Draw Every Day

i logged into my basically unused art blog just for @spknbrkn

his name is Juice;) and he’s a mistake 

I’ve been having a very difficult time with my mental health.  It seems like I have bad things on my mind, and I have wrestle them down and shout affirmations to myself until I find some form of calm.  I put so much effort to get the bad thoughts out, only to have them come right back as soon as I stop shouting at myself.

Having to be quiet all day in classes and living alone don’t help.  At the same time, I don’t want to reach out to people because there’s a part of me that thinks I truly deserve to be alone.

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i recently was introduced to be more chill (a musical) and i had to draw some boys from it.  I went off of what i was picturing in my head for jeremy and michael instead of looking at the broadway people.

The horned girl, Winifred.  She has a cutaneous horn and is sold to AC Bends by an uncaring aunt.  After being paraded for some time, she gets in a fight with some ‘normal’ people after they were ridiculing her and Amicus for being out together.  Her face was slammed into the ground, breaking her horn.  Underneath it was a third eye.  She went from run of the mill odd to downright extraordinary. 

amicus’ gets a smooch from a character im spitballing.  Sheh as a horn in the center of her forehead.

Lisa’s first major act of necromancy was reviving a dead kitten, a three-legged gray cat named Sanko.

i bought new clothes and went on a good date today

when i was a freshman in college i designed a circus sideshow cast and after watching greatest showman ive been revisiting

the first lil group are the little poepl, Charlotte, Amicus, and Tinkerbell.  Charlotte was kidnapped form England as a kid, Amicus was bought for 14 dollars, and Tinkerbell was left on the fairgrounds.  Amicus was a protagonist.

The next lil pair is Yevheniya and her little brother Igor, a pair of immigrants from the USSR.  Igor has a third arm in the center of his chest, and his sister is his caregiver and is a seamstress.  She is very protective of her brother and she’s in love with Charlotte.  Igor is 9 and has no idea how sucky his life is?

The next guy is A.C Bends, the owner and ringmaster of the whole ordeal.  He’s a sinister, scheming, fiend who is universally hated by his employees.  

The next is a pair of dicephalic conjoined twins, whose real names are unknown.  They simply go by Blanche and Noir.  Noir is forced to maintain a gloomy persona to keep up the appearances.  

Patrick and Dennis are another pair of conjoined twins from Ireland.  Patrick is a bit of an unkempt, lazy bum and Dennis is a bookish, intelligent lad who has control over the middle arm.

The last figure is Mary, a pregnant woman with Hypertrichosis aka werewolf syndrome.  She passed away before the start of the story, and is kept as a curiosity in a massive jar in AC Bends’ cabinet of curiosity.  Everyone misses Mary dearly.  She died shortly after giving birth to her son, John.

after seeing the incredibles 2 i couldn’t help myself and threw together a cute lil hero kid.  Her name is Enid, and she’s under the impression that she has no powers until she realizes that she has never once in her life been hurt.  She is indestructible, a word that i spelled wrong on this drawing.

She’s of Irish and Trinidadian descent, her father was killed in the line of Duty and her mother is presumed dead.

She’s in the foster system but she’s not too bitter.  Her foster parents are good to her.

IDK i love her maybe ill just write a lil comic about her someday

I think I’m going to start a Channel on Youtube where I talk about DBZ and stuff... I dunno when I’ll launch it but I’ve been wanting to do it for years now.  I’m mostly just going to rant about Krillin on it probably.  I dunno.  

This is my channel art.  My handle is SevenStar, which was my moniker in high school. Also, here’s my icon:

ive been thinking about my friend jay ( @spooksdale ) and how i miss them and i hope theyre doing well, but im bad at communicating so i just drew their fursona receiving a letter from me.  Originally I drew myself as a human but it looked very weird so i slapped a raccoon on myself.

Anyway.  Give them a follow!!  And follow their webcomic! It’s really good!!!!! 

Uda’s older brother Soba is literally a fusion of Goten and Trunks?  But not Gotenks?  He’s actually a good boy?  He’s only part trunks bc he uses a sword