12-17-22 The Child - The Universe is Calling You Out. **Trigger Warning**
Good morning everyone today the universe would like to talk about The Child. I'm unsure at this moment exactly what aspect of the child the universe wants to focus on but that's what the reading is for so let's continue on to that. I've decided based on the power that this reading is producing that I'm going to give you the extended today as well for free. This is going to speak to a lot of people and I think that extra information is going to be really necessary. However instead of purchasing the extended reading I do accept donations. I may start a patreon, let's get to the reading.
Okay everybody it's time to put on your big person pants because the universe wants to talk about some traumatic things in our pasts that we need to talk about today.
Start the reading off in the past with the Seven of Cups, the present with the Eight of Cups, and the future with the five of Wands.
In the past your parents loved each other and they expressed it. I say parents because of the child like reading that we're doing right now so we're looking for the point of view of the child. You can see them in the background of the card expressing love towards each other while the child or at least the agony of the child is shown in the foreground pleading and begging for that attention. Now I could be misinterpreting this entire reading incorrectly however I don't feel it's wrong.
In the present you have the Eight of Cups. This is the grown up you it's eight broken cups laying around him and sitting there solemnly by themselves. This feeling of being unloved in the past has come into the present you feel unloved now as much as you did when you were a child. Old traumas undealt with.
In the future we have the Five of Wands. This card is all about conflict but what's unclear right now is what exactly we are fighting. Are we fighting ourselves or were you fighting something externally. We'll figure that out once we clarify.
The seven of cups is clarified by the Te of Wands and The Tower. You struggled for a very long time. It was burdensome, painful, and arduous. Perhaps your parents did say they loved you, however, you never really felt it that what that's what happens when they deny it in early life. And it seems this kind of went on for a while until finally you snapped. This Tower isn't from them you started it and it had to be done. It seems that they probably were very unaware that this is how you felt because you really didn't know how to express yourself. So you lashed out at them they fired back and everything ended.
The crossing energy is The Fool. Basically, pardon my language, but you said fuck this I'm out. You left them hell even to this day I bet they're still confused because these emotions that you had weren't properly communicated to them or they were too dense to understand it when you did express yourself.
The resulting energy is Judgment. I say this in some other cards as well but in this one in this position it fits you're taking your ball and going home. Felt something in you saying that they're wrong and they know it and you leaving is proof of that. I'm sure they don't feel it though.
In the present the Eight of Cups is clarified by the Knight of Swords and the Ace of Wands. Now I thought about this for a little bit before doing this write up because we are going to be calling some people out, I guarantee it. You're sitting by yourself with all of these broken relationships around you unsure why they keep failing. We clarify this with the Knight of Swords and the Ace of Wands. You rush in with fiery thoughts when something in these relationships doesn't go well. You feel like there's something they're doing like what your parents did. However, in reality, you did it. I'm not speaking about your past that's totally your parents or whatever guardians you had. However you've grown now but you haven't developed the emotional maturity yet. You still react to challenges in your relationships like a child would. Understanding this isn't a bad thing either, it can hit like a truck, because now you have to take personal responsibility for these feelings. But ultimately you can justify your actions in these relationships because you blame the other person. However it's you that's causing the problem, learned behavior from poor parenting.
The crossing energy is the King of Pentacles. I have a strong suspicion this is how you feel about yourself, because when you were a child and your parents didn't love you had to learn to love you you made yourself the most important thing in the world and the King of Pentacles represents that. This is a very arrogant energy in this position, you may feel that you are the King of Pentacles and you know what you may have all the material things in the world right now that could justify saying that. Cars, money, real estate, people flock to be around you no one ever really stays close. But all hope is not lost, the resulting card is The Sun. If you can get a handle on this emotional side in your life and resolve it not only are you going to be that King of Pentacles you're going to be the Sun as well. You're going to be a powerhouse and I think this leads into the Future Card of The Five of Wands. There's a fight coming let's find out why.
Yeah there's going to be a fight but you're not fighting yourself. We clarify the card with the Two of Cups and the Eight of Swords. You're going to find somebody who you're going to stand toe to toe with. They can see all the bullshit, and see right through it. You don't fool them and they are just as strong as you. Possibly they have had similar emotional issues in the past as well and this really makes you think a lot it's Eight of Swords energy. You're hearing what this person you love is saying but it's completely opposite to every experience you've had. So you fight it because deep down you feel that you're right. Because those traumas were started so early that that's all you know. Hell they may have dealt with it themselves so they can see the bullshit and now they're trying to pull it out of you. Get you out of your own head so you can express it properly.
The crossing energy is The Hierophant. Anyone who suffers through these things will have a situation like this. Not to invoke Christian beliefs but you're going to have a come to Jesus moment. This trial, and that's exactly what it is a trial, is going to be a fight. Deep down you know you're going to lose but every part of you wants to fight to keep who you are even though you know who you are is toxic to everyone around you. However the resulting energy is the King of Swords. This is you after, this person that loved you and fought against you and tried to pull you out of this pit you dug yourself. May not be with you anymore, I imagine they still care for you though but they just couldn't take it. However on your side this is the straw that broke the camel's back. Your turning point. This loss is going to hurt. But it's necessary to have this loss to grow from it finally confronting and dealing with all of these issues in the past with your parents and not being loved and not passing love on the others. The King of Swords it's alone but he stands taller than sitting over eight broken cups.
The final message from the universe is the Two of Wands, the Four of Swords, and the Five of Pentacles. This is a warning about going backwards. In the two pinnacles you can see the man you know looking out across the sea with the world is hand I feel it's Magellan who is reflecting on this great adventure he's been on. Is past life and almost lamenting that it's over. The Four of Swords is being quiet. Pulling away within yourself blocking out all these negative feelings emotions and sitting silent. The Five of Pentacles is the result no longer will you be the King of Pentacles you feel you are. You'll lose everything the fire and passion everything that got you to where you are now in the present will cease and your journey will be over
The crossing energy is The Magician. The magician is a trickster tell he'll tell you one thing and do another, he'll lie to you and make it seem like it's the truth. This is that little child voice in your mind, reaffirming all the emotions you had as a youth in relation to your parents. Protecting you, but these are childlike protections very basic they lack the complexity of the modern world. They hurt you they're mean you're fine the way you are. That'll make anyone turn inward. But that's the wrong path because you're no longer a child can't listen to it. The resulting energy is the Seven of Cups. This is representing reflection I feel it's finally listening to something in your past possibly this future influence, finally, and being able to look back at your past objectively. Ignoring this magician well allow you to do this and see all of the points of your past where things could have been different. Allowing you to get the bare Bones of your issue, where it all began and realizing the truth in that situation. In this specific truth, you are worthy of love the issue was with the other people in your life in the past. However you carried that burden that they put upon you into the future. And you reflected that burden on to others to lighten the load for yourself.
Not going to lie everyone is reading is very powerful today and I'm sure there's someone out there that needs to hear this. Does it apply to everybody's situation of course not but somebody needs to hear that the issues that were laid upon you in the past aren't your issues it's their issues. You no longer need to carry these for them it's time to let it go and become who you're supposed to be.
Thank you for reading my reading today there will be no extended because I included it in the reading. I would have been a real asshole if I charged to get this extra information. If this resonated with you the universe is calling you out to take a objective look at your life. I know you have it in you to get past this I hope this look into your life through the eyes of the universe can bring clarity to your own life.