indefinite hiatus

At least for the time being. B.a.p has been a source of great happiness for me for a very long time, but that's changed now. I don't feel the same excitement when I listen to their music, nor do I get that spark in my heart when I think about them or watch their old videos or anything. It's sad, but with everything going on and with the state the fandom is in I'd rather leave it like this with my happy memories than to continue and grow bitter towards the group and babyz. I've found new groups that I feel similar love and dedication towards that take up all my attention to the point where I don't really pay much attention to Instagram or twitter notifs, and I honestly don't really care. Some might say this makes me a bad fan but it doesn't matter, I've come out of this learning invaluable things from b.a.p and with memories I can wrap myself in when the world gets cold and that I can use to light a fire when everything gets dark. Someday maybe I'll feel differently, maybe they will come back someday and then my love and interest will be rekindled but for now, thank you and see you later.