RAMIREZ.

it doesn't, but we love it anyway. that's basically all we can hope for. is it just because it's someone reading to you? i know if the person is monotone, there's a huge chance i'll fall asleep. sometimes you have to have the physical thing in front of you. podcasts are different compared to them, same as music. they do! can't have one without it, so i think we could have some fun. the world does and i get it! though the world loves you too. i'll be waiting for it!

Ain't that the truth. Wouldn't want to be doing anything else. I do think it's because it's someone else reading to me, and depending on how they read it? Like you said if the person is monotone? Then I'm a goner. I've always been the type to need a book in my hands. I don't know how kids do it these days with having books online now when it comes to school and all. Both different, for sure. Some podcasts can be boring though. Agreed, we'll have to set it up and even if we met on zoom that's better than nothing. I appreciate that, I'm grateful for my little fandom.

private: it was, but i felt like it'd be strange to bring up? though i ended up doing that anyway. if something like that happens again...i think i'd like to say i'd be open. i'm being weird, but i don't see that happening with someone who isn't you...just because of this talk we're having. there isn't, i know, just never saw myself here again?

PRIVATE: I get that certain things can be awkward to bring up, and I can't fault you for that. I am glad that you opened up though. Only see it happening with me? I know we're having this conversation now and I was the guy you hooked up post-divorce, but don't close yourself off to others. You never know, prince charming might be out there waiting for you.

yes, I'm already loving the energy. besides, life is way too short to worry about shame. free yourself! not what I was expecting but okay. I see the vision, papi; and appreciate the support. you're a hot boy who is enjoying his summer. and if singing my lyrics helps you further manifest it—let's go.

The energy is always up and stays there when it comes to me. I might a little to much for most. And if we add music? It gets worse, but I've no care in the world. It shocks most people when they hear what's on my playlist, honestly. Of course, always here to support. Ayy, that's right I'm having a good ass summer. I'm going to sing out loud to all my music tomorrow and see how it improves my mood and grind.

honestly, it's valid because our jobs? they don't leave a ton of room for hobbies. that is why audio books might be the way to go. i know that book clubs for adults are a thing! usually they involve booze. i never was in one but could be changed. i swear he is just everywhere, but this means i have to wait to see the project you did with him!

No, it doesn't leave room for much of anything. Aside from the occasional catch up with friends...if we're lucky. I tried getting into audio books, but I can't focus on them. I need the actual book in front of me which is so weird. The only thing I can focus on that's audio? Is obviously music, but podcasts. Usually involve booze? Now that's what I'm talking about. Yeah, we gotta change that. The world loves that man, I swear. Hopefully we'll be getting that trailer out there soon though.

private: i know i don't, but it's been weighing on me a bit? time has and i know you aren't holding it against me. i really didn't know how to bring that up without making it awkward? can you tell i'm so out of practice with..well...everything? you're welcome and i should have done it sooner.

PRIVATE: If it's been weighing on you then I wish you have said something sooner. That way it wasn't something that was lingering in the back of your mind. I don't know how either, but if something like that happens again...not saying with me, but with someone else, that you're able to feel like you can be open with them. There's nothing wrong with being out of practice. It's all good, I promise.

i'm surprised you haven't heard of it. but if you read it? let me know our thoughts. i feel like we could end up in a book club. though no idea how often we could meet. didn't the trailer or a teaser for that just come out? it is how it goes and she is doing her best!

I'm going to blame the lack of reading I've been doing lately because of how busy I've been. But you've got it, I'll tell you all about it. Being in a book club is something I haven't even thought about now being an adult. The last time I was in one was when I was in high school. No no, not yet. That trailer was for another film he did.

private: okay, so...i feel like i should explain. even if you are okay with it now? because um, i probably should have told you..but you are the first guy i've...hooked up with since my divorce. i was in my head, but it was not a reflection on you or your skills. i so just made this weird, but i didn't want you to think i just...left to leave.

PRIVATE: You know that you don't have to explain yourself to me, right? Time has passed and I'm not here to hold a grudge against you or anything crazy like that. If you would have told me that I was the first guy you were with after the divorce then I would have understood. But thank you for telling me that now.

go for it! yes, you have the whole world's fair in chicago and then you have h.h. holmes in the mix. i know you had other offers, makes sense. i think people just like to find the dumbest thing to complain about.

Yo that's pretty sick, now that you've mentioned both I'm excited about it. I just placed my order on amazon. Yeah, the film with Pedro Pascal came up. Which grateful for that too. That's how it goes sadly, glad she's still kicking it though.

i...sort of was waiting to see if you'd bring that up. i didn't plan on doing that, but that was to spare you from the sight of me having a mini panic attack. a soccer player from miami that was exiled? are you just directing this or acting in it too? i'm going to have to look more into this. it sounds it!

Wasn't planning on to, but you know. Better than beating around the bush. It's whatever now, I've brushed it off and act like it never happened. Yeah, that's the base of it. I'm did both actually, which was a challenge. It was a ton of fun though.

i have! it's so good so far and interesting. you get your mix of history and true crime. you do! it really does, i know you were attached to the last of us and i saw the hate that bella ramsey got. and we know reality isn't really...real.

Sick, I'm going to do my amazon search and purchase it then. A mixture of both? Now that's what I'm talking about. Yeah, for one season. She gets a lot of hate for no reason; such a talented kid too.

i would hope i come off as trustworthy! right, i know it probably won't happen with how busy we both are. that is something to be very proud of! can i ask what it's about? or top secret? i remember that and i bet the comeback will be amazing.

You've never given me a reason not to trust you. Aside from you doing the walk a shame without say bye, but that just makes me a bit weary of you. Yeah, exactly. So so busy. It's about a soccer player from Miami that was exiled. I managed to get lucky with my cast and crew. Yup, we'll see.

ever read the devil in the white city? the only reason i picked that up is because chicago. the women in our families keeping us in the know. they did! they didn't like some of the people who were cast and i thought it was insane. really, i told her i have only seen clips and i think she was...kind of relieved.

I actually haven't read that one yet. Have you started it? If you give it a good review then I might pick it up. Gotta love them for that. Feel like that happens more often than not, honestly. Not surprised by that. Considering it's a reality show and all.