Big & Beautiful

Was trying on this new cute skirt 😻what do you think?

I guess I am a completely different person now 😅 and there’s enough of me to be two of that skinny version 😂 I used to be out every weekend climbing or hiking (or clubbing 🫣)

I recently found this photo of me when I was slimmer, all lean and active on the beach with a flat stomach and defined arms. Although admittedly I only looked like this for a few months at most. Around this time in my life was probably the least fat on my body ever and the only time I went to the gym.

And here is me now. My belly is big and soft, hanging and spilling, my thighs press together when I walk, my chest and sides have filled out, and everything jiggles when I move. I love how heavy and round I feel now. It turns me on so much, it’s amazing how much happier I am now 😍

Seeing old photos of me really lets it hit home how big I have gotten. And then I am immediately excited how big I could still get. It’s also amazing how tired I look, but I had been on the road 3 weeks when that photo had been taken 🫣 I guess I won’t be going up any hills anytime soon but I might to the shops to get some ice cream 😈

"What a poor pathetic pig. Went so hard into your kind that your permanently destroyed your body. It can't keep up anymore, can it? This isn't something you can come back from. This body, the only body you have, can never escape the pig you are now. You can barely keep yourself from huffing and puffing even now, a little voice in the back of your mind saying how you might have thought you could always turn it around is quiet now. It knows the door closed behind you and you can't go back.

You should be more worried than horny, but you know you're just going to get bigger. Softer and wider than you should be. Getting blitzed so often you feel like your mind is moving so slowly even when sober. The brain damage getting worse so you make even worse decisions. Too brain dead to stop. Too addicted to ruining yourself. Just a dumb pig who can't help but cum from getting diabetes"

But you wouldn't enjoy that, right? Nah. This is all an act. No way someone would actually destroy themselves like that and get off on it. It would be a death sentence and who would want that?

I uh… yeah… who would want that… surely not a pig that jiggles like this…

Reposts are welcome 🥰

Tumblr is being stupid and not letting me post my dozen glazed challenge, so here’s a clip from my pool day today instead

(we’ll see if this stays up or it gets flagged)