dear

having two earbuds in overstimulates me 😩

quran really heals every nook and cranny of your being, gotta be relentless in indulging in it daily.

baby nuh 💔

every piece of me is so spent, but tomorrow will be better.

Oh Allah let my time on earth be spent pleasing you!

a quiet mourning of family and unity and love.

romantic love without affection or intimacy is not even platonic love.

i gotta stop placing an imaginary goodness in ppl who constantly show me they couldn’t care less about me

no versions of myself am i in love with at the moment

i can do all the things but then i’d be an ahole

sometimes you love someone, but because of the circumstances you have to love them from a distance. and that’s okay.

finally a day to myself to lay in bed and scroll the socials, eat ice cream and procrastinate about life. it’s great so great i’m sad it’ll end soon. i forgot how much i love being alone. i’m so sleepy but refuse to sleep to miss this time to myself lol.