Full Moon In Pisces

I remember a time where things were better and worse at the same time.

I’m not getting much out of this. I think it’s time for me to lay off. I’m not even ashamed to admit it.

I feel like I’m walking thru a fog trying to make it out the maze. I don’t see straight. Everything’s blurred.

I want to feel taking care of. Protected. I’d love to run away and never look back.

Somebody call my ex. It ain’t happening.

Im afraid of verbalizing the issue.

I’m afraid of making it too real.

Something i can no longer escape.

As long as I don’t say it, then it’s not happening.

But it is tho.

I feel safe here. I need to get it out someway.

I am in a relationship I don’t feel cared for.

He might love me. But won’t provide for.

Still alive and breathing.

Realized how far I’ve come. Still battling the urge to get high everyday. But I now know what I can lose to it.

Je traverse des moments de doute. Je doute de ma foi. Car Si Dieu existe pourquoi il fait les choses si compliquées pour moi?

Je traverse des moments de vide et je me sens bien seulement quand je dors.

On sert à quoi ? J’ai plus le goût de rien. Je suis bloquée parce que j’ai des gens qui compte sur moi.

Je veux que ça s’arrête.