a lot of people assume psychosis hallucinations are super intense all-consuming horror movie shit like the memes about the hat man or always horrible debilitating things that make you dangerous to be around
but in my experience 95% of my hallucinations are getting spooked by very clearly hearing someone knocking on my door or calling my name from another room or hearing footsteps walking behind me which are "just" my brain recreating the horror of an abusive childhood
i *have* gotten the "bugs crawling all over me" hallucination once or twice though and yeah that one is exactly as terrible horrible as it sounds AUGH
(not trying to put you on blast specifically, you're just a good example to jump off of)
media and pop culture hypes up psychosis a lot as The Worst That Can Happen out of sanism, so even when you try and filter that cultural bias out you still assume it's based on something
when, no, psychosis is actually very simple: it's just hyperactive pattern matching. it's your brain's signal-to-noise ratio being off balance, it's seeing images in random static. it's not always this special uniquely big thing, it's in fact quite mundane a lot of the time.
no one is immune to psychosis, it's not purely the realm of the insane. anyone is one bad night of sleep or one bad case of food poisoning or one bad fever away from being just like me on my worst days.
and this, indeed, is why solidarity with the insane is so important: you, yes you too, are just one bad day from joining us, and no perceptions of being a "temporarily embarrassed sane person" will save you from the oppression of the psychiatric institution.
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Odyssey Review (tl;dr just do the Aeneid next time like you obviously wanted)
So i saw Nolan's Odyssey yesterday and had A Lot of thoughts, so I thought I'd share my Letterboxd review here. I promise I do minimal handwringing about ~historical accuracy~ and only really touch on it where it concerns the story. Full text pasted below the cut!
This is by far the longest review I have ever written for Letterboxd, and for this I apologize, but as a classicist I wanted to be thorough
This is by far the longest review I have ever written for Letterboxd, and for this I apologize, but as a classicist I wanted to be thorough and thoughtful with this one. Iāve dedicated my entire adult life to the study of Greek and Roman antiquity and how that antiquity is represented in the modern world. As an instructor who works with undergrads, I think itās extremely important to be intimately aware of those artifacts of reception that will serve as major points of access for people into the world of Classics, and Nolanās Odyssey will no doubt be one of those for years to come; just as we have been answering boneheaded questions about 300 and dealing with that movieās fallout for the last 20 years, so too will the film bros of the next 20 years make us talk about the good and bad of Nolanās Odyssey (I promise I do have some good and complimentary things to say in allĀ this).
To get the great bugaboo out of the way, I have little to say about the filmās general lack of interest in historical accuracy (insofar as the term even applies) that has not already been said. This is in part because Iām a philologist and my expertise is mostly literary rather than material; I leave detailed analysis of the baffling costume design and strangely distressed props to my colleagues in archaeology and art history, though I will have a few things to say here and there as they pertain to other elements of the film. Also, accuracy isnāt everything when it comes to adaptation and some of the creative liberties that were taken clearly had a deliberate skopos in the context of the film (even if I disagree with the skopos in question). One defense that Iāve seen of these inaccuraciesānamely that this is a fantasy story and so accuracy doesnāt matterāmisses that this is not in fact a fantasy. Itās an epic. Epic and fantasy are two distinct genres stemming from distinct cultural contexts and traditions. They are each bound by their own generic conventions and constraints; the role that epic, especially Homeric epic, plays in ancient Greek society is simply not the role that fantasy plays in ours, and conflating them is at best deeply ignorant. I think itās important to address Nolanās failure to present a true picture of his subject culture, or even a cohesive and consistent impressionism of his subject culture, especially since he is a white Englishman using that culture to make broad, sweeping statements about the grandeur of Western Civilization (a phrase and mode of thought that I fuckingĀ detest).
The point of cultural inaccuracy that I actually want to spend time on is what Nolan calls āZeusās Law.ā Zeusās Law (which is not a meaningful phraseāsee also the filmās bizarrely Christian use of āforgivenessā and āfaith,ā which are simply not concepts compatible with the religion of the text) is standing in for xenia, a custom and practice of hospitality and reciprocity between a guest and their host. I get the sense that Nolan has decided that modern audiences, being stupid, could not possibly handle Hearing a Foreign Word and so repackaged the idea for us in a punchy, ominous phrase all while not really understanding what xenia means or entails; near as I can figure, heās content to leave it at āBe excellent to each otherā¦and party on, dudes.ā The reciprocity of hospitality is an important theme in the poem, but Nolan seems a little unsure as to how or why it applies to the epicās various episodes, misconstruing it as some spooky, pagan version of the Golden Rule.Ā
Indeedāand this is my main problem with the whole filmāChristopher Nolan seems entirely uninterested in the text that heās adapting. Which is very interesting, considering that heās done the Odyssey a few times now! Heās made large parts of his career all about the Odyssey, and now that heās doing an actual Odyssey, he doesnāt seem to care. Rather than investigate the core themes of the poem, he has abandoned most of them and substituted his own, but even these are not very well explored.
Heās ultimately made the text about Western Civilization. The poem is partly about the closing of the heroic age, and so in this sense it kinda works, but overall it feels very much like heās just handwringing about the loss of greatness past. His weird gesturing towards the Sea Peoples as a major force of civilizational decay, a dated theory that has no bearing on the historical reality of the Bronze Age collapse, might have been very interesting if it had been more consciously about the ways that powerful societies (say, the British Empire or the USA) turn inward and cannibalize their own people in the pursuit of dominance, but instead itās about the loss of a previous civilized identity to barbarism, which infected us somewhere in our journeys in theĀ East.
To escape their infection and reclaim their civilized selves, Odysseus and his people must escape westward. The prophecy of Odysseusā final voyage becomes all about honoring his men, an action that will restore him to his prior self and absolve him (again with very Christian vibes) of his guilt for everything that he did while away from home. Thereās a sense that he is going to have a hard reset, both of himself and of society, the latter of which is imperiled in the old world and needs to be rediscovered in the new one. This is just American manifest destiny: because our journeys to the East corrupted us, we will expand the frontiers of the West, exploring and bringing with us the light of literacy and the Old Ways (oh, excuse me, Zeusās Law). And all of this is slammed into our faces over and over again because Nolan doesnāt trust hisĀ audience.
Which leads me to my hottest take about the whole movie: the movie Christopher Nolan actually wanted to make was the Aeneid. The Aeneid already has all of the themes and political ideas that Nolan shoehorned into the Odyssey. Worry about the collapse of civilized society? Check. Hero concerned with devotion and piety? Check. Desire to establish an all new and improved Western Civilization? Check. Focus on horror and the eschatology of the sack of Troy (a sack that does not get shown in Homer)? Check. Like my dude. You wanted to make the Aeneid. And I know American audiences donāt know the Aeneid the way they do the Odyssey, but I feel like at this point, youāre Christopher Nolan and it doesnāt matter, you can make any old thing you like and every white man in the world (who letās be honest, remains the only audience you care about) will pay to see it in your six different formats. This is justĀ cowardly.
Nolan is also fundamentally disinterested in Odysseus as he is presented in the epic. We lose so much of his craftiness, complete with Travis Scottās bard completely skipping over the word ĻολĻĻĻĪæĻĪæĻ. We lose his cruelty, his arrogance, his weepiness, his horniness. We have here a perfect stolid American war hero, who feels soooooo bad about the things he did in Vietnam I mean Iraq I mean Troy you guys. Heās morally and physically clean but also tortured by his guilt. The epic and the ancients understood Odysseus as being kind of a piece of shit, but Nolan needs him to be likeable and so he ditches the original and substitutes in an entirely different guy whoās just trying really hard to be a Good Man (which is, of course, a universally understood and legible category of person regardless of the time, place, or cultural context). And itās not even that Matt Damon is a bad Odysseus! He was good! He played his character really well (as did the majority of the cast). But that character doesnāt resemble Homerās Odysseus in any meaningfulĀ way.
But you know what, Nolan isnāt even interested in the moral quality of the man heās made up to be Odysseus. Like everyone else in the script, his moral nuance has been so flattened as to be a caricature of a hero, just in the same way that Darth Vadermemnon has been flattened into an inhuman monster, something thatās not a person. But we never really explore Agamemnonās iniquities, or really make the connections of āWhat does it mean that these men are following this guy? What does it tell us about Odysseus that he held high position in that campaign? What resonance does the sacrifice of Iphigenia have with anything that Odysseus does or experiences?ā For whatever reason, we just arenāt interested in that.Ā
This Odysseus has all the moral complexity of a rock, but Nolan clearly wants us to think the opposite. This is clear from the fact that the film really wants to be about the horrors of war and the atrocities that people inflict upon each other. And yet Nolan shies away from all of it. The violence is mostly bloodless and there is practically no goreāwe donāt get to see the Cyclopsā blinding, the beheading of Athena*, the injuries sustained by any party in either the war or the slaughter of the suitors. This could have been cool if it had been about how Odysseus lies, but since Nolanās Odysseus is a reliable narrator, we have to take the film at its very clean and tidy word. Nolan wants to gesture toward horror, but fails to take it all the way. The war itself does not show any of the atrocities that Odysseus and the epics both gesture toward. There is no rape, no slaughter of children. The Greeks (especially Odysseus!) are not shown taking slaves or war prizes of any kind from Troy. They are distanced from the barbarism, even though Nolanās Odysseus seems to think that they arenāt. It feels kind of insane to be saying ādamn this movie needed more rapeā but if your movie is going to be haunted by sexual violence, and if youāre going to make it all about reconciling yourself with the horrible things you and your men have done, there needs to be a sense that it is a real thing that can happen in your world. It just makes it look like you either (A) want to talk about rape but are scared to do it, (B) think your audience is inept and canāt handle the subject matter, or (C) are yourself inept and donāt actually care to put the effort in. And there were missed opportunities everywhere to get into the horror and foulness of war! Show us the corpses and the piss and the shit in the Trojan Horse instead of telling us. Show us the blood and the guts that Odysseus can never escape. Show us the execution of the priestess and proper violation of religiosity (or better yet, make Athena* Kassandra and show the true breadth of menās evils). If youāre going to make your three hour film about the horrors, you need to show us some horrors at some point in those threeĀ hours!
And even though we are supposedly concerned with the horrors of war and how they were wrought against Civilized People and Thatās Bad (not that we see any of that, of course), there is a deep sense of foreignization and orientalism in how Troy, the Other, is depicted. The Greeks are all diverse people who have different styles of arms and flair and things, while the Trojans are quite literally faceless stormtroopers, complete with white helmets that mask their faces and dehumanize them so we can be fine with them being slaughtered as anonymous drones. This is not interrogated even a little bit. The Trojansā armor is vaguely Greek in shape but looks otherwise as if it stepped out of the MCUās Moon Knight, with its stark white color and texture of mummy wrappings, set against colorless northern African architecture (he does this again later with Asiatic elements in the silent Laestrygonesā equipment). It was simply Corporate Hollywood Does Egypt, and it brought all of the orientalism that comes with it. Between this and the looted Iranian earrings that Zendaya wore to the London premiere, thereās a strong sense that the people making this movie have no respect for either ancient or modern western Asia (see above re: America and manifest destiny). In theory we are supposed to care about the Trojans, but they are not filmed in such a way that would indicate that. We pay lip service to the deaths of women and children, but in the end we turn our eyes away and donāt care.Ā
On the note of women, Christopher Nolanās female characters have always beenā¦not great. He cannot write women and seems only to have just recently realized that women have any interiority at all, though he doesnāt know what to do with that interiority. Itās baffling to me that heās managed to make every female character, without fail, less interesting and complex than they are in the 3000yo epic poem. They are all flattened beyondĀ belief.
That said, Anne Hathaway is doing some of the best work of her career. Sheās fighting for her life to bring some energy to the writing, even as much of her agency has been quashed. The whole thing with Penelope is that she does a lot even though she is limited by the social expectations of womanhood, but here she doesnāt get to do much beyond complain about her marginalization. She can complain, but she canāt do anything about it, which is to my mind a huge disservice to her role in the poem. We get very little of her wiliness or the homophrosyneāthe like-mindedness and parallel expressions of self and feelingāthat she shares with Odysseus. This is partly because Odysseus loses most of his craftiness and so she has nothing to mirror, partly because Nolan just doesnāt find women interesting.Ā
Likewise, the other women have very little to do and fail to live up to their roles in the epic. Helen is utterly stripped of the agency that she exhibits in the epic and is sidelined; the double casting of Helen and Clytemnestra could have been so god damn cool if we had explored even just a tiny bit the implications of their being identical, but alas we did not. It was in all a waste of Lupita Nyongāoās talents. Nolanās sidestepping of Melanthoās execution was done, I suspect, to avoid the misogynistic violence done to the enslaved women of the house in the epic. This avoidance does not make the movie any more feminist, however, and frankly reads as sexist. It is not empowering of any populationāwomen, the enslaved, the victims of war, whoeverāto simply handwave the atrocities done to them and not ever address them (the way this movie simply glosses over slavery pissed me the fuck off). It is important that the enslaved women are killed, it is important that Telemachus is the one who orchestrates it, it is important that Odysseus reestablishes his power through this violence. Talk about it. Reckon with it. Let the audience sit with it. Again, trust the people watching your movie just a littleĀ bit.
Samantha Mortonās Circe was probably the best thing about this movie for me. Circe as craftsman was a very cool idea. I loved the reshaping of flesh as clay and the horror of the whole episode (and that was for me the only real success at horror in this film; the Cyclops had a little too much āHeās standing right behind me isnāt heā energy and the cannibalistic resonances of the sun cattle episode were tragically lost). Mortonās performance was really fucking good and brought depth to shallow writing. The desexualization of her character was a little disappointing, but Iām not too fussed about it from a story perspective. I am a bit fussed about Calypso. Nolan really took everything interesting from her and made her the blandest figure in all the Mediterranean. No dread, no eroticism, no upending of gender roles, just a pretty blonde lady to sympathize with our beleaguered hero. Making her the audience to Odysseusā story rather than NausicaƤ is a weird choice that doesnāt work forĀ me.
Although heās a known ring structure junkie, Nolan has broken the epicās gorgeous ring composition, leaving the whole plot feeling off-balance and a bit oddly paced. The removal of NausicaƤ and the Phaeacians wrecks the structure. In the epic, NausicaƤ formsāand preemptively breaksāa tricolon with Circe and Calypso; likewise, the tension of her first encounter with Odysseus parallels the tension between Odysseus and Penelope, with implicit threats of violence from both sides of each interaction. So even as she is part of a tricolon of strange women, she balances out the whole thing to create a chiastic narrative. NausicaƤ is a load-bearing character for the structure and balance of the plot, and I think her absence is a big part of the imbalances this film has; Zendaya as NausicaƤ instead of Athena* might have gone a long way to salvaging a lot ofĀ it.
One common misogynistic Nolan motif, the Dead Wife, even manages to show up here, a story wherein the heroās wife is alive! With Penelope alive and well, Sinon takes on this role, which is deeply unfortunate given that he is played by a trans man. Not a great look. It is extremely noteworthy that Sinon is not mentioned in Homer; like the greater story of the fall of Troy, heās borrowed from the Aeneid (the story that Nolan actually wants to adapt). So heās been taken from a completely different poem and introduced into the film only to be immediately, brutally fridged in order to catalyze Odysseusā guilt and, by the end, reestablish a pale imitation of the Homeric ring composition the script has wrecked. He is a man, and I think because he is a man Nolan thinks heās a suitable proxy for Telemachus, but he functions in the script as the Dead Wife and proxy for Penelope. And I find this more than a little transphobic.Ā
The filmās greatest successes were visual. The Cyclops was extremely impressive, and like I said, the camera work in the Circe episode absolutely slapped. The shots were well-composed as always, and many of the visual tableausāespecially the ships and the house of Ithakaāwere beautiful. Phenomenal interior sets all around. As with all of Christopher Nolanās movies, though, the painfully limited color palette left me cold, especially given the visual richness of the source material and the unique ways that Homeric epic plays with color. A limited color palette can work, including in the colors that Nolan uses in his films (see my review of Beau Travail, a film whose limited use of color is incredibly effective), but this feels like such a wasted opportunity given the grandiosity of the full IMAX vision. Greek antiquity is so often presented, incorrectly, as whitewashed and drained of color; you might have used those outrageous cameras to reinject some polychrome into that world. Combine this with some very poor editing choices, especially in the third act, and the visual successes we get donāt do much to assuage my annoyance with his handling of the text. A final petty complaint about the IMAX thing: why are the directors who are obsessed with this format only making movies like this? Is the experience really enhanced by that extra ten feet of sea and sky? Is Dune Part 3 really going to be radically changed by that extra stretch of sand? Who is thisĀ for?
I stand by my belief that Memento is Christopher Nolanās only good movie. And the more of his movies I watch, the more convinced I am that that was aĀ fluke.
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coming up with an au were a dead character lives but shaking my head while i do it so everyone watching knows i support the role their death played in the narrative and consider it a legitimate writing choice
Whenever they gave us one of those "read through ALL the instructions before you begin!" trick assignments in school where the steps lead you on an increasingly ridiculous goose chase until the final one tells you to just put your name on the paper and turn it in without doing anything else, I was always like, "Okay, but what's the point? Surely the REAL world won't be anything like this." And then I grew up and discovered that not only is the real world often exactly like that, some people won't even read the first line of the instructions even if they make perfect sense. And these people are called "co-workers"
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yeah i like to give my blessing to the most pathetic looking weak little knight at the tournament. she canāt even look me in the eye when i give her my flower and she stutters out that sheāll do her best or something of the like. i think its funny when she has to cry and beg my forgiveness and i get to say āsuch a shame, i suppose my hand in marriage will have to go to someone elseā¦ā and then i get to hear her whimper like a dog. ive done this like 6 times alrea-
I know the āVane called Flint gay for living in a houseā thing is funny but I think in all seriousness Vane was calling Flint a class traitor for living in a house which is in some ways much funnier
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stop letting miserable people on the internet convince you that you must have a concrete, well-constructed opinion on everything that has ever existed.