one of the times I was in the hospital a few years ago there was this guy named Cody on the same unit as me that I became pretty good friends with, same with this other Tgirl named Lilith. Cody was a good guy, but had brutal crushing severe depression that had landed him there a few times over the years. every night we'd go into the computer lab and we'd all share music with each other.

this was my best friend and i’s song that we would listen to a lot when we were together. it’s a pretty generic indie song, not anything special. it’s not a particularly sad song but i ball my eyes out whenever i listen to it so i rarely listen to it. i still keep it in my fav playlist and skip it whenever it comes on. i don’t skip it during this time of year.