belmont cameli

You're not wrong, mine is just.. special? Okay, I am trying to not overthink this so I'm going to be honest, one of my biggest actual fears is I'm not going to find someone because my family is too much and there's this perceived idea of who I am, and who I have to be that people don't get to see. There it's out there. I didn't like anything Spider Man related! So explain that to me Mr. you had to have liked something with me in it to be all over my FYP. Have, want. Same difference essentially and your Tik Tok sounds more interesting if you can't even explain it. Cracked like an egg. Yep. There's other far more fun posts but that's a later thing to learn. Consider that your preview. Alright, find the place, Cameli. And all the hand holding you could want. PRIVATE: That's a change, it's not me trying to be an ass, but not all men always care about all needs equally. Which I get, I understand some guys want the model experience, that's what the girls and I say at least. I'm not saying about not needing me, you don't need me to call you daddy you have the fans for that. I can come up with other things. You have, and honestly the fact you didn't immediately try and get into bed really made me like you. Now pinning me to the door should be on your next agenda. How do you feel about private jets? Or handcuffs? Tying?

just special? maybe just one of a kind? it's okay if you overthink it, as long as eventually you explain. i can understand that fear since you have been in the spotlight for so long and your family is so public. but i'd like to think that you don't have to worry about that with me? are you sure? then odyssey related? i mean, isn't that how that app works? you like a video and suddenly get flooded with videos about the same thing or same person. i honestly think mine is just a random mix of all the things. cracked like an egg just sounds so weird. alright, alright. i found us a place and the appointment is booked! thank you. private: i have heard of those kind of guys...and honestly? those aren't real men if you ask me. hold on, the model experience? just being able to say they hooked up with a model? honestly, that's shallow as hell. other things? i need to know what the other things are because i'm curious. i could..sort of tell you were confused. especially when i didn't go for a kiss right away. it should be? private jets, handcuffs and tying? all three things that i'm leaning towards saying will happen with us. does that answer your question?

You’re right, I need to get out of my own head with it. I’m a chronic over thinker haha you’re a soft singer too?! Or did you mean you’re no stranger to something else haha hell yes we are! Aside from all this karaoke talk, what’s up with you? What have you been up to? Talking to anyone for the love life? Going on any fun trips? Fill me in, dude!

overthinking is common i think. though i usually end up just saying fuck it and doing whatever. not a soft singer, i go all out! i am basically no stranger to just doing whatever. aside from all this? been keeping busy, filming, doing some events here or there. just planning a trip back to chicago with a friend of mine. what about you? how's everything? you're still dating..benito right? love his music.

Always does, next thing we know it's gonna be October and we'll be wrapped and back off on our own time. Saw a clip online and it looks like Ella, I haven't had a chance to ask. Good to know, not that I'm expecting to be on his podcast but should I ever, at least I'll know to flirt back. Or, actually, maybe not. When have I ever said that the shit didn't hurt you?! I literally said that I knew you were hurting and that's why I gave you fucking space. But you act like we also did this on purpose to hurt you, it just fucking happened. Had I known, I - I don't know because what's the point of what-if games now. No one is blaming you for shit, you said yourself you said things you shouldn't have, you said you left us alone that we were fine without you when no one said a god damn thing about that. Don't. Don't fucking bring her into this if I say something. That's between you and me. You have a problem with what I'm saying, leave it at that. But don't for a second think you did this for our sake. My best friend and I couldn't fucking talk to him and I'm not allowed to be hurt either? Shit, you know what. Forget it, Belmont. Forget I said shit.

it feels like we're going in circles! that's all that is happening. i didn't ever say that you two did this shit on purpose. why would i have told you? between you and her both, talking to me, about the other? am i wrong about the two of you being fine without me? pretty sure the whole world thinks the two of you are in some bubble. don't? fuck off stephen, like it was so hard for you. how much did your life really change when i wasn't around? if this is how it's going to be, we can be co workers, but i'm not going out of my way to avoid you or her anymore. if you really want to draw this line, i have no problem with it and i'm tired of all this bullshit.

Ain't that the truth. Wouldn't want to be doing anything else. I do think it's because it's someone else reading to me, and depending on how they read it? Like you said if the person is monotone? Then I'm a goner. I've always been the type to need a book in my hands. I don't know how kids do it these days with having books online now when it comes to school and all. Both different, for sure. Some podcasts can be boring though. Agreed, we'll have to set it up and even if we met on zoom that's better than nothing. I appreciate that, I'm grateful for my little fandom.

exactly, we both know there is nothing else we would ever want to do. i know some people like being read to? other people, like yourself, prefer to read themselves. i'm somewhere in the middle, i think. i don't mind either, but the book has to catch my attention. it's so biazarre right? no more giant text books to lug around. plus they can just read on their phones or tablets. some can! though some just grab your attention and you don't even mind the ads. a weekly or bi weekly zoom book club? sign me up! are you really calling it little?

Mean we've only just started on episode three and four. Got more than half a show to go. Yeah, great, it's been - great. Think I saw a teaser about Ella and Rare Beauty, at least that's what it looked like. You're all out here doing the big things. Gotta say, was a good podcast but the one guy a little high strung. Did I get vibes he was flirting? Time with family is good, I'm hoping to see mine in a little bit. You did check out, space, fine. I get it. It's been weeks, Belmont. So don't put this shit on me. I didn't see any of this coming, and honestly, you're the last person I thought would actually hurt me just as much. But I can't apologize for something I didn't do wrong, and I sure as fuck didn't ask you to either.

i know but we know how fast time goes on set. she mentioned something about it to me when we checked in. we are and he really is high strung in a good way. he was flirting, but that's just him. it always is and it's needed. i'm not putting this shit on you. i'm trying to explain why i did what i did. you keep making it seem like this shit didn't hurt me to do. i never thought that i'd feel like this about the two people i was closest too on the set. what the fuck do you want me to say right now stephen? i am trying to move on from this shit, i reached out to talk to you and all you are doing is blaming me for everything. which i have to be honest? not what i expected when it comes to you. maybe from mika, but not you.

No, it doesn't leave room for much of anything. Aside from the occasional catch up with friends...if we're lucky. I tried getting into audio books, but I can't focus on them. I need the actual book in front of me which is so weird. The only thing I can focus on that's audio? Is obviously music, but podcasts. Usually involve booze? Now that's what I'm talking about. Yeah, we gotta change that. The world loves that man, I swear. Hopefully we'll be getting that trailer out there soon though.

it doesn't, but we love it anyway. that's basically all we can hope for. is it just because it's someone reading to you? i know if the person is monotone, there's a huge chance i'll fall asleep. sometimes you have to have the physical thing in front of you. podcasts are different compared to them, same as music. they do! can't have one without it, so i think we could have some fun. the world does and i get it! though the world loves you too. i'll be waiting for it!

Okay, we don't have to think about that at all. I'm not ready to think about bigger if I'm honest. Yeah I'm thriving in what we're doing now, being on set, filming. Saw you doing some podcast interviews. Good on you man, seems like everyone is having a good time. You know what, apologize, don't apologize. You're going to do what you want to Bel, I know who you are as a person, and if that means waiting for you to be ready to be friends again, tell me. I'm not the one who checked out of this friendship, you did.

we don't have to think about it, for a while. i'm glad that things are going great on the set. i did some podcasts, trying to squeeze in time with my family too. i think everyone is and the internet is eating it up. i didn't check out stephen. i took a step back, and it feels like you just assume that means i'm done. i needed to clear my head and i won't be made to feel like shit about it. you think i don't miss you? i do, but never saw any of this coming.

It is but we're a complicated family, I can't pretend that we're not. Not to say we don't have amazing times, I don't want to seem like we don't. I'm not trying to scare you off, I just - it feels like a lot even for me to explain it let alone expect someone to be excited about it. Don't know, kinda sounds like that. Not saying it's a bad thing! It's you, Erling, or Tom Holland and I definitely think you're the top pick. No we don't have to scroll anything. I wanna scroll your FYP because you must have just anything random. Yes, I can't help when my FYP is ovulating, it's a thing! I've seen many comments saying the same thing. Suddenly you're watching cute videos and the next we've got posts about getting cracked like an egg. There's no in between. I do like tattoos maybe Chicago. Maybe. PRIVATE: We love when someone is willing to take care of all needs. Also a guy who talks you through it, if you know what I mean. If not Tik Tok it. See the fans calling you daddy already, what do you need me for? There's far more interesting things to explore. Yeah I am, consider it mutually beneficial.

any family can be complicated, it just varies. i didn't think that there weren't good times with them either. kendall, i promise that i can handle whatever comes my way with us. even if you feel like that's a lot? uh huh. are you sure about that? so now spiderman is in the mix? we don't have to? i didn't say have to, but i want to. honestly i have no idea how to describe the mess that is my fyp. whatever you say jenner, i choose to believe you. hold on, cracked like an egg? thats not one i've come across. i wasn't sure if you did or not! i'm all for them, obviously. there are plenty pf places to get some ink in chicago. private: that's basically what i go for? i do know what you mean...and i have done that. i have seen one or two! don't even go there with not needing you because of the fans. i've been a gentlemen so far, but you have no idea how i was thinking of pinning you to the door when i kissed you goodnight. there are many things that could be explored.

I'm going to blame the lack of reading I've been doing lately because of how busy I've been. But you've got it, I'll tell you all about it. Being in a book club is something I haven't even thought about now being an adult. The last time I was in one was when I was in high school. No no, not yet. That trailer was for another film he did.

honestly, it's valid because our jobs? they don't leave a ton of room for hobbies. that is why audio books might be the way to go. i know that book clubs for adults are a thing! usually they involve booze. i never was in one but could be changed. i swear he is just everywhere, but this means i have to wait to see the project you did with him!

I think we'll have them in the future after seasons, and they'll sign us up for specific ones as they happen but we won't be thrown to the wolves this time again. Now we'll know okay, this is how it's going to go. You've been a busy man, doing all kinds of things. Do I want you to apologize if you want to? Yes, but not because she's my girl, I mean kinda, but because I know somewhere in there she's your friend. Don't want to see you feel like you're losing friends but I can't make you do anything. Nothing, it's fine. It's weird not having my best friend to talk to but not like I won't survive. Got friends in visiting so I've been keeping busy.

oh, i am betting the press run for season two will be far bigger than it was for the first season. we figured out how it all works. i am doing a lot and i'm happy to be doing it. plus i'm heading close to home again soon. am i the only one who needs to apologize in this situation? because i don't think that i am. i already feel like i lost the two of you and that's probably why i was happy to travel. so if i don't make up with mika, are you and me...just done?

It is, and it's something I like to think we've gotten at least our own grasp on. Even if it's different for everyone. Kind of glad to be back working mostly and not hearing about anymore fests or cons. Not sure if that makes me sound ungrateful. That's the thing, Bel, I didn't want you to keep your distance. I wanted to talk but I'm also not gonna force you. I get it, you were angry, just like to think we're good enough friends to deal with shit. You're wrong but I can't change your mind either if you really think that.

i think that we have or i hope we have? since i see a lot of this stuff in our future with every season that we get. it's good that we're back to what we know, though i have been gone more than not. it doesn't, i get what you mean. you want to talk, but it just feels like you're going to want me to apologize to mika? i don't see that happening right now. i was angry and i am attempting to deal in my own way. what's really going on right now? because this can't just be because of me.

Yo that's pretty sick, now that you've mentioned both I'm excited about it. I just placed my order on amazon. Yeah, the film with Pedro Pascal came up. Which grateful for that too. That's how it goes sadly, glad she's still kicking it though.

i'm surprised you haven't heard of it. but if you read it? let me know our thoughts. i feel like we could end up in a book club. though no idea how often we could meet. didn't the trailer or a teaser for that just come out? it is how it goes and she is doing her best!

My sisters have gone no-contact before, full on not speaking, having to communicate through my mother. It's never dull. Scared yet, Cameli? See, I knew you wanted me to be seeing you. Let me guess, keep it focused on your handsome face, that I've already said far too many times. Good thing there's no need to go through my watch history because some things in there, are not needed. Can't help when my FYP starts ovulating. Yeah, maybe I am thinking about it, but wouldn't want to push, the good night kiss at the door are very sweet. Have tattoos on the inside of my fingers, my ankle and inside my lower lip. Yeah, the no thing, we're gonna have to work on that. PRIVATE: I'm all for a dirty mind, my FYP tells me that when it goes off on craziness in the middle of the night. Taking care of someone, hot. Very hot. Because you jumped right to daddy and I need to know where your mind goes. I'm fascinated in so many ways. I will admit I'm far more open minded than people ever expect. Comes with being a model and the people we meet.

that sounds...complicated. scared? i thrive in chaos, so no. i'm afraid if you really wanted to scare me off...it'll take more than that. i'm not saying that i want you to just focus on me. it's not a bad thought! you are just making it so that i want to go through it now. that or you can just let me scroll your fyp. did you just say can't help when it's ovulating? you are not helping your case here. i knew that you were! sweet is good! so..what you're telling me is i'm going to have to convince you to get another tattoo somewhere so i can hold your hand? i don't think we are going to have to. private: i wasn't sure! yes, taking care of someone, making sure all their needs are met. the daddy thing? honestly i've been called that before and i'm pretty sure i've seen a lot of comments calling me that. i kind of guessed you are open minded? i just had the feeling you would be.