you hear a piercing shriek come from the building to your right as the ground begins to shake beneath your feet. through the side doors bursts a monster that stands over nine feet tall — their pale skin is nearly translucent in the moonlight, pointed teeth bared in an ominous grin. when their milky gaze meets yours, a feeling of dread washes over you...

— ROLL INITITATIVE !

indie multimuse rp blog. feat. muses from bullet train, d&d, the grishaverse, my head, & more !! written by alex🔪

#ivan and the gv lads are moving to the multi!#000 ( ❦ ) ─── ( sp ).

pizzatheif

alex🔪’s spring cleaning blogroll : @pizzatheif ; @mirafirstmate ; @criticalfai1ure ; @sniperwithasmoke !

#000 ( ❦ ) ─── ( sp ).#reduce reuse reblogging lmao #ivan and the lads are shifting to a multi bc i simply cannot handle the thousands of blogs i have :)

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anon request | heartrender + hand gestures

#001 ( ❦ ) ─── ( vis ).#HEARTRENDER HANDS HEARTRENDER HANDS HEART-

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gonna be hopping blogs this week as my desire to write returns with the dissipation of my stress.

#000 ( ❦ ) ─── ( ooc ).#mostly catch me on hugo from my phone tho.#or disco!!

Bear Paw Armor Cuprum Arm Guard, Indo Persian Islamic Empire Dynasty

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#001 ( ❦ ) ─── ( aes ).#i’m just saying. nichevo’ya possessed ivan’s hands probably aren’t dissimilar to this.

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ind. sel. multimuse featuring characters from leigh bardugo's GRISHAVERSE, such as KAZ BREKKER, FEDYOR KAMINSKY, and more / penned by jay / psd.

#000 ( ❦ ) ─── ( promo ).#jay!! beloved!!!!

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forget top and bottom. which one is the “it’s okay. you can let me go.” and who is the “shut the fuck up you idiot. you’re not dying today.”

#fivan!!!#003 ( ❦ ) ─── fedyur | dyn ( tell me about your heart. how it stole breath from my lungs & still warmed my veins ).

pizzatheif

#pizzatheif : the masculine urge to out-pizza the hut.

a study in : the last slice of pizza in the box for breakfast, best friends to petty thieves to lovers, &. half a brain cell struggling to stay afloat in the hudson — but the cement shoes ain’t helpin’ matters much.

HUGO VAN HOUTEN. a petty crime based oc. written and loved by alex🔪 — est. dec 2021.

google doc. rap sheet. memes.

#000 ( ❦ ) ─── ( sp ).#we’re Vibing with hugo today #but i’ll be around ivan later bc i Need to write more for him.#but hueg has a couple of grisha verses!

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anyway. talk to me more about powerless ivan who can still feel something from his amplifier but can’t connect beyond that bc i’m Thriving.

#000 ( ❦ ) ─── ( ooc ).

gonna go absolutely Feral on the internal systems “it” lady.

#000 ( ❦ ) ─── ( ooc ).#she’s such a DICK!!!#my team can’t do what they need !!! give us our permissions for this shitty system back !!!!!!#or better yet. come to our 1224 apartment property to see why we need different access than literally the entire rest of the portfolio.#like 🫠🫠🫠.

at a 2yo’s bday and then meeting up with @emcads and THEN if i get home and don’t just pass out, i’m gonna be hopping between here and @pizzatheif 😌✌️

#000 ( ❦ ) ─── ( ooc ).#bets are off if any writing gets done tbh.#but i Will Try.

@withink / fedyor said : ❛ am i supposed to just let you go? ❜

❝ you can’t expect me to stay, ❞ ivan scowls and it looks as though it is etched onto his features like stone. ❝ i am a traitor. i was on the wrong side, ❞ he spits. eyes slide closed, a migraine pounding behind them born of the silence he’s been enduring. in all his time, his world has never been as empty as it feels now, even as he stands with the man who holds his heart. the shadows cut him off from his power, including the ability to sense the steady thumping that has always been a resounding undercurrent — a comfort for a corporalnik. ❝ i was a monster, fedya, and now? now i can’t even slow my own pulse, ❞ voice drops to a broken whisper, ❝ i can’t hear your heart beating. ❞

a look of disgust overcomes him as his heart races and he can do nothing to ease it but to dig the heel of his palm over his chest as if the movement will relieve his pain. ivan turns his back to fedyor, guilt tethering him in place. ❝ there is nothing i've done that i wouldn't do again, ❞ a growl. the thumping in his heart steadies so the other will know it's his truth. he should ask fedyor to come with him, he shouldn’t be so quick to anger, not here. not with him, and yet... ❝ i don't deserve the king's pardon and i won't stand your pity. unless you mean to turn me in? ❞

#withink #004 ( ❦ ) ─── ( ans ).#005 ( ❦ ) ─── nichevo’ya | verse ( drink at the source and speak no word ).#hey !!! i'm SAD.

been circling the idea that ivan is older than he looks.

#000 ( ❦ ) ─── ( ooc ).#something something with his amplifier and how close he is with the darkling ( in my head ??? )#and tbh i would be willing to kill off his mother and the sister i gave him from old age to further push my agenda.#and like !! not saint old. but definitely on his way past an average middle age.

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WHICH IMAGINARY ILLNESS DO YOU HAVE ?

TEETHING. your teeth are growing sharper, until they can rend flesh as easily as air. your hunger is growing ardent, the unquenchable fire of yearning burning steady in your gums. you want so much — you want to devour it all. the thrill of the chase becomes more and more of a rush until you finally sink your canines into someone. sometimes your smile feels so wide, as if you could swallow reality whole.

#001 ( ❦ ) ─── ( study ).#hmm !!

not my desire to pick up writing hardwon come blasting through a brick wall like the koolaid man…

#000 ( ❦ ) ─── ( ooc ).#i’m GONNA write tonight!#i’m also gonna respond to messages after we put lil to bed and eat dinner.#but also. hardwon su.refit my BELOVED.#rifp @ autocorrect. su.refoot

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